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The front door clicked shut, the heavy silence of the apartment instantly swallowing the distant hum of the evening traffic. You dropped your keys into the bowl by the door, unbuttoning your work coat as you exhaled a long, exhausted breath. It had been a grueling six-hour shift. But as you kicked off your shoes and walked down the hallway toward the bedroom, a slow, predatory smile crept onto your lips.
You had left a very specific task waiting for you.
When you pushed the bedroom door open, the sight before you was exactly as you had left itâonly far more undone.
Choso was stripped bare, kneeling at the foot of the bed, his wrists bound securely behind his back with thick, soft shibari rope that ran down to anchor his ankles. A black silk blindfold covered his eyes, soaked through at the temples from his tears. In his mouth, a leather ball gag was buckled tight, forcing his jaw wide and rendering his deep voice into nothing but pathetic, muffled whimpers.
And strapped tightly to the base of his leaking, fiercely throbbing length was a bullet vibrator, humming on a low, agonizingly consistent pulse.
The moment the floorboards creaked under your weight, Choso violently flinched. His head snapped toward the sound, his breath catching in his throat. Hearing your familiar steps, his entire body began to tremble, a pathetic, broken whine catching in the back of his gagged throat. Six hours. Six hours of absolute sensory deprivation, trapped in his own head, unable to touch himself, unable to see, with a constant, maddening vibration driving him to the absolute brink of sanity.
You walked over, stepping into his line of visionânot that he could see youâand stood right in front of him.
"Look at you," you murmured, reaching down to hook your fingers under his chin, forcing his blindfolded face up toward yours. "Still right where I left you."
Choso let out a high, nasal sob, leaning his face desperately into your palm. He was a trembling, weeping mess, thick tears escaping from beneath the silk blindfold and tracking down his flushed cheeks. He tried to nuzzle your hand, his hips twitching instinctively, desperate for even a fraction of your warmth.
"Let's see if you've been a good boy for me, hm?" You let go of his chin and sank to your knees between his parted thighs.
The state of him was a complete disaster. The front of his thighs was slick, coated in the copious amounts of pre-cum that had been dripping from him for hours. His cock was a deep, angry crimson, completely engorged, the tip leaking so heavily it was pooling onto the towel you had thoughtfully placed beneath him. Every time the vibrator pulsed against his frenulum, his lower stomach twitched, his abdominal muscles locking up as he fought the urge to explode.
You reached out, your fingertips lightly grazing the sensitive, swollen head of his shaft.
Choso arched his back with a loud, muffled shriek through the gag, his hips violently bucking upward. He sobbed openly now, his chest heaving as he shook his head from side to side. The ropes bit into his skin as he unconsciously strained against them, completely undone by the agonizingly light touch.
"Ah, ah. No moving," you chided softly, slapping his inner thigh with a sharp, stinging crack.
Choso whimpered, instantly freezing, slumping back onto his heels as he wept. He was completely submissive, entirely at your mercy, his usual protective, fierce demeanor utterly melted into a puddle of needy, desperate compliance.
"You didn't try to rub against the mattress to come, did you, Choso?" you asked, your voice dripping with sweet authority. You slid your fingers down to the base of his length, intentionally pressing the humming toy harder against his sweet spot.
He lost his mind. A string of frantic, muffled denials bubbled past the leather ball in his mouthââMmph! Nnh-nnh!ââas he violently shook his head. He was begging. He was completely, utterly whining, his hips twitching in tiny, pathetic circles, silently imploring you to either turn it off or let him finally break. Six hours of unearned edginess had turned him into a hysterical, bubbling mess.
"Good boy," you cooed, leaning up to press a soft kiss to his tear-stained cheek. Your hand slid around to the back of his head, unbuckling the leather gag.
The moment the ball popped free, a thick string of saliva spilled over his lip, and Choso let out a loud, broken wail.
"Pleaseâplease, ah, god, mommy, please," he sobbed, his voice completely wrecked, entirely unraveled. He collapsed forward, burying his wet face into your shoulder, his bound hands twitching behind his back. "I was good... I didn't touch it, I didn't come, I swear... please turn it off, it hurts, it hurts so bad..."
"I know it does, sweetheart," you whispered, running your fingers through his messy, dark hair, letting him weep against your neck. You could feel the frantic, vibrating heat of his erection pressing hard against your thigh. "You did so well for me. Six hours is a very long time."
"Make it stop," he blubbered, his nose pressing into your skin as his whole body shuddered with huge, racking sobs. "Please let me come... let me come for you, please... I'll do anything. I'll be so good."
You reached down, your fingers finding the dial on the toy. Instead of turning it off, you clicked it up to the highest, most intense, chaotic setting.
Choso's eyes rolled back behind the blindfold, a strangled, high-pitched scream tearing from his chest as his entire body went completely rigid in your arms as white jets of cum shoot out landing on his tummy.
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Pulling up to a Chosoâs bedroom at 3 am just to cuddle and sleep. At 5 am you hear rustling in the bedcovers waking you up from yalls spooning position. He was big spoon you were little. You feel something poke your back and you grind on him just to find out what it is just to find out heâs hard.
Choso is a sweetheart and trying to not wake you up by staying still as he possibly can or else youâll feel his dick. After grinding back on him he whimpers trying remain calm.
