tw- religion mentions , oral female receiving, spanks, petnames (please tell me if im missing anything)Â 18+
creds to my clout chasing bffÂ
When your boyfriend said he wanted to try something new you never thought you'd end up with his head between your legs, toying at your clit while you read bible verses he marked before hand for you. You were continuously stuttering over your words.
Chrollo loved two things very much- you and books. So when heâs able to mix the two, heâs a happy man. And right now heâs mixing the two in the bedroom. Heâs in heaven. He was always talented with his tongue, you love how he makes you feel yet you're always to worried to ask him to eat you out. But now here you are with his fingers in your hole while heâs lightly licking at your clit, watching you stutter out each holy verses while such an unholy act was being acted out. You couldn't handle the pleasure your boyfriend was giving you anymore you moan out please, his name rolling off your tongue so perfectly. It was music to his ears. His eyes fixed to more of a serious look but the smirk you felt against your pussy means he has other plans now.
âDarling. Didn't I tell you to read? If you finish this I'll reward you but-â his voice got deep and harsh â-if you fail I'll punish you.â ending that statement with a harsh slap to your thigh, you let out a whine. Unresponsive to how you reacted he went back to licking your clit while you attempted to read again. This man was a tease knowing the way to work his fingers in you watching your reactions to each thing, getting bored of just licking your clit he started to slowly suck at it. Making your breath get caught in your throat. You grip the book in your hands tight struggling to stay focused on the verse in front of you, pleased at the reaction he caused he hums against your clit. The vibrations made you stumble over your words which caused Chrollo to slap your thigh again. All while reading your mind going a mile a minute wondering what else he could have planned, almost as if he could read your mind, he starts moving his fingers faster sucking your bundle of nerves harder. He began moving his free hand to roam over your thigh. Your no longer reading at this point. It's impossible when heâs making you feel so good. You let go of the book moving your hand to his hair gripping it tight, not wanting him to stop. Knowing this, he does, he stops but soon you begin to beg for him to continue. As you tell him your close, he sticks his tongue in you, putting his almost magical tongue to work. His fingers were now toying at your clit to keep your senses overstimulated. As bad as he wanted to stop and punish you, he couldn't let go of the enjoyable view in front of him. You moaning his name unable to keep yourself together, partially grinding against his tongue now. It was all so perfect to him. Dazed in his thoughts about how perfect you looked he almost missed you screaming his name, cumming against his tongue.Â
âOh baby... your in for it. Messing up my order? Cumming without permission? Hope your ready.â with that he picks you up putting you over his shoulder... only him knowing what your in for now. It's all so worth it.Â
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Kurapika x Reader x Chrollo - Why canât I be the One?
General Disclaimer: I will do my best to keep the reader gender neutral and physically unspecific unless otherwise stated! The reader will be kept as realistic as possible but remember, itâs all subjective! Not everyone struggles with the same issues and this is a one person blog, so I really just have myself to try and make the reader relate to you! With that, I hope you enjoy this!
Warnings: Angsty themes, lime, unrequited crush, all these characters have issues (both internally and with each other).
You were walking through the city with your new friend Kurapika. You had only met him a few weeks ago, but the two of you had already gotten close. The number one part about him that you had trouble with when talking to him was his life goal; to avenge his clan by eliminating the Phantom Troupe. Most people probably see his goal as honorable and heart-wrenching, providing their full support to him, but you couldnât. Shortly before meeting Kurapika, you met Chrollo, the leader of the infamous troupe. There was an instant connection, for him being a master thief, you stole his heart easily, as he did the same to you. This led the two of you to spend as much time together as possible before Chrollo would inevitably leave for an unknown amount of time. He made you feel special, showering you with love, so did him being a mass murderer really matter? You knew it was wrong, but him being in your life felt right. Of course, you would never tell Kurapika this. He would flip out. You were sympathetic towards Kurapika and didnât mean any harm to him, you just wanted to be there for him. Conversations with him could sometimes grow complicated as you had to navigate around not outwardly expressing dislike towards the group Chrollo holds over his own life, but not seem suspicious to Kurapika. In the kindness you had given to Kurapika, he trusted you far quicker than even he would like, but you had proved you were a good investment to give his trust to. You had to drop by your place to pick up your card so that you and Kurapika could go to dinner. Inviting Kurapika in, you ran off farther into the house, leaving Kurapika just inside the front door. Kurapika noticed an elegant-looking ivory-colored envelope and the side table by the door that read âY/nâ in cursive. Out of curiosity, he picked up the envelope and opened it. When he took out the contents, he was astonished to find that it seemed to be a romantic poem, very worn looking as if it was from the 1600s. He proceeded to keep opening the letter, which was almost sickeningly romantic, but Kurapika was compelled to keep reading. You had never mentioned any secret admirer or romantic partner, so why would the letter be in your house untouched? Once he reached the end, his stomach dropped. The name signed at the bottom was Chrollo. Kurapika felt sick and dizzy. Why would you be receiving a love note from Chrollo? This was a cruel joke, especially as Kurapika was planning on asking you to date him tonight at dinner. Chrollo must have found out somehow and tried to woo you over himself, setting out to break his spirit. The idea seemed outlandish, but why else would it be here, unopened. As you walked back into the room and saw Kurapika with the letter in hand, you were puzzled
âUm, what do you have Kurapika?â
âA letter. I didnât realize that the man who took away everything I loved also wanted you.â
Your eyes stared at the floor. You werenât sure what to say. It was clear he had found out what was going on between Chrollo and you.
