#cjka

so much people judge my relationship with chad like they know everything about it. but they don't. they don't know how I feel about him and how he feels about me. they don't know that all the shit we've been through together, only made us stronger. they don't know all the little things we do for each other daily. they don't know that in my many times of distraught, he is the only person I will go to and that's what makes him my best friend. they don't know how much we've done to help each other grow into the much greater people we are today. they don't know that even though we fuck up sometimes, we always end up forgiving one another. they don't know the good and bad emotions we go through being with each other. and they especially don't know how much love we have in our hearts for each other. I just hate that people think they know enough about someone's relationship to judge them so harshly. because in actuality, they don't know shit. and it really ain't nobody's business but mine & chad's.

I've come to that final realization. I'm ready to talk about it. and I'm ready to agree with you on your decision when you tell me that you can't and don't want to be with me while you're up there. it just won't work.

good to know that you can sleep so easily when I'm feeling down. cooooool beeeeaaaaansss ☺️

I have to accept that you're leaving. And when you leave you're not only leaving me, but you're also leaving your friends and family. You should spend just enough if not, more time with them than with me. I need to stop being selfish and accept that your time left here, can't all be spent with me.

I don't even expect you to call and hold a decent, long conversation with me anymore. and that's pretty damn sad.

well now you know how it feels to be on the other side of the argument. and I feel sorry that you have to feel this way because it sucks, and i would truly know that feeling. but at least you fully understand my point of view.