You scoot back more and act as if youâve just woke up. âdo you need help with that?â âpleaseâŚplease can you help me mommy..look how hard you made me.â Yall both sit up and you start touching his long, thick length. You start to slowly trace around his prominent bulge. He bucks and whines then finally gives up âpleaseâŚi need it so badâŚi need you so badâŚplease touch me.â
You quickly pull down his wet stained boxers getting surprised by his length. He twitches at your touch, pre-cum leaking all the way down to his hairy balls. You then start teasing his long shaft by tracing your fingernails up and down and all around till Choso cant take it anymore.
He grabs my wrist and places it on his pulsing tip. âPlease touch me mommy.â âYouâre soooo needy you know that.â You bend down and kiss his tip. He groans at your touch then you start kitten licking his slit. âShitâŚyou feel so goodddddâ
While Licking long stripes along his veiny shaft your hands reached over to his full balls slowly massaging them. âWaitâŚdontâŚim gonna cum if you touch there.â You stop licking and touching him and stare at him slowly pursing your lips into a sneaky smile.
Quickly you open your mouth, and dive your mouth into his dick, deep throating him all at once. His head throws back and he starts fucking your throat violently making you see stars releasing into your mouth. You swallow and look up at him breathless, hair tangled and skin blushed.
You smile with your eyes and continue to go. âPleaseâŚ.i cant take this anymoreeeeee youre going to suck me dry,â he complains as you start sucking harder taking in every last drop of him.
Something about virgin Choso fucks me up in the head oh my god.
He acts tough. Every time heâs around you, talking to Yuuji, his brothers, he puts on a show as though nothing in the world matters, heâs always calm, laid back. Talking to him, you always got so nervous when he stared you down every time without a care in the world it seems, to you it looked like talking to anyone for him was easy as a breeze of wind, you kind of wished you were like that, like Choso. That also was half of why you were attracted to the man. The other half, well, self explanatory: he was great with his brothers, he was attractive in his own way which made your knees weak every time you saw him.
You hadnât expected him to be a virgin, and a whiney one at that. When you had walked past the bathroom to the kitchen, heard him
He was in the bathroom, he was masturbating.. Were you eavesdropping? Yes, but you couldnât hold yourself from listening in to his beautiful cries of pleasure, whimpering, pleading for some reason, those pretty moans and whines turned you on more than you imagined. Well, the worst part came when you had not realized he was done already, you only realized when he opened the door and stood there, shocked, embarrassement flood over you and you just ran back to the guest bedroom.
If it only wasnât for you getting carried away, this wouldnât be happening right now, you and Choso sitting on the sofa, akwardly waiting for Yuuji to come back from the kitchen so the atmosphere turns nice again. You can feel Choso sneaking glances at you, fidgeting with the black silver rings on his fingers. Not wanting to have this continue for any longer, you decided youâd speak up.
âListen, Iâm sorry for yesterday, I just.. uh..â
You couldnt find a explanation for yourself.
âN-No, Itâs my fault, I shouldnât have.. Uhm, I shouldnât have done it in the bathroom.â
âBut I was eavesdropping on you, I need to apologize for that. I just couldnât help but get carried away from⌠Shock!â
And as Choso was about to answer, Yuuji suddenly came into the room, having only heard muffles of your conversation.
âYo, whatâre you guys talking about?â
With a panic, you blurt whatever comes to mind.
â Oh! I was just telling Choso that Iâll be helping him later.â
âHelping him with what?â
âJust washing the dishes, just to repay him for yesterday, I hit him after he scared me in the dark at night!
Yuuji seems content with that answer, and sits between you two. You couldnât help but notice how Choso looked at you after you said youâll help him later, eyes a little wide, a deep red spreading on his cheeks. He didnât know whether to take it seriously or not, well, you were just making an excuse, but still, a gesture like that would blow his mind completely.
After the movie marathon, you both HAD to go wash the dishes, to play some truth into your silly excuse you gave to Yuuji, it was akward, very akward washing dishes with him. But you got to see Choso, the real him, how he was all fidgety, getting clumsy and blushing as hard as a cherry.
âWas it true..? What you said earlier?â
âWhat are you talking about, Choso?â
âH-How you said youâd help me later..â
âI am helping you thoug- Oh, you mean that?â
You said as the realization hit you, he was hard, and it was all because of your choice of words.
âI-Iâm sorry, I am just gonna go, real sorry for thi-â
âN-No, Choso! I can help you, if you want me to?â
The sigh Choso let out was huge.
âPleaseâŚâ
That was all you needed to hear, proceeding to drag him up to his room at the back of the hall, the location of his room, being secluded and far away from any other room made you so grateful.
You sat him on the edge of his bed, leaning down to massage his thighs.
âHow do you want me to help you, Choso?â
Hearing his name come out of your pretty lips always made him want to hold back smashing his face into yours, but now, he was just confused, he didnât know what would be the most âappropriateâ thing to ask. All he wanted now, was to ruin you, to make you his, kiss you, feel and touch you everywhere he had ever dreamed of.
âI.. I donât know, just- just touch me, do whatever, please..â
When you heard that, you immediately knew that he was a virgin, to your shock infact. Not wanting to torture this poor man any longer, you stopped massaging his thighs for a moment and told him to slide his sweatpants down, all the while looking at the wet spot of precum left on them.
