#clrown

見えない影　今宵も闇に落ちる 裏表の無いCoinが回った アナタは今何処で何をしてるのだろう？ 嘘つきだらけのせいで イキテルノガツライ？ the Day you laugh rough lie lie lie give up　なんて　止そう論外 頭の中、滅茶苦茶になっても まだまだ足りない 叫ぶだけじゃ何も変わんないって事かい？ 動きだそう　さあ、武器を手に取って 「警鐘を鳴らせ」と僕らは闘った 最愛のアナタにまた出会いたかった 災いのない街(ヨノナカ)なんて 些細なものだった 争いの方がマシだと イッテイタノハダアレ？ the Day you laugh rough lie lie lie give up　なんて　止そう論外 頭の中、滅茶苦茶になっても まだまだ足りない 壊すだけじゃ何も変わんないって事かい？ 足掻くだけさ　僕は　下を向くわけにはいかない 邪魔さえない 愉快じゃない？ 光差すべき姿になりたいだけさ 僕等、現代(いま)を生きている その日が来ると信じ、生きている

Romaji

mienai kage koyoi mo yami ni ochiru uraomote no nai Coin ga mawatta

anata wa ima doko de nani wo shiteru no darou? usotsuki darake no sei de ikiteru no ga tsurai?

the Day you laugh rough lie lie lie give up nante yosou rongai

atama no naka, mechakucha ni nattemo madamada tarinai

sakebu dake ja nanimo kawannai tte koto kai? ugokidasou saa, buki wo te ni totte

"keishou wo narase" to bokura wa tatakatta saiai no anata ni mata deaitakatta

wazawai no nai yononaka nante sasai na mono datta arasoi no hou ga mashi da to itteita no wa daare?

the Day you laugh rough lie lie lie give up nante yosou rongai

atama no naka, mechakucha ni nattemo madamada tarinai

kowasu dake ja nanimo kawannai tte koto kai? agaku dake sa boku wa shita wo muku wake ni wa ikanai

jama sae nai yukai janai? hikari sasu beki sugata ni naritai dake sa bokura, ima wo ikiteiru sono hi ga kuru to shinji, ikiteiru

English

An invisible shadow falls in darkness again tonight A two headed coin turned

Where are you now and what are you doing, I wonder? Because of the many liars, Is living painful?

The day you laugh, rough lie, lie, lie Let's not give up, it's out of the question

Even if my mind becomes a mess, It's still not enough

So by simply shouting nothing will be changed? Let's get going - Come, pick up your weapons

Saying "Ring the alarm bell", we fought I wanted to see my beloved you again

Things like a society without calamity Were just trivial Who was the one who said That conflict is better?

The day you laugh, rough lie, lie, lie Let's not give up, it's out of the question

Even if my mind becomes a mess, It's still not enough

So by simply destroying nothing will be changed? I'll just struggle, I must not face down

好きな事　やりたい事 初めて生まれた感情は 時と共に薄れてく 氷 溶け出した アイスコーヒーみたいだね 汗水垂らして渇いた心 栄養もたまには摂ってね 情報過多なこの世界 見たく無いモノも映るこの世界 全てを信じ　壊れる前に どうか 思い出して 君の頑張る姿　ちゃんと見てる人は見てるんだって 誰にも邪魔なんて出来ない きっと大丈夫　みんな側にいるよ だから　前向いて　胸張って 最高の明日へ繋がるように 疲れたね　頑張ったね 生まれて初めてかけた言葉 人への優しい気持ちさえも 自分の力に変わっていけるんだね 競争ばかりな　この世界 理屈じゃないと分かってる筈なのに 探し続けて　探し続けた　答え ひとつじゃない 君の後ろ姿は　成長していく度　大きくなって やがて人を導いていくだろう どうか覚えていて　みんな乗り越えるから だから　見守って　背を押して 希望に満ちた未来　夢見て 君の頑張る姿　ちゃんと見てる人は見てるんだって 誰にも邪魔なんて出来ない きっと大丈夫　みんな側にいるよ だから　前向いて　胸張って 僕からの　最後のメッセージ

