#chowoodz

I wake up to stop my alarm from ringing and of course will start my day with my daily routine which is morning jog. Trying my best to leave the bed slowly especially trying to let myself free from Seungyoun’s hug but i fail, of course.

“Where are you going?this early.....?” ask Seungyoun with his morning sleepy voice.

“I’m going for morning jog,dude. I’ll be back in an hour. You need more sleep. Bye” i kiss his lip before tug him back to sleep and he goes back to sleep. Damn easy.

I’m getting ready for my jog after freshen up. Usually I’ll jog at the han river park but today I’ll just jog around my neighbourhood instead. When i reach home after 1 hour, Seungyoun still sleeping and i let him be. I wonder when the last time he had a good sleep.

So i go take shower and after that start to prepare breakfast for both of us. Just simple korean breakfast, rice, beef, seaweed, egg roll and coffee of course. I’m done with all the food and I’m currently brewing the coffee when Seungyoun comes into the kitchen

“Morning!”

“Good morning~ how’s your sleep?”

“Good. I think that’s the best sleep ever since I don’t know when the last time i had good sleep”

“I thought so. Come sit. I already prepare breakfast for you and of course your morning coffee”

“I miss your food” says Seungyoun while clapping his hand like a kid.

“Then go ahead eat” i smile look at him. Sometimes he’s like my younger brother the way he act.

“Oh yeah mom is asking to come have lunch with her today” says Seungyoun while munching his food.

“Where?” I sigh.

“Restaurant...?i think....I haven’t ask her yet”

“I’ll pass if it’s outside” I continue to eat my breakfast even i lost apetite.

“Babe~”

“Youn...you know that we’re not officially dating in public yet..”

Yup. We’re dating in secret. Not really, our friends and family knows it but fans? Nope. Not only because of Seungyoun’s idol life but because of mine too. I’m a producer and also a singer-songwriter, choreographer and model too and i work with a lot of artist especially idols.

How we started dating? We were friends. Basically we knew each other since high school when he moved back from oversea. We were classmate but I don’t really talk to him because i left the school after 1 week he transferred but I’m close with Jamie and Yugyeom. So that’s how i knew more about Seungyoun after Jamie and Yugyeom introduced him to me.

We started hang out as friend and all and continue to become close friend because of we’re working in the same industry until early of this year he started to confessed to me that he sees me more than as a close friend. Even when we started to befriend with each other, people around us keep saying that we look together and how we treat each other like partner because both of us kinda clingy kind of type.

We all know the pros and cons if we start to date each other but still dumb me accepted his confession without thinking properly. It’s not like i regret it, it just I’m worried about him. Seungyoun he had been through a lot and I don’t want him to go through the same situation again. More worse if it’s because of our relationship.

“Can you just once think about us?” says Seungyoun.

“What do you mean....you thought all this time i never think about us?! dude...” I put down my utensils on the table.

“No no i mean that, when it comes situation like this, we go out with each other in the public. Don’t care about your surrounding, just think of us...”

“Ah you think it’s easy when you have a group of fans following you around...Seungyoun please. I bet they even know you are here too” i stand up from my sit.

“Wait y/n” Seungyoun grab my hand to stop me.

I look at him with tears nearly falling from my eyes, he’s shock to see me crying. He wipes my tears with his thumbs and pull me into hug.

“I’m sorry. I know....I shouldn’t brought this topic up...I’m sorry okay. I’ll talk to mom about this”

“I love you, youn. I don’t want to lose you. I don’t want to leave you. I don’t want to ruin our friendship. This is why i.....can’t do this....” I look up to his eyes.

“Wait wait hold on. Don’t continue your words. Nope. We’re not gonna break up. No. Please babe” Seungyoun hugging me tightly, don’t want to let me go.

“What’s going on here......you both okay,dear?” suddenly we heard Seungyoun’s mom voice behind us.

“Mom....how....what are you doing here?” Seungyoun turn around to his mom but his arms still not leaving me.

I just bow down to his mom, still crying.

“Oh my god my dear y/n what happen? Why are you crying? You too Seungyoun-ah what happen?” His mom coming closer to us and cupped our faces with her hands.

“Nothing....” I quickly answers but

“We had an.....argument about our relationship,mom” says Seungyoun. I look at him and scold him with my eyes.

“Again? What’s the reason this time?” asks Mom.

“Idk....still the same reason...i guess” Seungyoun awkwardly rub his neck.

“Is it because of the lunch date? Haihh look y/n. I don’t want you to be paranoid of people. If I don’t approve your relationship with Seungyoun, I won’t ask you to go out to eat lunch with me but here i am. I’m proudly to let people know, who stole my son’s heart. I know you’re worried about his and your career and also the fans but you both are human being and you guys deserve to be in-love. As a fans, they should accept the fact their idol have hearts to and can fall in love too. I trust Seungyoun with all my heart when he told me that he wanted to ask you out. This boy knows what he’s doing in his life. You don’t have to be worry about it, okay dear?” Auntie holding my two hands, comforting me. Dumb me still crying and just nodding my head without say anything and hugs her.

“There there, i know you guys will argue about this. That’s why i came here with the help of your manager” says Auntie.

“It’s okay, Auntie. Thank you”

“It’s nothing darling. Anything for my son, for you too. Okayy I’ll get going first and I’ll meet you guys later, okay?”

“Yes mom. Thank you” Seungyoun kiss and hugs his mom while mutter love you to her.

“See you guys later. Don’t be late”

After auntie left, i straight away go to Seungyoun and hug him from behind. He pats my hands on his waist, turn his head to look at me behind me and he chuckle a bit

“We’re so dramatic. Am i right?” Seungyoun laughs.

“We are. I agree” letting him go while Seungyoun still holding my hands, turning himself around to face me. Look at me straight into my eyes and slowly lean in to kiss me on the lips.

“Promise me one thing. Whatever happens, we will be there for each other,promise?”