You looked at his length for a second, before actually bringing your hand up to it, to rub and feel it to all of its size, he was huge, possibly the biggest youâve ever had in a partner. It blew your mind and you wondered how it would feel inside you, how it would fill all of your insides, but, right now it was all about Chosoâs pleasure which needed to be fixed.
The pool of precum doubled in size as you continued rubbing it, deciding to finally free it from his boxers, Choso moaned when it sprang up and hit his stomach. That made you look up at him, needing to hear more of his sounds, he looked back at you with a pleading look on his face which just said âplease, touch me alreadyâ
You grabbed his length with your hand and started stroking it, slowly at first, picking up speed with some time. The moans, whines and whimpers this man put out were sent straight to your core.
âPlease, go faster, Iâm gonna cum, Y/N, pleaseâŚâ
That motivated you to pick up speed, also to tighten your grip on his length to up the pleasure for him. His moans were getting out of control until you looked up at him with a strict look, telling him to be quiet. With that sense of dominance, he came all over, all over your hand, his stomach and thighs. His chest heaving, some small moans still coming out as he came down from his high.
You brought your hand up to your mouth, licking your hand and tasting Him before you began to walk out of his room, off to finish yourself off.
âW-Wait, canât I make you feel good now?â
âI did this as an apology, Choso. Some other time, maybe.â
And with a wink and a smirk to him, you walked off to your room with an almost unbarable heat between your legs, it also had to be fixed.
You were late to the first class of my day because you were tired from partying, and you struggled to roll out of the small twin bed.Â
You walked into my economics class, feet dragging. After sitting at your typical seat, you saw that there was someone new next to you.Â
Looking to the left, there was a mystery boy whoâd never been in any of the past class sessions. He's kinda hotâŚÂ
You rest your face on your arms, looking directly at him so he accepts eye contact. The boy slowly turned his head in your direction, but he looked almost scared of you. âWhat's your name?â
The boy quickly turned his head, burying his face in his computer before slowly opening his mouth to say, âC-chosoâŚâÂ
You brought my head up and stuck your arm out to him so heâd shake your hand. âWell, pleased to meet you, Choso. Iâm y/n!âÂ
 He turned his head and looked you up and down as if you had the plague. He slowly reached out his hand as you vigorously shook his arm.Â
âWell, Choso, are you new to this class?â you said while marveling at his face in awe; he was handsome. His jawline was sharp, but he was pale with a dark mark across his noseâhe had a softness to his appearance, though.Â
âYeah⌠Today's my first day. I transferred in from another class I dropped.âÂ
You scooted your chair closer to his. âWell, not like you asked, but if you need any help with past assignments⌠I'm not the one to ask. Have you started them yet?â
He nodded his head. âI already finished them all last night.âÂ
You furrowed your eyebrows at himâdumfounded. âAll of them? One night? What are you, an academic nuke?âÂ
He chuckled softly and pushed his glasses up on his face. It was absolutely adorable.Â
âYeah, I guess you could say thatâŚâ
You moved even closer to him. You could practically feel his body heat due to how close you were.Â
âYou think you can tutor me? Are you that kind of academic nuke?â You immediately enacted puppy-dog eyes. Youâd be able to convince him easily.
In response, he let out an "I'm not sure... I've never tutored anyoneâŚâ he whispered in a nervous tone. He sounded as if he were going to start cowering in fear.Â
âBut if you were able to do all the work in one night, you surely understand it. Right?â
You began to tug on his shirt lightly while increasing your pleading tone. He nodded nervously again and gulped.Â
âY-yea, sure, ok. I understand the contents of the class pretty well." He started to look down at his desk even harder. His cheeks are faintly red.Â
During class, you noticed he was pretty attentive. Constantly asking & answering questions.
Choso didnât even take notes; the whole time, he was doodling. It looked like a portrait of a few guys standing together. It looked exactly like a portrait.Â
You popped your head next to him, oogling at his drawing. âWhat are you drawing, Cho?âÂ
He turned to you, his eyes opening slightly. âCho?âÂ
âYep! Youâve got a nickname now, Cho. Anyways, whadya drawing?âÂ
He slowly pushed his notebook toward the middle of the two of you. âMy brothers⌠I love them a lot, they're my pride and joy.Â
You could hear the excitement in his tone. It was endearing. âAw, you're such a cutie-patootie, Cho!â You softly slapped his shoulder.Â
âW-what?â Red began to quickly blush on his face as he allowed himself to get flustered by the comment.Â
âI said you're a cutie-patootie. You draw them so well; I bet they're so proud of their smart little Cho.âÂ
You werenât sure what was happening to you. It's like you felt drawn to the concept of flirting with him. It felt rightÂ
He began to look around in various directions while nodding his head. Faint âmhmsâ left his throat as he received your praise.Â
 âCho, you should be an artist; you have some real talentâŚâ You began to flip through the notebook: no notes, just drawings.Â
âI-I uh, I am an artist. I do tattoos sometimes⌠a lot on campus actually.â You gasped as your face lit up.
