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Circus Cyanide βΆ
(My friend's au)

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Monster, Monster M.4
Chapter Memes and Incorrect Quotes
Please note that I have not yet named ether MC (this is due to allowing readers to insert their own name) and my character OC because I cannot decide on one.
Keeping memes and actual storyline separate from now on btw.
The gang from Stigma are here for shits and giggles fyi
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MC: You don't seem concerned.
Doctor: I am concerned.
MC: You don't look concerned.
Doctor: That's because panicking would be unprofessional.
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Doctor: When was the last time you slept?
OC: Recently.
Doctor: Define recently.
OC:
Doctor:
OC: This week.
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Jester: I have a plan.
Ticket Master: I hate those words.
Jester: Why?
Ticket Master: Because they're always followed by paperwork.
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Susie: Violence isn't the answer.
Angie: Violence is a question.
Susie:
Angie:
Susie: Oh no.
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MC: Are you lying?
Jester: Do you want the honest answer?
MC: Yes.
Jester: Then absolutely.
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MC: We should investigate.
OC: We absolutely should not investigate.
MC: We should.
OC: We shouldn't.
MC: We are.
OC: We are.
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Doctor: Take off your shirt.
OC:
Doctor:
OC:
Doctor: For the examination.
OC: You know, if you started with that, it'd be less alarming.
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Jester: You seem tense.
OC: I wonder why.
Jester: I could help with that.
long pause
OC: You did that on purpose.
Jester: Absolutely.
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MC: What are you doing?
Pierrot: offers flower
MC: Aw.
Harlquin: Tell her where you got it.
Pierrot:
Harlquin:
Pierrot:
MC: Where did you get it?
Pierrot: immediate regret
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Jester: Careful little mouse.
OC: Why?
Jester: People might think we're flirting.
OC:
Jester:
OC: Are we?
Jester: Depends.
OC: On?
Jester: How funny would you find the answer?
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Pierrot: offers candy
OC: Are you bribing me?
Pierrot: offers second candy
OC:
OC: That's not a denial.
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OC: Are you flirting with me?
Jester: Would it be working if I was?
OC stares....
OC: Unfortunately.
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Pierrot: existing
Harlquin: So which one?
Pierrot:
Harlquin: points at MC and OC in the distance.
Pierrot: starts to vibrate
Harlquin: Ah. Both.
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MC: He seemed nervous.
OC: He seemed dangerous.
MC: He was polite.
OC: He cornered me in an alley.
MC: Maybe he's shy.
OC: Maybe you're blind.
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MC: What if something terrible happens?
OC: Then it'll be your fault.
MC: My fault?
OC: You're always the one that says "let's go check."
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MC: Do you know where we're going?
OC: Absolutely.
MC: Really?
OC: No.
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Jester: You're staring.
OC: I'm assessing a threat.
Jester: Is that what we're calling it?
OC: Shut up.
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Jester: Come here.
OC: Why?
Jester: I want to show you something.
OC: Then bring it here.
Jester: narrows eyes
OC: glares back
Jester: You're ruining the atmosphere.
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Doctor walks into a room.
OC is sitting on an examination table.
Jester is standing between OC's knees because they were apparently in the middle of a conversation.
Doctor slowly backs out.
Doctor: I'll come back.
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Freaks (1932) Directed by Tod Browning
Last night I had the WEIRDEST dream and now Iβm lowkey obsessed with it.
So itβs 3am and Iβm walking out of a gas station (already cursed behavior) and this yandere demon carnival ring leader justβ¦ takes me. Just like: βAh. There you are.β energy like heβs picking up something he left on a shelf. Mind you he like started walking towards me in the dark so imagine this tall looking dude in circus makeup just grinning and stalking towards you while streetlight occasionally let you see this is NOT a hallucination.
And he drags me into his dimensionβlike a whole circus realmβwhere the βperformersβ are basically humans he kidnapped and turned into grotesque freak-show monsters. (Think: twisted limbs, wrong proportions, crawling things, hissingβ¦ genuinely nightmare fuel.) Other demons show up like itβs entertainment. They watch. They applaud. Itβs a whole thing.
Iβm his darling star. The one act he wonβt let anyone see. Iβm kept hidden in this fancy private room like a prized pet, and heβs obsessed with the idea that I must love him back like itβs a fact or rule of this hellscape, not a choice.
After the shows heβd come back exhausted and almost needy, dropping gifts in my lap like offerings. Like "here little bug I found this for you" Heβd pull me onto his lap and ramble about what stressed him out, like Iβm his comfort object. And then heβd want to dance slow, possessive, like weβre in some romantic old movie except if I didnβt play along heβd get temperamental FAST.
(He would also try and give "love bites" but his teeth were really sharp and he I couldn't get him to understand 'love bites' are not supposed to draw blood....)
Anyway I tried to run.
I tried to blend into the crowd (which wasβ¦ also trapped humans + demons, so good luck, me), and for a second I thought Iβd done it. But of course he found me. And when he did?
He was furious. Like quiet-snarling, smile-not-reaching-his-eyes fury. I started doing the whole βI didnβt mean itβ Iβm sorryβ I wasnβt thinkingββ act because I could feel how bad it was about to get and he was NOT buying it.
(By the way he sent his freaks looking for me too so multiple times this human head on fleshy spider legs ran through before one of the others found me and just began screeching to alert him)
I woke up sweating and now I want to write a one-shot so bad because the VIBES??? Yandere demon ringmaster + forbidden private βstarβ + circus of mutilated captives + forced dancing + βyou are MINEβ delusion???
Anyway. Someone please tell me Iβm not the only person whose brain produces full horror-romance plots while asleep.
Anyway he was sorta like this?
Found this on pintrest.
summary for my other book, The Rosian Circus of Nightmares:
"The Rosian Circus showed up in Wolfestone every year. No warning, no prior knowledge of it. Just a red and gold circus tent on the corner of a different street. Nobody knew the ringmaster, or where it was from. Legends said that it was there since the town was found.
Carmilla "Carrie" Stone, though, isn't so sure. She knew better...or so she thought. Until she stepped into the circus herself and was immediately bombarded by bright lights, and a faint smell of blood. Sucked into a world of wonder, and horror, who knew what she would discover? Would the mystery be finally discovered?"

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MEET VIVA!!
Viva is the head acrobat in charge of the aerial ring dancer troupe. She's a hardworking and loyal person, with a seething resentment towards Ringmaster G. She joined because he funded her dreams of becoming a ring dancer after her parents passed, but she saw through his attempts to manipulate her, and now tries to protect whoever she can from the wretched man who took her potential away from her. She prefers not to hang around him, as he tends to strong-arm his way into any conversation and make it about himself.
the ringmaster