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I saw my best friend Rachael in my dream last night... well this morning.. It was so vivid. We were with her parents , Showing them our jacked- up buggy doing donuts. After we went off, skated allll around town! It was so real. She seemed so.. "alive"  While we were in the woods we found this old board type thing with rusted gears and wheel axles and a motor. She pulled it out the brush and started it up. It started gliding across the dirt ( there were no wheels ) to see if it worked. She looked at me "DUDE WERE GOING TO BUILD A GO KART !!!" We laughed and chilled and had the best time.. Then my cell phone rang it said Orion ... or Onon.. Then I realized I was dreaming and I didn't want to wake up. I wanted to "hangout" with her more.. My cell rang again, I looked on the screen and it said Orion or Onon whatever. I looked at Rach she said "Answer it dude!!" I looked at her sighed then answered.I woke up instantly after.

Ever sense my best friend died, I have "no emotions"

Well no fucking shit.

I wasn't so sure if there was "life" after death so to say. I was begining to think everyone just dies and thats it, Your soul just ends there.

It's really weird the things I've been seeing... and the things that are happening while I'm thinking in my head... I'm beginning to think that these events are just happening because there way to spot on... I don't know if your dropping by from up in the sky or I'm just going crazy because I miss you so much..

But something telling me you've been following me around..I can feel it, I get goose bumps and just feel a very familiar aura around me, One that I know with out a doubt. Things just don't happen the way they being happening to me. I'm feeling creepy.. but so fucking happy and sad at the same time..