âSeriously, Cho!? Iâve wanted to get a tattoo for so longââ
Before you finished speaking, you were rudely shushed by your professor. OopsâŚÂ
Choso silently giggled as you were called out. You pinched his cheek in response, making him redder than he was before.Â
After going quiet, you continued to flip through more of his notebook. Â
Class was going slowly, & out of boredom, you asked, "What's your favorite memory with your brothers, Cho?âÂ
He turned to you, giddily and happily. âWe were all together, eating spaghetti at a picnic. I love my brothers, I'm the oldest, so I have to take care of all of them!âÂ
You brought your hand to caress his cheek. âAw, what a cute memory!âÂ
He snuggled his face into your hand, getting his face comfortable.Â
Class had finally finished, & everyone began to pack up.Â
âChoooo! When can I come over so you can tutor me?â As he stood up, you walked up to grab his arm.Â
He held his books close to his chest, his mind spinning. âUhhh, we can go to my dorm. I'm free at 4 tomorrowâŚâÂ
âOk!â You snatched his phone off the table and typed your number into the phone while texting yourself.Â
You dispersed and walked out of the class, excited for your tutoring session tomorrow.Â
The next day at 3, you were getting ready to meet Choso at his dorm.
 Youâd slipped on a pink tee with a white mini skirt over your matching lacey pink bra and panties. You finished the outfit with pink Converse.Â
Youâd finished the last touches of your makeup before texting him.Â
y/n: Where do you live, Chocho?
Cho baby: The apartment building across from sorority row. Iâm 4A
y/n: Youâve been across from me this entire time??? Iâm gonna visit you every day, Cho!
Cho baby: Iâve seen you a few times⌠I was at the fundraiser carwash. You washed my carâŚ
y/n: Did you enjoy it, Cho?
You saw the text bubbles pop up and disappear for a minute straight.Â
y/n: You didnât like it? Iâm so sad, I put on my favorite bikini for it, too, Cho! Â
Cho baby: No! I loved it; you looked very pretty.Â
y/n: I'm gonna give you a big ol kiss on the lips when I see you, Cho! I'm coming now!Â
You bolted out the door, saying bye to your sisters. You ran across the street into the apartment building and took the elevator to his door.Â
You knocked in a pattern on his door while saying âChoâ in a sweet tone.Â
He opened the door for you. He was in a slutty pair of grey sweatpants & a black compression shirt with his hair in two cute ponytails.Â
He whispered a âhiâ and let you walk in. His apartment smelled of cinnamon buns; it was very clean and tidy as well.Â
He led you into his room, and you sat on the bed. He said âbrbâ before walking to the kitchen.
His room looked like you imagined. A desk with a stack of books, he also had a gaming PC that looked pretty expensive. On the side was a cart with tattoo items.Â
Choso came back holding a plate of warm, steaming cinnamon buns with a side of icing.Â
âAw Cho, you made me sweets! So cute of you. You jumped up from the bed and wrapped your arms around his neck.Â
He slowly wrapped his arms around your waist as if he were scared to touch you. He set the plate down at the desk while moving to sit in the chair.Â
You picked up a cinnamon bun & dipped it in the icing while taking a huge bite. You let out a seductive âmmmmâ as you felt the white, gooey substance coat your lips.Â
"It's soooo good, Cho, you have to try it!â You moved the bun to his lips, and he slowly opened his mouth, taking a bite.Â
You wipe the extra icing off his lips and lick it off your thumb. Red began to grow on his face as you licked every drop of icing off your thumb.Â
âMmmmâŚâ Choso turned to his desk and scrambled to get his notes for tutoring.Â
âO-ok, time to study.â You sit back down on the bed and turn to lie on your tummy. The sheets smell of linen and lavender.Â
After an hour of studying, you get tired & bored. In the middle of Choso speaking, you walk up to him and settle on his lap.Â
âCho⌠I'm bored. You take a random book off his desk and open it to see a portfolio of tattoos.Â
He looks at you, his face dark red as you move around on his lap. He's starting to feel quite aroused by your placement. âYou know, Cho, I always wanted a tattoo.â
He let out a hushed 'mhm,' as he always does.Â
You take your shirt off, revealing your lacy boobs shaking from your movement. You point to the spot right under your boob on your rib.Â
âI want it right there,â you say. He moves his shaky hand to touch the area you pointed toward.Â
He pulls out his notebook and flips to a page toward the end. It's a design of a pink heart with your initial inside, with an elegant 3D font.Â
âA tattoo design for me? Thank you!âÂ
I pick the notebook up from his hands as he looks at me. âAw, Cho, you're just too sweet.â
âI ought to pay you back for all youâve done for me, the studying, the cinnamon buns, and the tattoo design.â He's remained awfully quiet, but he did nod as if he were picking up what you were putting down.Â
You moved your legs to straddle him on the chair. You wrapped your arms around him and kissed him on the lips while grinding on him.Â
You were bold as he maneuvered his tongue through your wet mouth, moving in a hesitant, shy manner. He moaned as he slipped his tongue deeper in.Â
He wrapped his hands around your ass, squeezing and fondling boldly. He then moved to your clothed tit, kneading and circling your clothed nipple.Â
You stood up and sank to your knees while grabbing the icing from the plate.Â
Chosoâs erection was prominent; you could tell his cock was practically begging to be released from his pants.Â
âYou want me to suck your pretty cock, Cho? Hm?â His eyes widened, but he replied with an eager âUh huh..."Â
You pull his boxers down with your free hand, and his cock springs out. It's long & thick. His icy blue veins contrast with his red-flushed tip.Â
You run your finger over his tip, and his body shudders. Next, you pour the icing all over his cock.Â
While fondling his balls, you try to lick up all the frosting before it reaches his base. You, kitten, lick around various spots as shy whimpers leave your mouth.Â
Soon, his whole cock is coated with your saliva as you run your throat up and down in motions. You pull your head off his dick and spit on it.