âWell um, Kurapika, I-â
âHe really has set out on destroying everything I hold dear. But Iâll get my revenge. Come on Y/n, we should get you out of here. He knows where you are and I donât want you getting hurt.â
You realized that he hadnât figured out what was truly going on. But you couldnât let this go on. Kurapika had already started walking over to you, reaching out to grab your hand. You panicked and werenât sure how to ruin his perception of you. Kurapika had his hand on the door handle, but suddenly the handle moved and the door opened. Kurapika moved you both back a step, keeping you behind him. Chrollo was standing in the doorway, a book in his hand. Chrolloâs face stayed blank as Kurapika flew into a rage. Kurapika had let go of your hand and lunged at Chrollo. You desperately reached for Kurapikaâs hand to prevent his attack but you didnât reach his hand in time. Luckily, Chrollo stepped out of the way as Kurapika launched outside the door. You gasped, worried that Kurapika had gotten hurt speeding outside. Chrollo glanced out the door, indifferent to the greeting he received. You saw Kurapika over Chrolloâs shoulder, his eyes ignited with scarlet and chains in his hand. As he was racing back inside of the house, Chrollo pushed the door shut. You cringed at the sound Kurapika made as he slammed against the door and was aggressively opening it. Meanwhile, Chrollo slinked behind you. He lifted his right arm to press it against your eyes and push your head back. He connected his lips to your neck and pressed soft kisses down your neck to your collarbone. You heard the door open harshly, but couldnât do a thing.
âChrollo! Let her go!â
Chrollo moved his eyes from you, making eye contact with Kurapika.
âWhy? Iâm sure she enjoys this. What gives you a right to her heart? She loves me.â
The worst part about listening to this was Chrollo saw him as nothing. He was instigating conflict with Kurapika but could care less about the outcome. Chrollo planted a deep kiss on your neck but kept his eyes on Kurapikaâs. All you could hear was the slight sound of steps and the door slam. Chrollo moved his arm from your eyes and removed his mouth from your neck. There was a warm, lingering wetness on your neck from his kiss.
âWhy was he here?â
âWe were going to go to dinner. I just had to stop by here and grab my card because I forgot it.â
âThatâs fair. Iâm glad I decided to come over.â
Why? So you could show that his new friend betrayed his trust?â
âI saved him more trouble than if you had told him. Dinner would have made things worse.â
âWhyâs that?â
âHe clearly likes you. But thatâs probably not the case anymore.â
You were shocked. It really hadnât hit you that Kurapika possibly had a crush on you. Chrollo took you with him to the couch, sitting you down next to him. He pulled out his book and started reading.
âWait, you caused all this trouble because you wanted to read a book?â
âI also wanted to know if you got my letter. I hadnât expected you to have company. But yes, I also wanted to read my book somewhere comfortable.â
He continued reading while you pondered how ridiculous Chrollo was. What a dork.
Author Notes: Hey everyone! This isnât the kinktober story Iâve been working on because itâs not finished, but I wanted to write something small and angsty for today! I really wanted to make this for a while so Iâm glad I got around to it. My apologies to Kurapika though, he doesn't deserve this poor treatment! If only heâd take Leorioâs phone calls, maybe he would be going on a date! We stan Kurapika in this house though, and Iâm sorry to any Kurapika simps because your bae would get some much better from you. I also didnât really think to end it as silly as I did, but we needed some sort of pick me up after betrayal and what not. Weâre done being long winded though, see you later!
this is part one of a series of yandere chrollo x fem!reader. this story will contain explicit content. Warnings at the beginning of the chapter.
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PART I
Read part two here!Â
CW: mentions of death, murder, and gore
1,730 words
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It had been many days since you had received an assignment as a hunter. At this point you would have taken a request to open a pickle jar. You had an agent who sourced your jobs through to you that way no one could know your identity. Your agent barely knows your identity outside of your phone number. While you are no where near as infamous as the Zoldyck Family- you definitely are not unknown. âThe Creatorâ is what most people would refer to you as- quite fitting for your ability. Specialists are not as scarce as people make them out to be; a specialist who utilizes their ability as best as they can is scarce. You conjure a pencil, and you can draw anything into existence. Your nen concentrates in your hand and you can create life (or at least a husk of life). Drawing animals or weapons, even humans (who arenât quite sentient) earned you your high respect as a hunter.
