#close to hell

i rly do believe im hot af but ive been called so many terrible names and compared so many times to "bad" things that i literally dont know if there is anyone in this world who wouldn't secretly think i look like ..... just absolute shit most of the time lmao and i mean i think it makes sense even like i really think im one of the ugliest or weirdest looking/seeming people .. just because of the way i am. i just kind of accepted it . and i dont rly see a reason to not accept it likeeeee it is what it is andd im stwong girl if im ugly and dont fit in anywhere so be it 😡

I am at the point in my life where I don't read my own writings anymore because I'm too ashamed.

You can't stray from what you are. You're the closest thing to hell I've seen so far.

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