#cinna edit

The name Padmé used when she married Anakin, Veré, is similar to the Slavic name Vera, which sounds like the word faith (vera).

So I always think about Anidala while listening to this song.

name: "pain"

(I am so lonely)

I'm waiting for you, my love, come fuck this darkness we are in.

But there was aspirin and there was happiness, and Jesus was there but He has risen.

I am so lonely (pit-a-pat)... No-no, of course, no-no, no-no, of course, no-no, I'm not alone — you're my friend, you're my only friend, you're my ill-fated spouse.

(I'm waiting for you, my love)

This song fits Anakin SO PERFECT I CAN'T

I was looking for myself but found myself lost,

Seems I'm lost, but I'm not gonna give up.

I gather my will from the ashes into my fist,

There are broken faces, loneliness in the crowd.

I was looking for my home but found it destroyed,

Everyone's for himself, nobody needs anyone.

I wanted to find freedom, I wanted to find myself,

But reality turned out to be against belief in miracles.

Will you still see me as light,

If my heart has a black hole?

Will you still fight for victory,

If your enemy is your brother?

Will you still see me as the sun,

If you know my inner darkness?

Can you still shine like these stars,

If your light is blocked by clouds?

Shine like the stars...

I was looking for love

But found it torn apart,

Somewhere between dreams

It gnaws at my heart.

I was looking for my friends

And found them in the enemies,

And I draw my conclusions

Through thorns and fear.

I was looking for God here

But found Him in purgatory,

In the hell of detonations

And nuclear storages.

He laughed and looked

Into my sad eyes,

As I stood at the edge

Pondering my move.

23, nonbinary (he/they), neurodivergent

My greatest joy in life is analyzing media and expressing my thoughts through notes or edits.

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English is not my native language, so sometimes I express my thoughts in a quirky manner.

Current hyperfixation: Anakin Skywalker (Jedi Quest, novelizations of prequels).

Background hyperfixations: Homare Todo (from Ao no Exorcist), Rem and AIK (by etherane), Satine Kryze (from Clone Wars)

My main fandoms:

• Star Wars (including Extended Universe)

• Undertale/Deltarune

• Blue Exorcist

Also: Hello Charlotte, Mr.Rainer's Solve-It Service, tomorrow won't come for those without ██████, Alien Stage, Mob Psycho 100, Life is Strange, Steven Universe, Adventure Time, Homestuck, Hiveswap Friendsim, Gravity Falls, and others.

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