Nov 26, 2019
Regardless of whether or not I am actually on the spectrum, raptor hands just feel great - ☁️🐱
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Regardless of whether or not I am actually on the spectrum, raptor hands just feel great - ☁️🐱
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Huh, related to the last ask - tuafw the denial is strong enough that you always say "on the spectrum" because the word "autistic" gets stuck, even in text, even talking about the *possibility* of it applying to you 😬 - ☁️🐱
Tuafw the kids at your youth group are all sitting normally in their chairs and not moving around and you, the "responsible", "adult" youth leader are sitting with your legs folded under you and shifting position every couple minutes, like an impatient child - ☁️🐱
Tuafw you're still not convinced you are actually autistic but you're able to be nicer to/more understanding of yourself by relating to symptoms. Like, it's *okay* for me to need to wear headphones in shops some days, and I can allow myself to get way too invested in whatever interest I'm currently exploring without being as embarrassed, and so on - ☁️🐱
Tuafw you come to after getting very invested in something you're drawing, realise your tea has gone cold, you're incredibly hungry and you need to pee. 2 1/2 hours have passed. First thought was, "Ahh, so I *do* hyperfocus" - ☁️🐱
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Tuafw going to the supermarket is just the worst. Idk exactly what it is, just a combination of the fluorescent lights reflecting off all the shiny surfaces and the people everywhere not looking where they're going and all the background noise. Going with someone else is easier but on my own I stress the hell out almost instantly - ☁️🐱
Tuafw you make yourself go to a social event because you kind of do need to be there and also "you're just being silly, you go every week and it's not that bad" and then just spend the whole time slightly uncomfortable. Everything is a little too loud. The person sitting next to you is a little too close. Someone touched your hair unexpectedly ("Wow! It's so long!") and you had to hold yourself back from either yelling or punching her - ☁️🐱
Tuafw now that you know what raptor hands are you find yourself doing them *a lot*, but there's that little voice in your head going "you're just subconsciously faking it for attention" which is totally illogical because I've told literally nobody irl that I suspect I'm on the spectrum 😅 - ☁🐱