Without saying a word, Sebastian always brews him a special tea only made during this season: spiced, slightly sweet, and warm enough to chase the chill from his fingers. He never asks if Ciel wants it; he simply places the cup beside him, right when he needs it most.

How the Black Butler men would hurt their s/o feelings

Hello! I enjoyed writing this one, so I hope you enjoy reading it. And I apologize, I don't really write for Baldroy.

Enjoy!!

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Sebastian

You finished all of the chores you were given for the day and so did Mey-Rin, so she didn't need any help.

So obviously, you started looking for your boyfriend, Sebastian.

He was in the main room, polishing up some of the precious silvers and golds, when you approached him.

"Hey, Sebas-"

You weren't even able to finish your sentence before he turned to you and glared.

"Can't you see I'm busy! Go away and bother someone else," he said, letting all of his anger out on you.

Sebastian knew the moment he said it that he messed up, but he decided to finish his task and allow himself to calm down before apologizing.

Once he completes his task and has a clear mind, he feels 10x worse.

"(Y/N)," he started, not bothering to knock on the door to your room as he opened it. "(Y/N), I know you're up."

"Aren't I bothering you? Go finish your chores, Sebastian," you said, curling into yourself on the bed.

Sebastian sighed as he made his way to your side, "Darling, you know I didn't mean it. I was taking my frustrations out on you, and I shouldn't have done that."

"Can you please be more mindful of your words, Sebastian? I'd rather you nicely tell me you need a break instead of yelling," you replied, leaning into his touch as he laid beside you.

"Of course, my love." 

Ciel

There are so many ways Ciel could hurt your feelings, but the one thing that really gets you is how he constantly pushes you away.

"Ciel, why can't you understand that I'm here for you? You aren't alone, so stop acting like you ar-"

"Don't tell me how I should feel. You don't know me, you don't know anything," Ciel yelled, cutting you off.

The room was silent, and you were holding tears back. 

"Why.. why Ciel? I just want to help you," you said, looking down at the floor.

"I don't need your help, (Y/N). Now leave this room."

'Ciel Phantomhive' you thought, 'Why must you make it so hard to love you'

It would take him hours to acknowledge that he might have been a tad harsh. To him, your persistence was annoying, something he didn't want to deal with. 

It would take Sebastian slipping a small comment on how you're isolating yourself in your room and refusing to do anything for Ciel to do anything.

He wouldn't directly apologize. Ciel would say something along the lines of, "I guess I could be more open to your help," and that's it.

Undertaker

What he says is totally accidental, most likely a compliment that came out wrong or a sentence phrased horribly.

"I think you're too heavy for those coffins, love," Undertaker said, watching as you stepped away from them.

"Too heavy?" You repeated, confused and a tad hurt. Undertaker knew you were sensitive when it came to comments on your body.

"No, no, not like that," he said, waving his arms and walking towards you. "I meant that you might not have the best outcome if you sit in a coffin made for children, as the weight limit on this one is 60 pounds, love," he explained, hoping that what he said sounded better.

Ciel runs a company to keep you both under rich privileged and opportunities, so as sad as it is he doesn’t always have that much time to dedicate to you, but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t love you dearly

Tries his best to make up for it with objects, but it’s hard to know what you like when he doesn’t talk to you all that much

Working day after day you started to feel neglected of course, Ciel didn’t realize how detached he was from you since he’s never had this close of a relationship to anyone ever since the tragedy

Ordering you to be lead to his study as a surprise, having a whole day organized in both games and walks around the mansions garden, wanting to fill in the hole he’s made, and it wouldn’t be a lie to say he was more touchy than usual

Wanting to feel your reassurance and love again, for the first time wanting to make the relationship stable again, Ciel wants to keep you beside him

Parks are a huge thing, and unlike what many think he’s actually not focusing on boosting his reputation, products, or position as the Queens little puppy. No it’s all just to see your relaxed and smiling face, to share little comments in comfortable silence as you both walk beneath trees holding hands on a cold day

Ciel has a reputation to hold, especially during the 18th century where any form of affection above holding hands or longing gazes are considered sinful, whether married or not, so public displays of affections are always limited, but if someone dares to even mock you or flirt with you Ciels fast to claim you

Bringing you closer by your waist kissing your forehead, directing insults towards the filth before guiding you away from them, and of course if they persist he’ll order for Sebastian to deal with them, no phantomhive will permit that type of behavior, especially towards his Queen

As much as gender roles are pressed in that century Ciel doesn’t mind all that much, especially since you can’t constantly be by his side, he can’t always protect you when the time calls for it, so you take fencing classes with him

Ciel knows the risks, the possibility you can knock him on his ass and hurt his ego, or that he could possibly hurt you, but this is considered time together and within practice he feels as if it brings you together more than board games ever could

He invites you to join him in every other classes he might have, particularly dance class, after a few classes tho cause he still wants to have the image of a educated gentleman that knows the basics of dancing

Dancing with you is probably one of his favorite things to do with you, suddenly making his lease favorite activity his best by far

Enjoys having the consent to guide you, to hold you close while being in complete rythm along side him

You’ll start to mention how the mansion seems to be empty, dull. Even with all these people here they’re only working, and while yes they are positive and energetic they’re still apart of the darkness of the house

So you decide to bring up the idea of a dog, and that immediately sent Ciel back into a memory, rejecting your offer

Ciel doesn’t bother to think about how he might like to have a dog again, he’s lost so much and his past dog only adds to it

It’ll take awhile to convince him, but as much as Ciel would hate to admit it he’s happy with them

Also you both that the time to teach your dog tricks and take care of them, allowing him to spend more time with you