#cinderbled

i fucking cried tbh. i kinda felt it coming,,,, i knew one day luffy would not be able to save someone and i had a bad feeling the moment luffy freed him tbh. it’s just.. it left me w a bitter feeling & so much regret that i’ve only survived this pain by reading survival fanfics. that pops died BEFORE ace died was like a punch in the face & one of the most painful moments ever in my life. this man and ace meant and mean the world to me, honestly. cries with you.

i was spoiled for ace’s death long before i ever read op so i didn’t get to have a Genuine Reaction to it and i mourn the loss of that every day :’)....i appreciate it as a writing choice bc it was so powerful tbh and seeing luffy break down like that over it really endeared me to him and made him feel so human- in fact i think that was the moment where luffy totally rose in the ranks and became one of my favorite characters.  

bLESS UR SOUL BLESS UR WHOLE EXISTENCE BLESS THIS MAN IM HET FOR HIM 2 FOENOGOPGN I C R Y

Golden gaze fell onto the freckled commander, Whitebeard regarding him with a calm and inviting expression. During the crew’s parties the yonko tended to observe from his seat, watching his sons and daughters enjoy themselves rather than include himself in the energetic and loud fun. 

i feel this so much. like, the more time passes the more i mourn for ace. it was great writing yes, but it hurts like no other anime/manga did before when a character died. it literally made me have nightmares and i sometimes start crying thinking about him tbh. he is damn important to me. & same about luffy. that moment, that scream.. it was etched into my memory like a burning mark and i don’t think it’ll ever not haunt me. this scream was pure agony and his grief (1)

was nearly physical tbh. like end me ?????? i still can see it only thinking about it and he def became more than just a fave that moment. luffy is like ace and sabo close to my heart. they are honestly the most amazing characters ever for me & one piece makes me feel things other anime never did. i’m in tears only thinking about them. smooches you!

’ fucking around, eh. kinky. ’ laughs & shows his middle finger who’s aflame. // i M LOVE THIS. ur smoker is so a+++++ i M BLESSED.

 Smoker would never admit it, but he’s half tempted to return the gesture--to offer a double middle finger for the young man’s efforts. Instead, though, he simply favours him with a look. An incredibly flat look--that’s what he tries for, at least, but there appears to be a conspicuously throbbing vein on his forehead.

i wish i could do that too >:(

“You’re a logia. You can.”

A pause.

SAME. i still can remember the day i saw it clearly —- it were a rather grey friday and i just curled up in my bed with my cat & cried so fucking much. they became damn important and i don’t regret getting into this fandom here even one second. one piece is my childhood, my future and my present. sabo and luffy .. are just damn precious and ace will forever be my favorite. his pain & his end will always make me feel things. thanks for talking to me about it btw ! <3

you’re really amazing talking to !! ! and i just remembered you said you even mourned more & more you closer you got to ace age … i am older than him by now but i went through the same stuff. i were far too close to his age that time and i realized how precious life is. and now someone should tell me again anime aren’t showing us life lessons tbh. 

aweehhh thank you for talking to me as well!!  i always love hearing from people who are just as passionate about this series and these boys as i am >////<