#cloudlessrain

Looking in your eyes and seeing myself.

Fear of confronting my mirror.

Seeing the shine, seeing the drops,

bottomless sight has opened in your eyes.

The sacred desire to look, knowing i'll freez in stone to the sight of myself.

My mirror in soul form,

my rain in cloudless skies.

You are screams, you are blessings in my bottomless eyes.

Am I your scary light?

Not met by anyone, not looked at from the ground?

Unforgettable moments

Unforgettable views

Always in use

Always (my) muse

I can hear your piano playing

Those chords remind me of

The softness of your touch

Your passion spikes in melodic bombs

You're a timeless piece

Always with me in every way

A picture in my wallet

A note in my songs

A permanent actor in my storyline

I can never know how you'll show

But it's known you will

As you're mine

I'm your timeless high

Unforgettable moments

Unforgettable views

As you're mine

Darkness wraps around me

I'm darkness

On the watch

Threads of past wrap around my throat

I'm speaking into the void

No sound is heard around

An anamoly of hidden thoughts

Darkness sips into me

Waiting to break my bones

Skream from my blood

Loud as the star spark

No fogg, no dream,

I'm dormant in my veins

Pulsating with regret and fear

Pushing myself through the heart

Break free you rat

No more hiding in plain sight

I'm huge, I'm the universe in blood

Love me till death

Love me beyond touch and smell

Love me when we are just souls

I was preparing to die

all this time

but now I need to live

as me as really me now

That's exciting and terrifying

I didn't take care of myself of my body

I was just a shell

surviving each day

like it's a climb to my everest death

praying for the end of the world

to come and burn in company

In unison.

Years and hours in my head

Thinking, consuming myself

Non-stop questioning

Why am I here?

Why didn't I disappear

when my heart was weak?

I was held here

Made to be who I don't know

A play I didn't write

But somehow I'm the star...

No shine, no sparkle

Just a demone in disguise.

A moment of silence

A moment of honestly

Breaking through with a truth

I always knew

I said it out loud

Am I aloud to want all that?

Is it another play I'm running towards?

It's myself I never saw

Seems like a dream I drew in my tears

I finally see

It was so blurry all this time

I was ok with the lose of sight

I was preparing to die

Now, I drink,

I eat,

rain and ice

Watching the Trees pass by

Watching the sit change

Scenery becomes the dream

The hope is beyond the window

Just a hand a way

Inhaling and believing

It's right here in front of me

Dying won't make me believe

Touching the trees

Seeing the lights

Hearing the tongue