You gaze out of the window at the quiet streets of a city youâve never travelled to. While the hotel is large and towers over the town, it is probably the biggest building for miles. Bzzzz. You turn towards your bed and see your phone screen is lit up. Picking up the phone you see a single message from the only saved number on your phone.Â
York New. 14:00. 1278 Pearl Street. G Watanabe- Room 207.Â
You scroll down to see the status of the person.
Alive. Wanted Dead. 7 Days.
Employer ---
A smile graced your lips knowing that you finally have a job. While town hopping and sight seeing for the past few weeks was a nice rst, you canât just halt your income. You enjoy your job anyway so the money is a bonus. Ill pack in the morning you think to yourself, once you land in York New you may have some extra time to research your target.Â
The plane ride was smooth and quite comforting- you paid for first class. While you could use your hunter card to be priority seating, it leaves a trace of where youâve been. Plus, youâll be getting paid soon enough and the 12 hour plane ride in first class would be nothing compared to the fat check that would be wired to your account. Murder is expensive you know.Â
Stepping out of the taxi, the driver gets out and opens the trunk for you. You grab your one small backpack filled with nothing but snacks- drawn snacks are not particularly tasty. Just because you can create it doesnât mean itâs true to the real deal. You jog towards the doors, fat rain drops assaulting you meanwhile. You get your room key under for the room you reserved under an alias and make your way to the elevator. You press the button to go up and when the elevator reaches your floor it sounds a satisfying âdingâ and the doors open almost soundlessly. You stepped into the confined space and to your surprise a man steps in with you. You hadnât even sensed him nearby, it seemed as if he just popped into reality.Â
Heâs tall, is the first thing you think when you look at him. Not necessarily tall as in feet wise (though he definitely had quite a few inches on you) but his aura and the way he carried himself made it seem as if he towered you. The corner of his lips turn upwards and suddenly he doesnât seem so intimidating. Itâs as if he was dragged back down to earth.Â
âGood morning, awful weather it seems.â The man says with a chuckle.
You take a moment to drink in all of him. His black hair is somewhat messy, a middle part with water dripping down a few strands. A bandage is wrapped around his forehead and you wonder if itâs an injury or a fashion statement. A large fur coat cover most of his body, youâre only able to capture a glimpse of a white button up shirt at his neck.Â
âTerrible. My flight almost had an emergency landing.â You groan, recalling your annoyance when the captain announced this over the speakers.
âAh so you just got in today? I got into York New about a week ago. What are you here for?âÂ
Your eyes travel to his and you notice that theyâre unusually large while seeming to only make him more attractive. âIâm on a work trip, though I shouldnât be here long.âÂ
His lips stretch a little further into something of a grin, âWhat a coincidence, Iâm here on business as well.âÂ
The elevator dings and you give a quick goodbye, not necessarily because you didnât like talking to him but because you wanted to take a nice warm shower. You sashay out of the elevator, and the back of your neck tingles, you can tell that his eyes are boring into your back.
You drop your bag onto your bed and wander over to the mirror. Looking at you in the mirror is yourself. Though you never seem to recognize this person as you. You pose in different angles but canât find one that makes you like yourself. You grab the chub of your stomach and groan hopelessly. A world renown hunter who has killed the unkillable is staring at herself in the mirror and grimacing. You remind yourself that youâre one of the strongest specialists out there and you shouldnât be critiquing yourself.Â
A day passed and your deadline is growing nearer. You draw your outfit for the day, and put on the jeans, hoodie, and heels that were super comfortable thanks to your nen. An assassin has to look good as well as kill. Your rented car waits for you in the hotel garage and when you finally make your way down there, you do a onceover of the car. There are no signs of foul play, tracking, or marking so you hop into the drivers seat comfortably. Once the car is started your phone buzzes.Â
+ $2000 to your account
message attached: get his pass for the auction and send it to client
You nod to yourself, you had completely forgotten about the auction. Of course you were supposed to kill a member of the mafia during the auction. How could you not have made that connection. While you are intelligent, you wouldnât say youâre smart. Once you arrive at the hotel your target is staying at, you book a room despite the fact you will not be using it for long. In the hotel room you draw a dress that makes you look like a model, all you need is to look good and your nen for this mission, this goes for most missions.
Each minute on the clock seems to last hours, you need to leave at 01:30, in order to complete your mission at 2. This is the part you hate the most, laying on the hotel bed listening to the clock tick and tick and tick. It feels almost like the clock is mocking you, and sometimes you want to just break it. Though despite this you lay on the bed staring at the ceiling, counting down every minute until the clock strikes 1:30.Â
The last mocking tick sound rings and you get up quickly. Walking confidently out of the room and down the large and foolishly elegant hall. You make your way to the elevators where you had a run in with that man and go down to the second floor seeing as you were residing on the fourteenth. The second floor was reserved for the mafia only, many families used this hotel to be near the auction.Â
The elevator opens up and you examine the hall. It is much different than the one where your room is. Lights are dimmer and the color pallet of the hall was that of red and black where as yours was blue and white. You step out onto the marble floors and your heels click against the cold surface. Somethingâs not right. Something is very wrong, very out of place. You can smell it. The smell of blood.Â
207 is closer to the end of the hallway than it is to the elevators. The lights are completely off at the end of the hallway as well. With each step towards the room of your target the lights get dimmer until there is no light. You halt and look at the room with gold numbers on it stating â207âČ. The door is cracked and you approach it cautiously. You push the door open and see your target laying on the ground in hundreds of pieces, itâs a bloody mess.
