#classmate crush

well anywaysssss I’d be lying if I said I wouldn’t miss him but the important part is learning to let go and move on with life,, hope he does well wherever he goes

ᝰ.ᐟ imagine them always trying to sit next to you during the bus ride to field trips

Guys I know that this is a tc blog but I wanted to share for a bit about another crush that I have. He is a classmate in my art class, and he’s so cute. He seems to have many similar interests that I have, and he just seems like an all around really cool and genuine person. I’ve never spoken to him except once when I walked by him outside of class and said hey. I don’t know if he thought I was talking to someone else or was too nervous or shy to respond. It seems like he glances at me a lot when we’re working in class. We don’t sit at the same table so it’s hard to start a conversation with him (not to mention my heart beats really fast and I’m super shy around him anyway). But this has really been getting to me and tearing me apart. I think of him every day and wonder if he thinks of me too. I wonder if I’m the kind of person he needs and I wonder if he’s the one I need. I want to get to know him so I can figure out whether or not I should keep having feelings for him and try pursuing him, or let it go. But I definitely can’t let it go right now. I just don’t know how in the world I can approach him because of how shy and scared I am. It just feels like a situation where I would greatly miss out on a friendship/relationship with him. I don’t remember the last time I felt that way about someone. But I feel like he could be life-changing and in all the right ways. I just don’t know what to do. I don’t want to miss out on him if he’s the beautiful human being my mind is making him out to be. I’m scared of missing it. :(

Life Long Learner - is it not that obvious?