âCho, your dick tastes so good⌠âts yummy,â he covers his face as he blushes hard.Â
âR-really? You like it?â You nod and continue to take his twitching cock into your mouth.Â
He starts to groan and shake erratically as his warm, sweet-salty seed bursts into your mouth. You start to overstimulate him as he shoots out more of his warm load.Â
âFuck! y/n! T-too muchâ ngh!â He pushes your head back onto his dick. His hair brushes your face as his whole length is now down your throat.Â
Choso pushes the chair back to stand up before stuttering out, âGet on the bed now. S-slut.âÂ
âAnything for you, Cho.â You listen to his command and crawl onto the bed on all fours.Â
He slaps your ass hard, the sound reverberating off the walls. He pulls off your skirt, looking at your panties.Â
âY/n, you're soaking wet.â You arch your back and push your ass back into his face.Â
âI am, only for you, though. Please fuck me, ChoâŚâÂ
He pulls your underwear down. A string of wetness goes down with it.Â
He latches his mouth onto your clit while flicking his tongue on the sensitive bud. He grips your ass as you let out senseless moans. He's driving you insane.
He sticks two fingers up your cunt, & the wet substances coat his fingers. He curls and moves his fingers in various motions.Â
He pulls his head back to spit on your pussy before going back to devouring it again.Â
"Y/n, you taste like heaven.â All you can do is moan and spasm.Â
You look back and cross your legs around his neck to pull him deeper in. He sticks his tongue deep in your cunt as he rubs your clit ferociously.Â
Your eyes roll back in your head. âCho im goâugh!" You cream all over his face as he slurps it all up.Â
Choso unclips your bra from the back and throws it to the ground. You turn onto your back, your tits spreading apart.Â
He moves forward to latch his tongue onto your hardened nipple.Â
âCho, I want it in me,â you whine out in desperation.
He picks up his hard cock into his hand and begins to stroke it slowly.Â
Your face begins to fluster at the time of need: âIâll give it to you, baby, anywhere you want.âÂ
He bites your nipple softly as he aligns himself with your hole. He roughly thrust into you, immediately making you yelp out in pain and desire.Â
He moves slowly back and forth as he stretches out your slutty wet hole.Â
All you can hear in the room as he thrusts is the slapping of skin and the wet squelching.Â
He presses you into the mattress as his cock begins to repeatedly hit your G-spot.Â
âI love your wet pussy, y/n; it's so good.â All you can let out is incoherent babbling in response to his praise.
He grabs your hands and pins them above your head, onto the mattress. He dips down to start sucking on your nipples, alternating for fun.Â
âChoso, I wanna have your b-â you tense up as he begins to guide you to your release.Â
âIâll give you all my babies⌠mmm.. I promise y/n.â his tip rubs against your special spot once more before you moan in release.Â
Choso keeps thrusting, making the cream multiply. He moans as he spills his warm seed into you, his dick still sensitive.Â
He leans down to pepper kisses onto your body, moving up to your mouth. His hips slow down as he completes the final slap into you.Â
âWhen can I get my tattoo, Cho?â you say, panting.Â
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I got my sights set on you, and I'm ready to aim.
âAnd, this is Choso!â
Now, you couldnât remember whose idea it was to go to the fair (probably Yuuji), but at this moment, you were too grateful. To think you were going to miss out on this because you wouldâve instead worked on classwork that was due NEXT week. Mai begged you to take a break, and you agreed to go like a good best friend. And thankfully, you did, cause if not, you wouldâve never met him.
I have a heart that will never be tamed.
Choso was a little awkward. Nervous, for sure, but he had that demeanor that told you he was a lot more chill when he gets comfortable. Now the question was, why wouldnât he be comfortable? That was, of course, because he was meeting you. Nonetheless, his ambition drove him to initiate a conversation with you, putting his anxiety on the back burner and acting ânormal.â
âSo, youâre Maiâs friend?â
Obviously, you were. A blush crosses your face, giving an awkward smile before looking at Mai. She understood immediately, face lighting up a bit when she realized you had the hots for him. With a smirk, she looked at him.
âUh, yeah! Sheâs my best friend, canât you tell?â
Choso directed his attention at Mai, giving her a squinted look. Not that he didnât appreciate her, but he was already having a hard time talking to you, and she definitely wasnât making it easy.
âWell, now I do. Thanks for the clarification, maâam.â
âNo problem, sir.â
She jabbed his arm, causing him to chuckle. Looking back at you, he smiled a bit.
âHopefully, you arenât as crass as your friend here.â
âI try not to be.â
âHey, what the hell does that mean?â
You were giggling now, loosening up as you realized there wasnât much to be nervous about. Choso was just a normal guy, a really hot, normal guy. That didnât stop you from tucking your hair behind your ear nervously, it was so damn obvious you were flustered, but Choso was none the wiser.
