Beware of the Shadow - König x Fem Reader - Part 10 🐻
TW: Graphic Violence
I knew my sentence cut before its end would give out to anyone a clear hint of my current situation. And König's voice bursting in my ear only confirmed my assumptions.
"Delta 1-5, what happened?!"
If I could answer him, I would have probably said something along the lines of 'Oh, nothing fancy, you know: just someone who's trying to kill me', but my immediate survival seemed like a wiser objective to focus on.
I quickly analyzed the situation. The thing was bigger and heavier than me, so it was safe to assume it was a man. He pinned me to the ground with his body, but I grasped something shiny in his hand, presumably a knife or a blade. He was visibly panicked, I could easily tell by how sloppily he was holding his weapon.
I instantly tried to struggle, but the unknown threat harshly pushed his hand on my helmet to force it to the ground. He yelled something in a language I didn't know, the probability of it being something nice quite slim.
He raised the knife above his head to gain momentum so he would stab me. In a matter of seconds, I managed to grab the pistol from the gun holder at my leg and shot him in the thigh. In that fleeting moment, I felt thankful for all the additional training we had as snipers to be prepared for those kinds of scenarios.
The man let out a loud scream when he felt the bullet hit his leg, his face twisting with pain while I struggled again in an attempt to make him lose his balance. I only managed to turn on my back when his hand quickly got back on my helmet, pinning my head to the ground to maintain himself on top of me.
But now, I had my pistol, and it was pointing right at his chest. He froze when he felt the hard object pushing into him, right where his heart was.
"Back down or I'll shoot!" I yelled with an intense gaze. I tried my best to keep my cool, but I found myself overwhelmed by that unpleasant feeling when an unwelcome memory resurfaces at the worst possible time.
Me, laying on the ground, and a man, on top of me, holding a knife under my throat. It made me want to scoff. The sight felt ironic, and it stirred me even more when the only difference in the picture was I, now in possession of a gun. A fire slowly took over me, one of pure hatred, and I frankly was having a hard time refraining myself from pulling the trigger.
We stayed motionless for a moment, staring at one another like statues, his hand trembling while his expression was hesitant. He eventually distanced the knife slowly, my eyes not leaving him for a second, and dropped it to the ground. But then, a frantic sound coming from the bushes made the both of us look to the side.
"GET OFF HER!"
A bear-like figure lunged out of nowhere and tackled the clueless man at full force, knocking them both to the ground. I jolted in surprise, pointing my gun toward the silhouettes before recognizing König. In a matter of seconds, he was able to pin the man down while his other hand went to his radio.
"It was another enemy— I got him— over," he managed to blurt out while heavily panting. He quickly turned his attention back to me, searching for something on him as he talked.
"Are you hurt?" he inquired with heavy breaths, a hint of concern tinting his voice.
I felt frozen for a moment, just the time I needed to process what just happened. Now that I wasn't in a life-threatening situation anymore, all the tension left in me was pushed away by anger and, above all, a burning desire for revenge.
"Don't worry about me, worry about him!" I shouted, rising to my feet so fast it was like my body got an electric shock. Heavy steps lead me toward my attacker, still pinned down by König who was almost finished attaching the man's libs together.
"How does it feel to be stuck on the ground, asshole?!" I snarled, anger oozing from every cell of my being.
He didn't respond, as he was completely stunned by König's attack. So I gave him the strongest foot kick I could muster to his ribs. The man made a loud grunt as the wind got knocked out of him, the pain reviving him on the spot. As he started to struggle, König pushed his boot down on the man's back to keep him in place.
"Careful, she's a dangerous woman," he hissed with amusement as he turned his head to me. However, the expression on my face must have been quite the sight to see since he stopped himself from giving any further input.
A voice suddenly arose from our earpieces, "What the hell was that mess out there?!"
"A man attacked Delta 1-5 from behind, he must have slipped from us. We're going to check if there's others around—over," König sharply replied, as professional as always.
"Move! I haven't finished with him!" I shouted, completely ignoring what had just been declared. My face was stretched with rage as I was having a hard time thinking straight. König looked at me with surprise when he heard my yelling. Yet, he moved aside without adding a word, letting me do whatever I saw fit for a punishment.
As soon as König stepped back, I gave the motherfucker another strong kick to his side. The pain I got in my foot was nothing compared to how adrenaline made me feel. Yet, oddly enough, the scream surging from my attacker brought me little to no satisfaction.