Romaji

suki na koto yaritai koto hajimete umareta kanjou wa toki to tomo ni usureteku koori tokedashita aisu kōhī mitai da ne

asemizu tarashite kawaita kokoro eiyou mo tama ni wa totte ne

jouhou kata na kono sekai mitaku nai mono mo utsuru kono sekai subete wo shinji kowareru mae ni douka omoidashite

kimi no ganbaru sugata chanto miteru hito wa miterun datte darenimo jama nante dekinai kitto daijoubu minna soba ni iru yo dakara mae muite mune hatte saikou no ashita e tsunagaru youni

tsukareta ne ganbatta ne umarete hajimete kaketa kotoba hito e no yasashii kimochi sae mo jibun no chikara ni kawatte ikerun da ne

kyousou bakari na kono sekai rikutsu janai to wakatteru hazu nanoni sagashi tsuzukete sagashi tsuketa kotae hitotsu janai

kimi no ushiro sugata wa seichou shiteiku tabi ookiku natte yagate hito wo michibiiteiku darou douka oboeteite minna norikoeru kara dakara mimamotte se wo oshite kibou ni michita mirai yume mite

kimi no ganbaru sugata chanto miteru hito wa miterun datte darenimo jama nante dekinai kitto daijoubu minna soba ni iru yo dakara mae muite mune hatte boku kara no saigo no messēji

English

What you like, what you want to do The emotions born for the first time Fade along with time It's like an Iced coffee with melted ice

A thirsty heart dripping in sweat Take some nutrients once in a while, okay?

This world overloaded with information This world that projects even things you don't want to see Before you believe everything and break, Please, remember

The people seeing your persisting figure are properly watching Nobody can get in your way It's definitely okay, everyone is by your side So face forward and puff out your chest So that you can be connected to the best tomorrow

You're tired, you did your best The words said to you for the first time Even the gentle feelings for other people Can turn into your own strength, right?

This world full of competition Even though you should know it isn't logical, The answer you continued to look for Isn't the only one

Your figure from behind gets bigger as you grow up Soon you'll be leading people, right? Please remember, everyone overcomes difficulties So watch over them and push their backs Dream of a future full of hope

寒空の下で　歩こう　君と手を繋いで さっき貰った　袋を片手に　手を繋いで 歩こう

切れかけた街灯じゃ　眩し過ぎるから 星空の明かりを求めて　丘の上まで 歩こう

元気にはしゃぐ君が　雪の上に跡を残す 早くおいでよと　買ったばかりのプレゼントを胸に抱きしめて

きっと　僕らにとって　最高の記念日は カレンダーの日付じゃなく　君と歩いた雪の道 この袋に詰まった　沢山の想いは 甘く切なくちょっぴり苦い　恋の香りのする　最高の贈り物

エアコンの効いた部屋で　君と2人並んで 手作りのケーキとチョコレイト　心も　甘くて

余裕の無い時ほど　この甘さや暖かさが しっかりと僕のネジを巻いて　目の前に道を作り出す

きっと　僕らにとって人生の半分は 愛する人とそんな歴史を　紡ぎ上げるためにあるんだろう この袋の中身は　僕だけのものじゃなくて まるで人生を表してる　ほら　涙も愛も　半分こ

そう　甘くて切ない Valentine season

Romaji

samuzora no shita de arukou kimi to te wo tsunaide sakki moratta fukuro wo katate ni te wo tsunaide arukou

kirekaketa gaitou ja mabushi sugiru kara hoshizora no akari wo motomete oka no ue made arukou

genki ni hashagu kimi ga yuki no ue ni ato wo nokosu hayaku oideyo to katta bakari no purezento wo mune ni dakishimete

kitto bokura ni totte saikou no kinenbi wa karendā no hizuke janaku kimi to aruita yuki no michi kono fukuro ni tsumatta takusan no omoi wa amaku setsunaku choppiri nigai koi no kaori no suru saikou no okurimono

eakon no kiita heya de kimi to futari narande tezukuri no kēki to chokoreito kokoro mo amakute

yoyuu no nai toki hodo kono amasa ya atatakasa ga shikkari to boku no neji wo maite me no mae ni michi wo tsukuridasu

kitto bokura ni totte jinsei no hanbun wa aisuru hito to sonna rekishi wo tsumugi ageru tame ni arun darou kono fukuro no nakami wa boku dake no mono janakute marude jinsei wo arawashiteru hora namida mo ai mo hanbunko

sou amakute setsunai Valentine season

English

Let's walk under the cold weather, holding hands with you Holding on one hand the bag I just received, let's walk holding hands

