#cidona

well, I posted this song just to tease my brokenhearted sister. peace ah, vel. haha

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I look in the mirror and I see someone who isn’t really me. Sometimes I wonder why I try. Who is believing this disguise? I’ll fake a smile. I’ll paint a face. Why should I have to live this way? Will you notice what I’m hiding deep inside? Please take me as I am.

I’m gasping for air. I’ve got to move on. Your chains can’t hold me down. 

So this is where I stand. Choked up... All alone. I’ve done what I can. This is me. Torn and free. Are you feeling lost since I broke you down? I have turned my life around. Now you notice what I’m hiding deep inside. Nothing can make me feel so alive... Than knowing you’ve left my side. 

I’m gasping for air. I’ve got to move on. Your chains can’t hold me down. 

You’ve tried to change me. Your words can’t break me. No, you can’t hold me down. 

Was I wrong to follow myself? I don’t want to be anyone else. 

I’m gasping for air but you can’t hold me down. 

This is me and my friend Jesus/Clancy at a gay bar.

We were quite drunk.

If you're wondering, 'Cidona' is an apple flavoured soft drink, and we're saying it in the accent that people from the countryside would say it.

Yes, I'm the disembodied voice.

But seriously, out of no where, my body went into "I hate you, I want you to die" mode. 

So instead of anything I was planning, I am watching Bedknobs and Broomsticks with winegums and a Moro bar my Nana sent over. 

Moro are joy, and I love them. Also, they don't sell them in England, just their shitty equivalent 'Boost' bars, which taste like shite. 

My Nana sends consignments of Moro, Cidona, Taytos and Hunky-Dories to us. 

Irish snackage ftw. <3

Hammers and Strings Jack's Mannequin Cover <3 Cidona Soundcloud