how do we think armand felt standing in the room in s1 as he listened to louis describe how he rescued this helpless angelic little girl and took her to the home he shared with lestat and begged him to turn her so she could be their daughter and they could be a family forever and then lestat did because he did want them to be a family forever. and then they had this audacious vibrant precious baby girl and she did fix them and they were a family and they both spoiled her absolutely rotten and drowned her in love and attention and bought her a soft pink coffin and played dress up with her like a doll and called her little miss and belladonic beauty and slept in the same coffin and made her the prettiest room filled with dolls and gold-painted walls and treated her like the most special wonderful girl in the world. and ALL SHE HAD TO DO WAS SIT THERE. all she had to do was sit on the shelf and let them brush her hair and wear the pretty clothes and be her plucky shameless little self and hug and kiss them and love them and be her maker’s immortal little girl who never aged into adulthood and that was IT. and she could have had that FOREVER. ALL SHE HAD TO DO WAS SIT THERE AND BE LOVED AND SPOILED. and never mind that she had no autonomy and when she pushed the limits they got violent or depressed or scary and when she left they fell apart and she was utterly responsible for louis's happiness and also their whole marriage and she wasn't allowed to be a grown woman and they read her diaries and withheld information and didn’t do anything when she was assaulted. she could have just been a baby doll forever. no one getting bored of her or passing her around to other people so she could earn her keep. louis not on suicide watch. her maker playing piano with her. she didn’t even have to have sex with them. ok anyway now imagine you’re armand in the corner hearing all this trying to focus on minecraft. “am i gonna be a virgin every single time i do it” alone must have made him blow up a village