A man stands in front of the window that is the entire wall, his form dark. Now the only sound present is that of the rain pounding against the glass of the window. He turns towards you, and you quickly recognize the large fur jacket. Itâs the man from the elevator, his coat is open and heâs shirtless, but covered in blood. His forehead is uncovered by the bandage that was on him previously, revealing a purple cross. His demeanor is still friendly and inviting but something is different about his eyes.Â
He smiles and for some reason you feel drawn to him, so you take a step forward. âIâve been waiting y/n.âÂ
You swallow any sense of fear you have and nod, âOh you have?âÂ
âOf course, I thought I would make your job easier for you.â He chuckles just like he did in the elevator, as if he didnât just commit an atrocity. But who are you to judge? âDonât worry, Iâll still be paying you every jenny of what was promised.âÂ
Your head cocks to the side âSo youâre my client?â He nods in response.Â
âAnd I got his pass to the auction so I would say you did a pretty good job of completing your mission.â He waves the pass at you as proof.Â
âCan I have the pleasure of knowing your name since you know mine?â You question.
He nods again, âChrollo is my name. You were commissioned by the spiders.âÂ
The spiders... It quickly clicks in your head. The phantom troupe. Which means, in front of you stands the leader of the Phantom Troupe.
His life was many things. It was tough, dark, filthy to name a few. Pure ? It was not. He never had any pure feelings in his life. Most of it was spent struggling to get out of the garbage waste thatâs called meteor city and leading his group of thieves. They were his family, they shared a bound of mutual respect, but they saw each other as disposable as long as their group - the spider - lived. When he was ripped from them ? He felt the emptiness that ate him consume him as he headed to where the prophecy told him. East , where someone awaits him.
Shadows fall over my heart
I blackout the moon
I wait for you to come around
You got me dancing in the dark
(Dancing in the dark)
I've closed my eyes
But I won't sleep tonight
He walked for hours, he knew he shouldâve stopped walking hours ago but he didnât. He kept a walking approaching the city. That should itself to him like a mirage. Once inside it, he felt his exhaustion creeping in. He wanted nothing more than a warm bed to envelop him. Regretting not hiding to heaven arenaâs first to enjoy his floor there he felt someone hit his shoulder. Feminine apology was ignore as he kept walking to the near hotel. Sending. Swift sound stopped him.
âExcuse me sir, is this yours ?â
He looked back and itâs like someone slapped him in the face. He lied when he said he never felt any sort of pure emotion in his life. Back in the dump when he was a struggling hungry child, a car of supplies arrived. The strong and older always got all the food, weapons, and medicine. He waited hoping something would be left when he felt a soft touch on his shoulder. A girl with large eyes, soft hair, and the warmest smile held a box of lunch in her hands. He took it from her as she handed him a bottled water. He waited, nothing came without a price not in this dump. They sent them the supplies in hoping to recruit some of them. She didnât ask for anything just whispered a soft enjoy as she ran to the car where someone - probably a parent - let her on.
Baby, you
Should come with me
I'll take you to the dark side
Me and you
You and me
Do bad things in the night time
He felt himself snap to reality when she repeated herself. His wallet was in her hands which he registered that it fall from him when he ran into her. His heart was beating so fast as that warm feeling in his chest returned. That same feeling that got over him as he was crying eating the food she gave him. He wanted to feel her so bad. His hands reached to cup hers that was holding the wallet.
âI apologize, your beauty took my breath awayâ
He put on his best charming smile as he assisted her blush. The way her other hand grabbed the skirt of her dress. Adorable, he thought. Bringing her hand to his lips for a kiss.
âIâm starving, would you join me for lunch ?â
Her eyes wondered as she took her hand from his hands. Missing the warm touch.
âI donât know youâ
She hesitantly. She wanted to, he could tell. He careful put his hands on her back leading her.
âWe can always introduce at lunchâ
Baby, you
Should come with me
And we can kill the lights, hit the lights
With a blackout, blackout
Hit the lights with a
Blackout, blackout, woo
Her soft body embraced him as he listened to her heartbeat. She was warm, soft, sweet. She loved to hug him and he let her.
âItâs just horribleâ
âWhat is love?â
âSomeone robbed that game ! They said itâs that awful group. The phantom tribeâ
He felt his entire body stiffen. He was full of emotions rage, offense, also fear. If she knew who she was, would she still embrace him and love him ?
