#clericed

CAPPED! sorry guys, it’s getting too overwhelming.

❛       i   was   just   about   to   start   breakfast  .    any     special   requests    ?      ❜     the  smallest   of   white   lies     .      .       .    he   doesn’t   know   why   he   feels   the   need  to   continue   to   do   so   in   the   comfort    of   his   own   home       ━      if   anyone   was   going   to   understand   unconventional   sleeping   habits    (     or   lack   thereof    )     he   supposed   it   would   be    SIR   WILL    ,     THE    WISE.     still   ,      he   rises   and   moves   towards   the   fridge.           ❛       how’d   you   sleep     ,    kid    ?         ❜      

i need a minute alright....... gimme a second.... i am even terribler with words so bear with me but i've been sitting on this ask for that exact reason. i have no idea why i'm always so surprised when i vibe w duplicates when there's gotta be a reason we latched onto the same character in the first place but you are easily one of the blogs making this rpc as warm and welcoming as it can be :( not just your impeccable grasp on will himself and the amount of care and dedication you so clearly put into writing him and about him, but also your ooc posts too; they're a backbone to my dashboard feeling chill and approachable and just a fun place to be entirely and i KNOW many others agree!! it's an honor to not only follow you but that you followed me first and i'm delighted that i let myself follow you back despite duplicate anxiety my beloathed.... okay i'm rambling now but truly so happy to be sharing a dashboard on a website with you and declaring our undying love to each other.... ALSO HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY WTF !!!!!!! my 23rd birthday is literally 26 days later omg cancer / leo cusps born in 1999 love will byers <3 <3

it's been a long time since i've done this. turns out russians don't care if you were in therapy before they captured you. anyways, that's not the point of this. this is the first entry of a new book, the other one is lost in moving boxes somewhere. life has changed ... a lot. my family of two has been upgraded to a family of five and maybe that's why i felt the need to return to writing today, because life is so ... upside down. not just because most people i see think they're seeing a ghost at first but because i worry about pushing boundaries with the boys, especially will. in some ways it's almost like when i first took jane in again, except i have a better grip on my emotions. with jonathan it's a little easier... he's practically grown ━ they're all practically grown at this point. but, i've been watching joy raise these boys on her own since i got back from the war, even when their father was in the picture, it's not like he was their dad ... and i worry it's too late to really try and build a family of sorts even if it does feel like all our jagged pieces fit together. will's different. not in a bad way, no, never. different in the jane kind of way. a way i will never fully understand but will always try my hardest to. feels like i'm always saying the same thing over and over that i want to be and i want to do what's best for them. for all four of them. maybe i repeat it over and over because i'm the one who needs to be convinced . i just need to rip the bandaid off. maybe i can convince will to go to lunch sometime this week, maybe pick up some new art supplies while we're out.

where’s his boyfriend, florence?

thank you!!! please enjoy your complimentary party hat and cake slice!! <3