I knew you were something special when you spoke my name; now I can't wait to see you again.
âHey Choso! Weâre heading over to the rides.â
Yuuji was now walking over to you guys, patting Choso on the back. When he noticed you standing there with Mai, his face lit up with surprise.
âSo, Mai got you to come out and play! You do magic on her or something?â
âNO, I DID NOT. You guys are assholes, she came out on her own volition!â
Now, you and Yuuji have known each other for a while, but heâs just as irritating now as he was when you met him freshman year.
âI thought it would be fun to relax a bit and decompress from studying.â
Choso perked up at your comment, grateful to have something, anything, to work off of.
"Oh wow, what're you studying?"
Almost instantly, everyoneâs eyes were on Choso. Mai looked at him intently, mostly in shock. You looked at him more relaxed, prepared to have a normal conversation with him. But Yuuji, as oblivious as usual, did not catch on to Choso trying to make conversation with you.
âWell, as much fun as this little chat is, Iâll be stealing Choso now. Inumaki and the others are waiting for us so we can ride a few rides.â
With that, Yuuji was hauling Choso with him to somewhere in the fair. But what you did not expect was Choso looking back at you, giving you a little wave, then turning to tell off Yuuji.
I've got a way of knowing when something is right.
âSo, your friendâŚâ
Mai shot the water into the target, attempting to get one of those oversized stuffed animals for the past ten minutes. When she lost again, she slammed another 5-dollar bill on the counter, demanding another turn.
âYeah, you talkinâ about Choso?â
The game reset and she went to town. Mai was deadlocked on the target with the precision of a sniper. But, 30 dollars later, she finally won. Cheering and practically ripping the stuffed dino off the rack, she looked at you with sparkles; she was so damn proud of herself. After that, you two decided to get some fair food.
âYeah, him.â
Pointing to the funnel cake stand, Mai dragged you closely behind her; you were attempting to catch up as fast as possible. She quickly ordered you guys a funnel cake; of course, the two of you had to share.
âYou like him? I can totally tell. You looked like you were a pot about to boil over.â
You start scoffing, laughing nervously as you feign offense to her comment. But she really wasnât wrong.
âYeah, well, YOU say that! Do you think he noticed?â
"Babe, he totally noticed. Choso isn't the type to say something though, so whether he did or didn't, the world may never know."
You grab the funnel cake from the window, finding a picnic table to set up base. Mai was giving you that look now, that one she gives when she has an idea, and thatâs never good.
âWhat the hell are you-â
âYou know, heâs single. Havenât seen him talk to a girl since freshman year, and that wasnât very long.â
âShouldnât that be a red flag? What if heâs an asshole?â
âOh, heâs far from that. If anything, I just think he canât get laid to save his life. BUT, then thereâs you.â
You avert your eye contact with Mai to the floor, too embarrassed to look at her.
âLook, you donât have anything to worry about with him. Heâs a nice guy and Iâm sure heâd treat you well, in more ways than one.â
She winks at you as you jab her on the shoulder. As much as you loved her, she could be a pain in the ass, but as she would say, âyour pain in the ass.âÂ
I feel like I must've known you in another life, cause I felt this deep connection when you looked in my eyes.
After finishing the funnel cake, you guys walk about the fair, looking for another game to play, that is, until a set of hands comes in front of Maiâs eyes.
âGuess who?â
âYuuji, get your paws off my face or Iâm gonna beat your ass.â
With a pout, he lowered his hands, sneering at her when she turned around. As you turn to face him, you see Choso standing beside him, already looking at you. Reacting to the eye contact, he awkwardly puts a hand behind his neck.
âUh, hey.â
âHi, um⌠how were the rides?â
âThey were good until Megumi and Inumaki threw up, so Todo drove them back to the dorms.â
Yuuji then looks around you and Mai, a confused look on his face.
âWhat about you guys? Whereâs everyone else, or did Mai scare them off?â
âYuuji, youâre on thin ice. We came by ourselves, GIRLâS night out.â
âWell, me and Choso are doing the same, isnât that right?â
Choso looked at Yuuji like he had two heads.
âYou mean when you badgered me for an hour so Iâd come with you guys? Boyâs night out, for sure.â
You chuckled at Chosoâs rebuttal, which didnât go unnoticed by Yuuji. From that, Yuuji looked at Mai, who looked at you, then at Choso, prompting Yuuji to do the same.
âWell, whatâs a little get-together, am I right?â
âWerenât you just adamant about the boy's night out thing?â
âYes, Choso, I was, but Iâve had a change of heart. They'll be riding the rollercoaster with us, isnât that right, Mai?â
You shoot a panicked look at Mai, and simultaneously, Choso shoots the same to Yuuji.
âYeah, Yuuji. Youâre right. Letâs head over now.â
You and Chosoâs eyes met, quickly blushing and averting your gaze. In that moment, you knew you were, to put it simply, down bad.
Now I can't wait to see you again.
The last time I freaked out, I just kept looking down.
Now, rollercoasters werenât usually your thing, but when Mai gave you that puppy dog look, you couldnât tell her no. She and Yuuji ran to the gate, leaving you and Choso behind to walk there, neither of you as excited as your friends.