âWhy do you think theyâre awful ? Also itâs the phantom troupe not tribeâ
âpotato patata! Why? They steal and kill people !â
He stood from her embrace looking at her in the eyes.
âYou steak and kill too you knowâ
He said looking her in the eye. She was offended he could tell. He felt amusement at how she strongly denied it asking him if he hs a fever.
âWhen you buy clothes that sourced from underpaid, overworked people abroad youâre killing them, when you took that job you had you stole it from who already worked in it. When you chose to vote for the ruler who enforce violence you caused it. They might do it in the most obvious way, but thereâs no human who isnât a thief and a murderer. The animals that are killed for their hunger. The earth resources that people steal it from it. Everyoneâs a thief, they know it or not.â
Her face was speechless as she looked at him. He could see the gears working in her head as she started thinking about it. Then she said the most unexpected thing.
âWow, you really talk a lotâ
Black bird, black moon
Black sky, black light
Black, everything black
Black heart
Black Keys, black diamonds
Black out, everything black
Black, black, everything, everything
All black, everything, everything
All black, everything, everything
All black, everything, everything, black
It started simple, he remember her angrily talking about her rude coworker who took the last stapler. He suggested she simply take it. She wants it doesnât she ? And she deserves it better anyway. It escalated to her taking a chocolate bar from the store. Then that sweater she always wanted under her shirt. He felt so proud of her. His pure angel was slowly turning to a dark one. Her wings slowly turning black. Thatâs when it happened. She called him scared and shaken. She was working overtime when she begged him to come. The whole floor was dark when he saw red stains. A woman dead with what seemed like a box cutter inside her chest. Sheâs still breathing he noted.
âCHROLLO THANK GOD. PLEASE HELP MEâ
His hysteric crying sweetheart came to him covered in blood.
âI DIDN'T MEAN TO I SWEAR ! SHE SAW ME TAKING THE BOX CUTTER AND STARTED ACCUSING ME OF THE STAPLER AND SAID SHES GOING TO TELL EVERYONE AND HAVE ME FIRED ! SHE CALLED ME HORRIBLE NAMES AND I COULDN'T HELP MYSELFâ
She sobbed as he hugged her. He was so happy, his angel finally joined him in the dark side. She didnât excatly kill her but, thereâs no need for her to know that.
In a nocturnal state of mind
Children of the night
But it's the only way of life
This black hole's pulling me inside
Of this black heart, the black soul
Underneath this black, black sky
Cleaning up was easy, he swiftly wrapped the body as she bleached the floor. The body and the box cutter where thrown inside a manhole. By the time anyone notices theyâd be long gone. He got the message of the exorcist before she called him. He held her hands as she cuddled up to him still shaking.
âWe should take a shower, but before thatâ
He added seriously making her looking at him in her tears eyes.
âIâm a spider love. Iâm the head of them. You thought of us as such a horrible people but you are one of us after allâ
He said smiling seeing her shocked expression. She held into him tighter as she shakes harder. He felt the smile getting wider. Thereâs no escape, sheâs too weak and dependent now. She knows he saved her, she knows how awful the things she done. It doesnât matter on what scale sheâs an outlaw who has no idea how to evade the authorities or anyone she can truly depend on.
âCome with me, they are my family and Iâm sure theyâll be yours. I can teach you how to be strong. Together we will take whatever we want and be happy. Youâll have me, a family ,and everything you could ever desire. How does that sounds ?â
Her eyes looked at him. Her soft warm eyes that gave him that lunch box before. They were even more vulnerable as she slowly shook her head. Sheâs his black angel now.
For a promptđ maybe for chrollo or illumi âI lie under starlit sky And the seasons change in the blink of an eye I watch the planets turn And the old stars die and the young stars burn But I donât really know this place, And itâs lonesome here in the wide-open space Can it be as real as it seems? Maybe this time I wonât wake from the dream.â Lyric from Lonesome Dreams by Lord Huron ;-) I think itâs a p nice songđ„ș
The yellowed pages of distant pasts are all you know. It lives, bounded in old leather and string, falling apart at the seams, lining the hardwood shelves that surround the empty space, covered in inches of dirt, grime and the hidden secrets of men laid buried under the library.
You kiss their cracking spines and tend to their fading words, committing each disappearing story to your memory. It is your duty, it is your role to play in the grand scheme of the world, insignificant as you are; but the chains bind and blood ties, so you repeat your careful motions every day in careful remembrance of old men gone and past.
There is an emptiness that haunts the place, unseen but felt as you climbed the towers of your home, bathed in candlelight and smothered in burning oil, casting long stretching shadows that endlessly creep through your steps, they are your only friends and their presence is all you know.
As it is written:
The keeper of words will stay and guard, for the world will never see these secrets again.
âŠ..
And so the story goes, time turning like the swirls of a whirlpool, unchanging and uneventful as you flood your mind with forgotten words and sacred hymns in the quietness of the library.
Until one day it doesnât.
For out of your shadow, a human emerges, dark as midnight, with eyes that shone like liquid silver.
And everything changes.
