a negative nostalgia holder is a system role for specifically and exclusively traumagenic systems. this role is based off of nostalgia holder, negative nostalgia holder meaning to hold negative feelings related to nostalgia. this could be akin to traumaholder, where the alter with this role holds trauma related to nostalgia. they may or may not feel positive about this, similar to embracers. some negative nostalgia holders can be triggered by nostalgic media, places, triggers, etc. to think about traumatic events wether in a positive or negative light.
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a positive nostalgia holder is a system role for specifically and exclusively traumagenic systems. this role is based off of nostalgia holder, positive nostalgia holder meaning to hold positive feelings related to nostalgia. a positive nostalgia holder may hold or embrace childhood nostalgia in a positive way, but may or may not be a memory holder. these two terms do not need to be connected. these alters could simply be front triggered by positive nostalgia or try to embrace positive nostalgia by playing childhood games or watching childhood shows.
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Shattermethods / Mind Origins / Jobs /
Descriptors
Vouloshatter - [Voo-low-shatter] A shattermethod involving purpose; to decidedly, purposely shatter a mind or to will a mind into existence somehow; may be for a reason or may be for a hell of it.
Etymology: The French word "vouloir," meaning "to want" or "to desire."
Accishatter - [Ack-si-shatter] A subset of vouloshatter: to unintentionally shatter or to shatter a mind by accident. Short for "accidental shatter."
Suishatter - [Soo-ee-shatter] A shattermethod involving suicidal thoughts, self-destructive tendencies, etc; to shatter a mind due to suicidal habits or to cope with such such thoughts or behaviors. May be considered a subset of traumashatter and psychoshatter.
Vouloling: A mind who was brought to to existence on purpose by another mind.
Acciling: A mind who was brought to existence on accident by another mind.
Suiling: A kind of darkling; mind who was brought to existence due to the presence of suicidal thoughts, self-destructive tendencies, etc. May be a suikeeper but is not required.
Suikeeper: A mind whose job is to possess suicidal thoughts or self-destructive tendencies, possibly as a coping mechanism of another minds. This mind may exist to execute those actions, or to keep them under control. Their influence, even on a different mind, may cause self-destructive thought processes or habits to occur. Self-destructive habits include drinking, doing drugs, self-harming, etc.
Apathactor: A mind whose job is to not care, and/or to act like they don't care. This word is a fusion of the English words "apathy" and "actor."
Mindkid: A child within the mind. May be synonymous with the term bloom, however not all mindkids may act like that. Other words for mindkid can include: mindchild, brainkid, kleine, anything else you wanna come up with. Mindkids can be (and may commonly be) agelings, but it is not required.
Flags:
Left - Voulshatter (red representing purpose, purple representing desire, white there to look pretty).
Right - Accishatter (both gray and blue representing accidentalness, that feeling of "oh shit oops that wasnt supposed to happen"; white still there to look pretty).
These same flags can be used for vouloling and acciling.
Suishatter, suiling, and suikeeper aren't getting flags because I have no ideas and also I don't want Tumblr to censor me. Anyone who makes a flag is highly appreciated though!
Mindkid: Baby pink and baby blue representing boyhood and girlhood respectively (yes i'm aware those are both concepts, however due to the heavy association between little kids and "gender = color" bullshit, i figured it'd be worth noting). White representing youngness, fragility and innocence. Yellow representing Childhood Whimsy.
Apathactor: Silver/gray representing the moral-grayness of not giving a damn about certain things; black representing the stability and security that it can give, despite being a "bad" thing, blue for vibes
A form of attraction where one feels as though they have a red string connected from them, to the person they like, they may be able to feel it in their hearts or just sense that the person is meant for them.
A sort of soulmate feeling yet in this case always romantic
Flag Meaning
Shaded Pink - Attraction to feminine people, femininity, women etc
Light green - Attraction to androgyny, non-binary folk, non men/women etc
Faded Blue - Attraction to masculine people, masculinity, men, etc
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