#christ.....

And the fact she doesn't think her sacrifice is admirable, but foolish. She doesn't give a shit about her facade, she's just as much of a fool as Focalors. The oNLY thing she will give Focalors credit for is fucking over Celestia. THAT'S IT. Leucosia does not view Furina as their archon but a child playing the role of an adult when she can't even handle it. She has her freedom now, and it infuriates her. Especially since she cannot return to her original form with her full power, she wants to go HOME, she wants to go back to the darkness of the sea floor, she wants to go back to the macabre and the horrifying creatures that lurk below where no one in Fontaine has explored. And she can't. She is FORCED to walk the earth as an oceanid/Human while their 'archon' gets to live freely as she desires now that their archon is dead and the prophecy is fulfilled, Furina gets to live out her life as she pleases while Leucosia is barred from everything she loves and now playing her role in the Tsaritsa's impossibly long play. She's not tired, she's Jealous and angry... She's exhausted having to spend time in the light, she wants to go back to the darkness and not worry about being disturbed unless by Neuvillette or her sisters...but she can't. She will never be civil with Furina, she will always have a bite of hatred in her voice when addressing her, she will never grow to accept her as she is and will forever envy her and her freedom.