I grabbed a fist full of his hair to bring his head up from the floor and take a better look at him. He seemed quite young, yet he had the full thug look—tats all over his arms and neck, but I couldn't discern more.
I was only seeing him.
We continued to shoot invisible daggers at each other before he spoke up through gritted teeth.
"Without your big friend, you'd be dead! You should be in a cell with the other putas!" he snarled, his accent thick and cutting through words.
I saw red and crashed his head violently back to the ground, going for his back in the bat of an eye.
"And you are a fucking dead man!" I growled before I applied pressure on his arm. He restrained himself at first, but he eventually made some noise. Even if his hands were locked together, I knew exactly what to do to put him through hell.
"STOP! PLEASE, NO!!" the man yelled desperately.
I maintained my pressure on the man's swollen arm, ignoring his agony. The control I felt over him was overwhelming—intoxicating, almost. I was right about to dislocate his shoulder when two hands slipped under my armpits, lifting me off the ground effortlessly.
"Enough, he got what he deserved!" König scolded as I grunted in protest, boxing my legs in the air with frustration like a kid snapped out of a playground.
I immediately gave up further resistance when I felt my eyes sting, which didn't bode well. König finally brought me slowly to the ground, releasing me carefully so he could catch me again if I had the bright idea to rush back to the poor soul weeping on the ground.
My vision got blurry, and König seeing me in that state was the last thing I wanted.
"He's all yours!" I shouted as I pushed him with my shoulder and got past him, keeping my head low. "I'll see if there are others," I managed to blurt out, but not at the cost of my voice cracking a bit.
König had to take a second to process my sudden mood change.
"Hey, stay here!" he bellowed. But I didn't listen—I had to get away.
Everything clashed in me; rancor from the past, fear of having done shit, feeling so weak I wasn't able to refrain my tears—why do I have to feel so miserable now of all time?!
Anger blinded me; I wasn't even looking at the bushes when I walked past them. And it must have made me deaf too, as I didn't hear the rushed footsteps approaching before a strong grip seized my shoulder, a deep voice now rumbling behind me.
"Now's not the time to throw a tantrum!" König scolded as he turned me around, forcing me to face him.
When he noticed my reddened eyes, I witnessed his expression undergo a gradual shift from anger to concern, almost like a slow-motion sequence. He stood there, momentarily at a loss for words. When he regained composure, his voice took on a plain and reserved tone.
"You don't need to hide from me if you need to cry."
I could only bawl at him in rage.
"How could I?!" I shouted as I angrily shoved his hand to get away from his grip. "I can't be weak, I must not, and especially not in front of you! I—," I had to pause to cough as my throat got tighter after each word.
"Y/n, please..."
The look in König's eyes was the last straw; his pity was the last thing I needed. I couldn't bear to be in his presence, being this vulnerable in front of him brought a feeling so much worse than humiliation itself, and shit—I couldn't even explain why.
I tried to get away, but he firmly grabbed my wrist to keep me from fleeing again. I was madly enraged, but the last bits of reason left in my mind stopped me from trying to throw a fit more than I already did. The damage is done anyway. So I stayed with my back turned to him, still trying to hold my tears yet failing miserably. I at least forbidden myself to speak, as I knew my voice would only crack again if I tried to.
König slowly reached up and turned me around again. His hand carefully got to my chin to force my reluctant head to look up at him, his icy gaze sending immediate shivers down my spine.
"You have nothing to prove to me, soldier, so please do not hold yourself in front of me."
Words got stuck in my throat as I looked at him with glossy eyes, so he just brought my head against him, letting my helmet rest on his chest. It wasn't his place to make everything better, but at least he was trying his best to comfort me.
My meltdown slowly calmed itself as I silently sobbed against him. The anxieties, the fears, the inner battles… everything eventually quieted itself, melted with König's soothing presence. With deep inspiration, I took in his scent—a mixture of gunpowder and blood.
When I finally got back to my senses, I was now feeling extremely embarrassed by the whole situation. I could only muster a quiet "Thank you" as I kept my head locked in place, not even able to look at him.
"If you mention this to anyone, you're a dead man," I threatened, for good measure only.
He only chuckled as he softly led me away from him.
"Let's go back now, we still have a job to do," his voice returned to be neutral, even though it still betrayed some of his lasting worries.
Oh, right—we're supposed to be working. What the hell was I doing?!
I quickly got away and wiped the last tears from my face. I couldn't believe how my mind had gotten the best of me.
We resumed as if nothing had happened, and I only felt relieved when we all finally exfiltrated from this hellish place.
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