âLooks like itâs a two-seater. Well, Mai, I think we should ride together!â
âYou know what, Yuuji? Thatâs a great idea.â
You yanked at Maiâs sleeve, meeting her wide smile. The fuck are you doing? you whispered to her, still smiling in an attempt to act normal. Helping you out, duh, she whispered back, gently removing your hand from her shirt. As the ride attendant opened the gate, Yuuji and Mai flew to the front seat, leaving you and Choso on the bay.
âIs there, uh, anywhere in particular you want to sit?â
âThe middle to back is fine!
With that, Choso guided you to a seat, holding your hand to help you sit in the cart. He sat down softly as you frantically looked for the seatbelt.
âHere, let me help you with-â
He noticed the harness sat right on top of your chest, which, if he wasnât blushing before, he was completely flustered now. You both waited awkwardly for the ride attendant to strap you in.
I st-st-stuttered when you asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout.
Yuuji, extremely excited about the thrill of the ride, turned around and shot a thumbs-up at Choso. What did that mean? God, it was so obvious even Yuuji could tell. Or did Mai say something? They had been looking back and forth, which could be-
âWhatcha thinkinâ âbout?â
Well, you couldn't tell him the obvious answer, of course. You boggled your brain, trying to come up with a lie to say. But then he wrapped his arm behind your head, resting it on your neck. You were about to combust. You damn near shook with both anxiety AND rouse.
Felt like I couldn't breathe; you asked what's wrong with me.
âSomethinâ wrong? Sorry, I shouldâve asked first.â
He began to retract his arm.
âNo! I'm fine, youâre all good haha.â
You decided just to shut up and shoot him an awkward smile, preparing for the ride that began to take off.
âGood, canât have you scared. Donât worry, itâll be over soon.â
Oh, it was gonna be over soon, alright, because you were gonna pass out from the feeling of him bringing you into his chest.
The next time we hang out, I will redeem myself, my heart it can't rest 'til then.
You couldnât get off that fuckinâ ride quick enough. You unbuckle yourself swiftly, running over to Mai, who was still talking to Yuuji.
âHey there! How was the ride?â
âIt was great, but I think we should really get going!â
She looked at you in concern, then at Choso walking up behind you guys, and then at Yuuji, who was confused per usual. Before Choso could walk up, you put your head down and walked down the bay, stopping at the ride's exit.Â
âMâkay, bye!â
You were too embarrassed from getting all worked up over an arm; you couldnât even face him. Mai stood there talking to both Yuuji and Choso, obviously upset, with Choso putting his hand up in a confused motion. God, this was torture. After a couple of minutes, Mai walked up to you, patting you on your back. And with that, you guys went back to your dorm.
Oh, I can't wait to see you again.
I got this crazy feelin' deep inside when you called and asked to see me tomorrow night.
You had just got in bed for the night, still coming down from the roller coaster, both the physical and emotional one. What were you doing? It was a perfect opportunity to talk to him, and you screwed it up. Now, heâs probably-
Youâre interrupted from your thoughts by your phone ringing. You take it off the charger and turn down the brightness, reading the screen. A random number? This late? You almost declined the call, but then the asshole in you had the idea to answer and give the night caller a piece of your mind. You click the green button, putting your phone up to your ear, an arsenal of insults on standby.
âWho is this? You know itâs 11 p.m., right?â
âOh, um, sorry. Itâs Choso. Didn't realize it was so late, Iâll talk to you tomorrow.â
Your heart dropped to your ass. Choso? How the hell did he get your number? Then, it struck you, when he and Mai talked on the bay. You shift your whole mood from threatening to weak in the knees.
âOh, no, itâs fine! Sorry, thought you were a scam caller.â
âYeah, I guess I couldâve texted you first. Happy you still accepted the call, though.â
âSo, whatâs up?â
âI just wanted to, uh, apologize for earlier. Wasnât my intention to make you uncomfortable or anything like that.â
You began pacing around the room, trying to keep quiet and not wake Mai.
âOh, no, I just, um, it was nothing, I was just, umâŚâ
âI was nervous, too, to be honest. I mean, I was scared I blew my chances with you.â
You stalled your movements in disbelief at what you had just heard.
âI donât think I, uh heard you right, could you-â
âCan I take you out tomorrow night?â
You had to turn off the mic; you couldnât help but scream into your pillow. After gaining composure, you turned the mic back on.
âWhat did you have in mind?â
âHowâs a movie? Yuuji said you wanted to watch that new one, Human Earthworm 3, I think?â
So, Yuuji had said something to him. To be fair, they were brothers, so that would happen eventually, but you felt something itch inside you at the thought of all the things Yuuji could have said.
âSo, uh, is that a yes?â
âOh! Um, yeah, I mean, yes, sure. What time?â
âBe ready at 6.â
You were about to begin jumping around like a goddamn maniac.
âOkay, got it.â
âOkay, see you, tomorrow, angel.â
Before he hung up the phone, you could hear Yuuji cheering in the background. What the actual fuck just happened. Like clockwork, Mai jumped up, smirking. Sheâd been awake this whole time.
âSo, he had the balls to ask you! I wasnât expecting that one.â
I'm not a mind reader, but I'm reading the sign that you can't wait to see me again.