âŠ..
The man speaks a different language youâve never known (you know everything), he sings an unfamiliar tune (one that makes you want to scream), in all your years of tending to your alcove of knowledge, he is the first to introduce you to human touch.
He isnât supposed to be here. No one is.
Despite your vows, you let him pillage your collection of secrets and spread them bare across the floor. As he pours into them, voraciously tearing through sacred texts with all the intensity of a mad men, violating every last code that has been seared into your being.
Those ancient promises creep across your skin, glowing faintly as they continue to strangle you into submission.
You meet his gaze, just once, and the tingling fades to the back of your mind.
It continues to crawl all over your body as you lead him through the labyrinth of shelves, destroying what little sense of self you possess, exposing all you are to him.
He is as dark as your shadows and shines like the light from your candle, the mark across his forehead etched permanently into his skin. He doesnât flinch when you try clawing it off.
If your books could speak, you hope they would sound like him.
So you let him stay.
âŠ..
He is searching for something.
His hands desperately pillage your collection, nimble fingers combing through shelves with careful precision as his eyes wonder endless through the sum of all your books, unseen said purpose shining through his eyes.
Once, he notices the scribbles coded into your skin, eyeing the way they shine in the darkness, binding you to the tower with ancient secrets too old for even the earth to remember. His fingers trace the smooth curve of your shoulder blades and the poking exterior of your ribcage, gentle and delicate unlike everything youâve ever experience as his hands continue to explore your body, dancing all over you like fluttering flames.
Heâs alive, in ways that burn your skin and set your chest aflame with forgotten memories of starlit skies and cobblestone streets, and somewhere inside, your heart lets out an involuntary beat.
His hand rests on your chest, right where you heart is, each subsequent thump releasing an earth shattering shake in your once empty chest, and for the first time, heâs standing at full height, and youâre forced to look up and see the man who gave you life.
You take his hand. They warm your frail hands in ways rolls of ancient parchment canât, and the way he returns your touch reminds you of old feelings you never knew you had.
And so you plunged his hand into your chest and ignore the way the inky blackness that falls out of the hole suffocates you.
âŠ..
The hole hides a special collection, something where not even you are allowed to see.
Youâre not sure how you know this either, no one has ever told you so.
It contains just one book, marked by black hand print on its cover, lined with unknown words that evade your understanding.
The man picks it up, and his form shimmers, and just briefly you see a mountains of filth with living corpses crawling all around and the heat is just unbearable as it burns your face, and for just a second, your man is a boy and you know him-you know him-you know him-
âI know you.â
He smiles.
âŠ..
There is a book you once read, one not possessed by the tower.
It tells you of stars that dot the skies and worlds of colors and light, where others, who werenât confined to the pages of truth lived freely under the sun, unconfined by the curve brick walls that protect your guarded secrets and keep you trapped in that black void, deigned to forever keep
But that man appeared, teared all those walls down, and gave you a heart in exchange for all the knowledge and power that only demons could possess, filled with untold wishes and shimmering powers that only existed in dreams.
The tower crumbles, brick and wretched brick it dissipates as it falls to the ground in soundless heaps as the books of old evaporate right before your very eyes, revealing a starlit night sky that shone with ever-changing seasons with each blink of the eye, a continuous cycle of circling planets brushing past as each gasping breath forces its way past your throat and itâs more beautiful than anything you could ever imagine existing beyond the confinement of your cage.
The man extends a hand, you smile as your grip around it tightens and you let yourself get pulled into the light.
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Hundreds of bodies mingle under crystal chandeliers, and the hands on your waist change with the song. Shoes click against the checkered mocha tile, only to be drowned out by aimless chatter and soft laughs. Champagne flutes fly across the ballroom like birds. Someone, youâre not sure who (nor do you really care), tries to snag your attention as the song changes, but as soon as your eyes meet gray ones across the roomâthe game changes. Everybody loses.
Youâre over there before you know it, strutting on the titled floor with a mischievous quirk of your lips. The aimless chatter and clinking shoes dissipates, fading slowly like a wave rubbing against sand as he meets you halfway, legs long and clad in familiar black pants. Caressing your skin with playful fingers, the air trails a shiver up your spine, watching the mischievous grin that doesnât leave your lips.
âSo Yorknew loses a jewel in its crown now, hm, Chrollo?â The words fall from your lips, but he catches them when his lips kiss the back of your hand.
âOnly as much as it needs to lose,â he says, standing up straight. Gray eyes locking with yours, the usual calm that blankets over his irises is gone, replaced by something alive, something that moves around just enough, something thatâs not fire, not yet, anyway.
âOr as much as youâre willing to take.â
The smile that takes his lips should worry you, should set off bells in your head, should cause you to stiffen. Should being the keyword.
Enveloping your hand in his ownâcalloused and relaxedâhe leads you through a complicated dance, feet automatically moving through the steps. His other hand melds to the side of your waist, and itâs a comfortable feeling, much more comfortable than the other dance partners youâve had tonight; then again, itâs Chrollo. A tempting thought sneaks across the bridge of your mind, and youâd be lying if you said that you wanted his hand only on your waist tonight.