The dying street lights are too dazzling, so Seeking the starry sky's light, let's walk to the top of the hill

You, who's cheerfully running, leave tracks on the snow Saying "come quickly!", you hold the present I just bought close to your chest

Certainly, to us, the best holiday Isn't a date on the calendar, the snowy street I walked with you The many feelings packed in this bag Are sweet, painful and a little bitter, the best present with a smell of love

In an air-conditioned room, side-by-side with you A handmade cake and chocolate, your heart is sweet as well

Almost a time I can't afford, this sweetness and warmth Wind up my spring firmly and create a path before my eyes

Certainly, to us, half of life is Made to create history with the person you love, right? This bag's contents are not only mine It's as if it's representing life - Look, both tears and love, split between us

そうなんも無い　隠せない 大体はfeelingで 乗り切って来た男 もうあと何回　聴けば 気が済むのか？ 羽振りの効いたセリフ さらば　偽りの故郷 カラダ　記憶　置き去りにして だから　皮を被って他人(ヒト)に成りすますのさ 其処に　見えるのは 愛と儚い夢　情緒と風情　下らない嘘 苛立って　先走って 被るのは冠？　道化の顔？　降りかかる被害？ 歪な首を絞める どこまでも腐って ただ愛が欲しくて どう考えても未来 お先真っ暗なんで 振り切れない男 もうあと何回逝けば 気が済むのか？ その愛しきマスクで 愛と儚い夢　情緒と風情　下らない嘘 苛立って　先走って 被るのは冠？　道化の顔？　降りかかる被害？ 歪な首を絞める 誰かと視たい夢　抗議と罵声　浴びせられても 床を這って　這い蹲って 被るのは冠？　道化の顔？　降りかかる被害？ 自ら首を絞める どこまでも腐って ただ愛が欲しくて どこまでも昇って 愛だけが欲しくて

Romaji

sou nanmo nai kakusenai daitai wa feeling de norikitte kita otoko

mou ato nankai kikeba ki ga sumu no ka? haburi no kiita serifu

saraba itsuwari no kokyou karada kioku okizari ni shite dakara kawa wo kabutte hito ni narisumasu no sa soko ni mieru no wa

ai to hakanai yume jousho to fuzei kudaranai uso iradatte sakibashitte kaburu no wa kanmuri? douke no kao? furikakaru higai? ibitsu na kubi wo shimeru doko mademo kusatte tada ai ga hoshikute

dou kangaetemo mirai osakimakkura nande furikirenai otoko

mou ato nankai ikeba ki ga sumu no ka? sono itoshiki masuku de

ai to hakanai yume jousho to fuzei kudaranai uso iradatte sakibashitte kaburu no wa kanmuri? douke no kao? furikakaru higai? ibitsu na kubi wo shimeru

dareka to mitai yume kougi to baei abiseraretemo yuka wo hatte haitsukubatte kaburu no wa kanmuri? douke no kao? furikakaru higai? mizukara kubi wo shimeru doko mademo kusatte tada ai ga hoshikute doko mademo nobotte ai dake ga hoshikute

English

Yes, there's nothing, I can't hide it A man who got through With basically only his feelings

How many more times do I have to listen Until I'm satisfied? Lines that convey power

Farewell, home town of lies Body, memories, I'll leave them behind So I'll wear a skin and impersonate someone else What's seen over there is

Love and transient dreams, emotions and appearance, stupid lies I'm irritated and impertinent What I put on is a crown? A clown's face? A befalling damage? It strangles my crooked neck I'm completely rotten I just want love

No matter how you think about it, The future is very bleak, so The man can't shake it off

How many more times do I have to die Until I'm satisfied? With that dear mask

Love and transient dreams, emotions and appearance, stupid lies I'm irritated and impertinent What I put on is a crown? A clown's face? A befalling damage? It strangles my crooked neck

Kanji lyrics from here!

