#closedchapter

Everything isn't #forever #turnthepage #closedchapter #newchapter #openbook #mondaymood #monday #wisdom 🤲📚📖🔖 https://www.instagram.com/p/BqF_EQ4niDK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=133i3qf0gkoq0

Open Letter: I have to thank @ae_by_rnis and @brycebreezee for being there for me today. I woke up in a horrible state of mind, and I knew that I couldn't go to work feeling sad and angry. What I needed was to hang around those that keep it 💯with me at all times. From the bottom of my heart, thank you! Your friendship is irreplaceable. __ Now, what I learned today was I can not jeopardize my heart for the sake of those that do not understand it. To the chick that sent the email, thanks at the same time, I know you had an ulterior motive. If you're still watching my page, you can go about your business now because he thinks I wrote the letter since you deleted the email account you sent it from. Well played... well played... 🙄 And it's apparent that you still have feelings for him, so I hope I'll work that out. ___ Regarding him, he showed me that he didn't know me at all. I have and never will be a vindictive woman. I truly loved him from the depths of my soul, but that wasn't enough. ___ I am washing my hands of all of it. He asked for the pictures of us to be removed from my page and to never contact him again. Both have and will be done. ___ The lesson in all of this is to identify boundaries and to stick with them. Don't attempt to be something you're not for the sake of a relationship. It's already a hurdle dealing with the herpes conversation. It appears that it's a more significant hurdle when discussing boundaries and limits within the relationship. I cannot say what the future holds because I am trying to make it through today. I do know that I will focus more on loving myself unapologetically. I will also take care of my mind, body, and soul in a way that I've never done before, consistently. One thing I know for sure is that relationships are hard and there is a lesson to be learned in every relationship. My advice if I have the right to share is to write the lessons learned down and carry them with you. #somethingsabouther #closedchapter (at Avondale, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoaibC7nqMS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=j9y2qhkqu6b6

9/4/5* - Thursday, April 27, 2017 It's not an attractive photo - but if you let go of that which is no longer needed in your life (5,9), that "room" could be created anew with something you wished. This vibration says, "Let it go!" (5,9) ------------ #1womanswisdom #numerology #release #closedchapter #moveforward #startover #letitgo #shedding #completed #change #ending #closure #wrapup (at New Mexico)

These words say enough #storyofmylife #closedchapter 😪😤

Last night, I learned that my ex boyfriend has finally admitted how he regretted his actions eight months ago; him cheating on me. Now it's too late to get back what was lost. He now has a girlfriend who's pregnant with his child. (Yeah, that kind of cheating.) Even if he would like to get out of the situation, he can no longer do that because of the new responsibility he has now. Hearing this, I wanted to laugh so hard. It was like I had my revenge on him. The kind of revenge that I did not execute nor planned. It was Karma. ("what goes around, comes around.") However, part of me feels sorry for him. If he had this realization eight months early, maybe we could still be together. Who knows? Maybe we had patch things up and is happier now. But then again, that didn't happened. Unfortunately for us, things ended up very bad. A painful, sad and "all the worst feelings in the world combined" breakup. The choice he made changed the way we live today. I thought I wouldn't get out of that "dark phase." Yet here I am now. Happy. Happier than I could have ever imagined. At present, what we can only do, is to learn to embrace the things that we have right now. Forgive. Forget. Focus on the things and people who makes us happy and whole; Be positive and optimistic in every single day. (That goes out to him. He needs it more than I do.) You know what they say, everything happens for a reason. And I think I finally know what it is now.