He notices the glaze that starts to swim in your eyes.
Moving his lips next to your ear, little puffs of his breath flirt with the shell of your ear. âAnd youâre willing to stand by while that happens?â
He doesnât have to pull back to see the exhilarated look in your eyesâthe look heâs seen before when you flirt with something thrilling, something that gets your heart going.
Picking and choosing your words carefully (because the first one to slip up loses the game, thatâs how itâs always been between you two), you maneuver aroundâthrough all the complicated steps of the dance, dips and allâso that your lips are next to his ear, and your hair ghosts along his smooth cheek. âWell, Yorknew would be a much more exciting place, then. Wouldnât it?â
You pull back, seeing the satisfied raise of his lips and curve of his eyes.
âWould you care to appreciate the view of Yorknew from the top floor?â
Thatâs definitely not what heâs asking.
âLetâs.â
And you let him lead you away as he always does.
The door to the room clicks behind you and locks. It doesnât matter whose room it is, if itâs anyoneâs room at all. All that matters is that it isnât bugged and you can enjoy each otherâs company in peace.
Youâre both quick to sweep it just to make sure. Having an extra ear in here would set fire to all of Yorknew, to the mafia that runs it; the same mafia your familyâs legacy is so heavily intertwined with, and the same mafia that youâve scabbed your hands, your arms, and your legs for. The same mafia you hold a knife to, lovingly, of course, itâs got to be some variation of love that you do it for.
Or not. It doesnât really matter. Not as long as Chrollo is here with you.
Heâs like a seasonâcoming and going as he pleases, in and out, in and out. Heâll leave you with a taste of his weather (rain for spring, clear skies and humid air for summer, cool air that makes you shiver for fall, and frigid, icy air that you canât get enough of for winter). Then he leaves before morning rises, to disappear somewhere, a mysterious place whose name you donât know, somewhere far, far out of your reach.
Maybe, you think, watching him finish sweeping his side (nooks, crannies, and all), I want him to stay. Or bring me. Maybe I want him to loâ
The thought is interrupted as he strides back over to you in the center of the room. Neat white sheets are visible behind him, and you wonder ifâwhen, ratherâyouâll both tangle up in them.
This air frozen between you is different from the whimsical ballroom air, still tense with a need, but different. Briefly, you wonder what he thinks about it, because itâs not a matter of if he noticed. He does, surely.
Standing perfectly still like a marble statue, heâs just a few feet away, lips tantalizingly close; itâs like seeing a season on the brink of an eve. Right there for the taking but out of reach all the same.
He doesnât have to ask you to spill the information, when and where the auction will be, because he knows youâll do it voluntarily sometime today, and thatâs what makes this game better, the when factor. It leaves you both dangling in a state of suspense, somewhere between people with a mutual interest and occasional lovers.
Impulse.
With the way your heart thunders in your ears, how your eyes refuse to look away from his, and the stiff air in the room, you reach up to him, slowly sealing your lips together.
Reaching down for you is something he wouldnât do, you think. You have to meet him up there.
Eyes closed, your lips continue to move, and quickly, almost silently, the thought of wondering if he has his eyes open while kissing you hops around in your mind.
Those gray eyes that never seem like theyâre burning, that are always ten steps ahead of everyone else.
You both pull away. The air isnât as tense.
The residual heat of his lips over yours remains.
A tiny fire licks the inside of his eyes, and by how your eyes hone in on it, how your body reacts to itâthereâs something there, something wandering in uncertainty. And you ponder over if he knows what it means. Or if heâs faking it.
âCareful,â you say, testing the waters, âI could get the wrong impression if you look at me like that.â
Eyes flaring in amusement, he decides to play along, to ripple the waters. âOh? And what impression would that be?â he says, softly, almost inaudibly.
You swallowâ
âyour galloping heart is silent, the tense air doesnât faze you, and your nerves all quiet, patiently, patiently waitingâ
âThat you may be in love with me.â
It takes him a mere second to smother all traces of shock, and the smile that takes over his face is fake. You know itâs fake. He knows you know. Youâre both going around in circles trying to figure out where the other stands.
His hand brushes against the side of you jaw, lightly grazing it.
He brings your lips within millimeters of his own.
âWell,â he says, âwe wouldnât want that now, would we?â
Your lips meet again, meshing too many convoluted emotions together into some form of cocktail; right now, you canât get enough of it, the flavor, the texture, the addictive way it pulls on your senses and slithers down your throat.
General Disclaimer: I will do my best to keep the reader gender neutral and physically unspecific unless otherwise stated! The reader will be kept as realistic as possible but remember, itâs all subjective! Not everyone struggles with the same issues and this is a one person blog, so I really just have myself to try and make the reader relate to you! With that, I hope you enjoy this!
