#clooless angst

your laughter came out strained, gaze never faltering in their desperate darting towards jaime. you were hanging out with youtube friends, majority having to fly in for the occasion. it was rare to get all of you under the same roof, but it wasn’t rare for your heart to ache each time jaime’s voice rang through your head.

the stupid crinkles around his eyes when he’d grin at a joke, his cartoonishly evil laugh bellowing out. the muted screech he’d make when the laughing got too much, having to readjust his glasses as they began to slip down.

he was perfect.

but he wasn’t yours.

and he never would be—because you weren’t his sunday girl.

you weren’t the one he was gonna bring home to his parents, the one he’d spend the rest of his life with. he didn’t dream about you at night like you did with him. you were just a friend, nothing more. and even though you knew this, it still hurt every time he’d talk about finding that someone, finding the girl of his dreams, the love of his life, the mother of his future children, and the wife he’d be forever devoted to.

neither of these things would be you.

﹙ 💥 ﹚⠀superman!droid gushes about his girlfriend on the podcast, in videos, and occasionally on stream. he can’t get enough of her, his mouth spilling out lovesick sentences when he’s supposed to be professional.

﹙ 💥 ﹚⠀superman!droid flies around the city, sometimes the whole state, when he gets anxious and/or bored. his mind runs wild, his body having to play catch up. as soon as he gets nervous, he’s out the door, air quickly swifting his curls and cape back as he tries to clear his mind amongst the clouds, occasionally finding a fight on his way around.

﹙ 💥 ﹚⠀superman!droid who needs his glasses, yes for sight, but also to mask his identity. he once started a stream without them on, and quickly placed them back on his face once his chat started saying he looked different, yet also familiar. since then, his girlfriend always adds in a reminder to put his glasses on along with hiding his suit—the latter also being due to a ‘mishap’.

﹙ 💥 ﹚⠀superman!droid buys his own superman merch. he says its to keep up the act that he’s a fan like everybody else, something to drive away any rumors or curious thoughts. and while that is true, the other half is he really just likes the stuff people make with his superhero likeness. mugs, t-shirts, comics, action figures, cartoons—its a dream every little boy had growing up, and he’s lucky enough to live it.

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