#clownpires

#Inktober Day 28- Beware this particular brand of stuper beast: THE CLOWNPIRES!! One fateful night many many years ago, Dracula, in need of a midnight snack, decided to feed on a hapless circus clown. However, he inadvertently created a new form of night terror: The Clownpire! An unholy combo of vampiric terror and clownish creepiness, bite from a these bloodsucking clowns will turn even the most dower soul into a red nosed, big footed, laugh cracking joker of the night!!

(part 5)

Now, people have already meta’d that this speech is at least 1/2 meant to be for Cas.  Since the clowns will not allow this then we get this instead.

“That night that I came for you...”  This part is about Steve aka human Cas.

Now, in this scene our actors get one final display of their prowess.  Even if the characters can’t have their ending, the actors can have one last chance to show us their talent.

Dean, ‘it’s always been you and me’, this is like what Billie says to Dean before Cas confesses his love.

‘I can’t do this alone’.

I'm gonna be with you sounds like, ‘I wanna be with you’, which is something he could’ve said to Cas.

This is our last pageant of Sam and Dean drama where we get to see our actors show not just how much Sam and Dean have grown but how much they’ve both grown as actors.  This is a kindness to our actors, or a way to show respect: the finale may be a dumpster fire but you guys get to show us your chops and show this angst one last time.  To Supernatural fans this may feel a bit shallow for two reasons: 1) we’ve already see this happen a bunch of times, and 2) no one stays dead on spn so the idea that ‘no, guys, this is really the one’, is still a bit hard to believe.

I mean I cried anyway like I've said before I'm not a monster: these guys cry, these guys die, I cry.  But it doesn’t mean that I don’t think this, by now, has become a stock death scene between the brothers.  When Dean dies at the end of season 4?  That really hit me, this feels played out as much as I love this acting but it’s a mandatory one last death for the guys.

Dean didn’t think it would end this way (the finale) but it is.  And that’s okay.  We all know it sucks that it’s ending this way but we must tell each other and ourselves that it’s okay.  Because it’s actually so sad to see them not get their end.  Sam says it’s okay.  He’s lying, they’re both lying.  It’s not okay for Dean to die this way, it’s not okay for him not to get his ending.  And for Sam not to get his ending either.

Dean dies.