You got home from work, relief flooding your senses as you entered your space. Your eyes scanned the room and noticed Chrollo sitting on your couch.
âHowâd you get in this time? I still keep forgetting to get a set of keys for you.â
Chrollo stood up and sauntered over to you.
âI just went in through the back door. You left it unlocked again.â
You were uneasy with the fact about your back door being left unlocked all day but that wasn't your focus right now. You shuffled over to him and asked for his hand. He nodded and put your hand in his. The two of you settled down on the couch and as you moved closer to him, you asked,
âCould I please have some cuddles?â
He peered at you from the corner of his eye. You could only assume he was probably questioning your request. But you really couldnât tell. Reading Chrolloâs emotions was like playing a sport that you never learned the rules to. So you werenât sure what he would say next. Not that heâs ever said no, but perhaps he wouldnât be in the mood this time.
âYes.â
You gave him a beaming smile as he took off his jacket and draped it over the front of you. You shifted your body and laid a hand on his chest, listening to his heartbeat.
âThank you. Todayâs just been hard and I wanted to do something relaxing.â
âLaying on me is relaxing?â he chuckled.
âYou know what I mean! I want comfort!â
âHmm,â he said plainly. He didnât understand the feeling whatsoever, but he liked you so he was willing to indulge your emotions. However, what he did know was what you wanted to hear as he held you in his arms.
âIâll make you feel like youâre the most loved person in the world as long as we're together.â
Author Notes: Eyyo 2nd post and already having trouble holding to the one day a week schedule! This week was rough and stressful so I really just wanted some comfy Chrollo! Compared to the time I would normally spend editing, this was pretty rushed! Yâknow though, I stared at the ceiling for most of the day and was exhausted, so any results are good results! Anyways, hereâs to next weekâs post!
General Disclaimer: I will do my best to keep the reader gender neutral and physically unspecific unless otherwise stated! The reader will be kept as realistic as possible but remember, itâs all subjective! Not everyone struggles with the same issues and this is a one person blog, so I really just have myself to try and make the reader relate to you! With that, I hope you enjoy this!
There was a man who kept staring at you on the subway. He made you feel a bit unnerved and, with all the drunk, loud passengers bumping into you and not much space to stand pleasantly, the situation was uncomfortable. He seemed out of place but it wasnât because of his physicality. Almost everyone there had come from some concert and looked wild themselves. This man had a fur-lined trench coat, a shirt with gray stripes, a pair of matching pants, blue earrings that somehow stayed on, a cross on his forehead, and slicked-back hair. The actual oddness about him was how he was acting. He was calm, composed, and still staring at you. You finished making your observations and, as if on cue, he started to approach. You immediately felt your heart rate rise.
âHello.â-he said with a small smile-âI was curious if you would like assistance. You look to be in a bit of a predicamentâ
You debated your options. âI could accept this guyâs help but also heâs, yâknow, a stranger.â
âNo thank you, Iâm okay.â
He knew you were just rejecting his aid, you were clearly having trouble. But he was a stranger after all, so he didnât blame you for being nervous.
âReally? You appear to be struggling.â
You thought about it again. Who were you to refuse help from a stranger? He sounded trustworthy enough.
âYouâre right. Thank you for the help.â
His hand was outstretched and you hesitantly grabbed it. There wasnât much room for anything other than you two to link so he pulled you through. You bumped into people as he dragged you out of the small crowd but they were too preoccupied to care. He led you to a less chaotic spot and grabbed the only overhead handle that was left. You let go of his hand and frantically decided how you were going to hold onto him. However, he chose for you. He placed your hands on his shoulders. Then, he rested your head on his chest and wrapped an arm around you. You were a bit flustered that this random guy decided to get particularly close to you for the sake of âhelping you stand upâ. Despite the nerve-wracking circumstances, you started to relax. You paid attention to the sound of his heart, ignoring the background noise from the crowd. He sounded tranquil, like nothing fazed him. You couldâve fallen asleep from the serenity of it all. Eventually, after more stops, he started to move your arms off of you. You jumped a bit as you were yanked out of your peace.
âIâm sorry I surprised you, this is my stop.â
You couldnât help but feel a bit of disappointment. It was short-lived but you had grown just a little too attached to this stranger.
âOh yeah, that makes sense. Thank you for the help.â
Your eyes followed him as he walked out. He didnât show any indication that the encounter affected him whatsoever. As the subway sped away, you hung your head down, saddened by the thought that you would probably never meet this mystery man again.
Author Notes: First post gang! This turned out a bit more angsty and roundabout than I anticipated but I was super excited to write it! I got this idea riding the light rail yesterday while I was recalling a different time I rode the light rail (because my brainâs pretty all over the place and long-winded) and knew that I had to start writing fanfiction! Iâve been wanting to for months and finally got the courage, so here we go! Also, this might be a little ooc but like, I tried! I was picturing this situation would be possibly on his way to the hideout in Yorknew City and that perhaps he was just having a moment of âAh well, Iâll take pity on youâ. But take it as you will!