"Aren't you drinking?" asks That girl over there, to this anxious me I checked the net, and with a normal face, Reservedly said OK

 In the bouncy beat, my body trembles Inside the private room, my order was "I'll have one straight!"

 Now, drink! wow wow wow My throat feels the best, so Let's chat! wow wow wow My body's burning up, now, now Get drunk! wow wow wow Her face is red Let's drink! wow wow wow I wonder if I even care?

 My chest is throbbing violently, compelling From now on, I'll monopolize that girl

 To cool down a hot body, Order some chasers, uh uh uh Look closer, the contents of the jug Are getting lesser...

 Usually, cola and rice, I go munch munch munch! Her smile is already A grin!

 Now, drink! wow wow wow My head's spinning, so Let's chat! wow wow wow Is this a merry go round? Get drunk! wow wow wow There's a lot of her face, Let's drink! wow wow wow Aah, this is fun♪

 My chest is throbbing violently, compelling But I'm gradually getting drowsy I've been struck down

 Twenty minutes until the last train leaves, She still hasn't gotten back Fifteen minutes until the last train leaves, The answer to this is – could it be--!?

 In the bouncy beat, my body trembles Well, well, the last order "I'll have five straight!"

 Now, drink! wow wow wow I dunno anything anymore, so Let's chat! wow wow wow After this, mufufu♪ ...but Get drunk! wow wow wow She's not here, huuuuuhh?? Let's drink! wow wow wow Is she washing her hands?

 I've noticed it's midnight, the last train is gone I got a message from her: "I'm in a taxi, on my way home, I leave the drinks to you♪"

YOU'RE KIDDING, RIGHT---!?

Of all the things this could have been, I most definitely did not expect this to be a precautionary tale against drinking with strangers, oh god, Tosshi –

Re: the “orders” – I have no idea if ‘straight’ is the way to phrase it, but seems to me he’s ordering his liquor without ice or any of the other dilutive stuff that may go into alcohol? See, POV singer, this is why you got drunk...

“Monopolize” – the word was actually that he’d ‘hog’ her attention to himself. Must be the reason why he says that tale about cola and rice. Yanno what I didn’t get it either...(unless he’s talking about cola and rice wine?)

Kanji lyrics here.

Under the cold sky, let's walk, holding hands The other hand holding the bag you got a while ago Let's hold hands, and walk

The street lamps are blinding against The bright starry sky, so To the top of the hill, let's walk

The cheerfully walking you, leaves footsteps on top of the snow Then you come here quick, holding to your chest the present you just bought

Surely, this is our best anniversary The date's not on the calendar You, and the road you walked into the snow

Jammed into this bag are a lot of feelings Sweetness, sadness, and a bit of bitterness The scent of love is the best present

In an airconditioned room, I stay beside you Your handmade cake and chocolate, as well as your heart, are sweet

It's an endless time, this sweetness and warmth With hands wrapped diligently 'round a screw, let's make the road we see before us

Surely, we have in our hands the half of our lives The one I love, and this history, are interchangeable, right?

The contents of this bag, are not ours alone As if representing life, see, tears and love both take up half

Yes, sweet and painful Valentine season

Notes: yes this is a sweet song. Yes Tosshi sounds like the manifestation of love itself. But no, I have no idea how to parse the lines after the first chorus. “Hands wrapped around a screw”? “Screw” was the only word I could find for “neji” (in katakana), so I chose to interpret this as them using a screw (for SOME reason) to make lines in the snow. Why didn’t you guys use, idk, a shovel instead, or just your shoes, like POV singer’s S.O. did earlier? But I digress.

Also: WHAT ON EARTH IS WITH THAT ENDING, TOSSHI, DID THEY BREAK UP, PLEASE TELL ME THEY DIDN’T BECAUSE OH MY GOD PLEASE DON’T PUT #WalangForever IN MY SWEET AF TOSSHI LOVE SONG

“The one I love, and this history...” actually the word that comes after is “spinning” or something, I basically gave up trying to translate it literally during this time haha