#colbalts

This is a blog which is meant to help me process my past, to write it all out when i feel down. But today, now, I want to write about the good stuff that's around me too.

I have a lot of shitty stuff happen to me. I'm going through a lot of shitty stuff trying to work the shitty stuff in my past away from my present. I'm trying hard and its easy to forget the good things as well, the small gemstones in the dark tunnel that seems never ending. But I am a lucky person too, because i do have good support. I am privileged to have good help, both psychological therapeutics and group meetings, as well as teachers in school. I have good friends, classmates and otherwise, and I have an amazingly supportive family. But the only one i feel i trust with telling about these things full on out, other than mom, is my boyfriend Adam.