Now, itâs not like you were super excited about the date or anything. Not when you started getting ready at 12 despite you needing to be ready at 6, or when you repainted your nails, or when you waxed yourself, or when you were asking Mai which outfit you should wear.Â
âTrust me, whatever you wear, heâs gonna like it. Heâs happy to even be dating you!â
She had a point.
âBut Maiiiii, what if he doesnât like these jeans?â
âWerenât you wearing jeans when you met him?â
âUgh, shut up!â
âWhatever ya want, sweetheart.â
You decided to just go for a black dress, which was pretty short, but, come to think of it, wasnât really a bad idea. But then, what shoes were you gonna wear? Which purse would-
Your phone lit up, a text from Choso.
âOutside :)â
Shit, it was six already. You started to panic, looking for anything else you were missing. As you turn around, Maiâs holding a pair of sneakers and a purse to match. You squeal and kiss her on the cheek, rushing to put your sneakers on as you stumbled out the door.
The last time I freaked out, I just kept looking down.
As you walked down the stairs, you began freaking out. You were about to be alone with Choso for hours, which you were fucking ecstatic about, but you realized you didnât have the balls for this. But then, you get a thought from Mai, âGet it together, bitch!â
Damn it, why was she always right??? Not wanting to make him wait any longer, you sucked it up and walked outside. Choso leaned against his car, wearing a basic black tee covered by an aviator jacket with a pair of cuffed jeans. Damn, he looked good. Little did you know, he was thinking the same about you. That little black dress had him staring, mind trying to picture what might be underneath. You walked up to him quickly, holding your purse awkwardly, noticing his gaze checking you out.Â
âYou look great.â
âThanks, not too bad yourself.â
You had to contain yourself. Like who, me? You send him a flirty smile as he opens the car door for you, going under his arm to get in the seat.
âYou smell damn good too.â
The movie was pretty okay; not like you were really paying attention, though. When you guys sat down in the movie, Choso expectedly draped his arm around you, pulling you close to lay on his chest. What really sent you over the edge was halfway through the movie, when he brought his arm lower, slinking it around your waist, hand resting on your hip. He was dangerously close to your ass, there was that fine, fine line, and he was skating on it, making sure not to move too much in case he did cross that line cause the last thing he wanted was to make you uncomfortable again. After what felt like a year, the movie was over, and people spilled out of the theatre, clearly a full house. You and Choso were stragglers, only a handful of people still sitting around, and when he noticed, he brought his arm back over, nearly making you cry at the retreat.Â
I st-st-stuttered when you asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout.
âHowâd you like it?â
âIt was okay, not as good as the first one. What about you?â
âI havenât seen the other ones, but it was pretty good!â
Choso stood up, taking a big stretch after sitting for so long. Your eyes immediately caught the slight lift in his shirt, his v-line and lower abs flexed as he groaned a bit, and fuck, it sounded good. He brought his hand down, encouraging you to take it, pulling you up, and putting his hand back around your waist. He held it firm, guiding you out of the theater and back to the car, helping you inside. You were dreading the fact the date was coming to an end; you had to think of something to prolong-
Chosoâs phone rings, Yuujiâs contact picture illuminating the screen. With a deep sigh, he answers it.
âWhat?â
âI take it youâre still out?â
âNo shit, Sherlock.â
âWell, bad news. I locked myself out of the room. Can you come here and let me in?â
âIâm on a date, motherfucker.â
âOh yeah. Bring her with you!â
âJesus Christ.â
Choso mutes the mic, looking at you. Now, you werenât exactly looking forward to seeing Yuuji, but spending more time with Choso was your prerogative. You give him a nod and a smile, and his annoyance fades slightly. Unmuting the phone, he rolls his eyes.
âBe there in 10.â
âThank youuuu!â
âFuck off.â
The ride back to their dorm was pretty fast, but it was hard to think with Chosoâs hand rubbing your thigh. Once again, skating on that fine line of nearly touching a little too far up your dress, but thankfully for the both of you, he had some self-control. Your presence was eating at him, though; every time you smiled, he couldnât help but stare at your lips or look at your ass as you walked before him, exiting the theater. Thank god your dress covered your chest, cause heâs pretty sure that wouldâve killed him too.
You waited for him to open the car door, second nature, to feel his hand on your side. Yuuji sat in one of the chairs in the lobby, perking up at the sight of you guys walking through, then pouting.
âYou guys took forever to get here!â
âIt was 13 minutes.â
Choso, tired at this point, walked the two of you upstairs to their room. He unlocked the door with annoyance, letting Yuuji and you walk in.Â
âSo, where did you put your keys? Iâm not unlocking it again.â
Yuuji walked to the door and stepped outside, rummaging through his pocket and conveniently pulling out his keys.
âLook, they were here all along! Thatâs so crazy, haha.â
When you and Choso realized what had happened, it was already too late. Yuuji had since locked the door behind him, hearing him laugh as he walked down the hall.
âThat fucker had his keys the whole time. Why am I not surprised?â
âBecause itâs Yuuji weâre talking about here.â
Choso took a deep exhale and sighed.
Felt like I couldn't breathe, you asked what's wrong with me.
âSorry about the unnecessary detour, I can go ahead and-â
You brought his lips to yours experimentally, him pulling back to look at you. Damn, you were nervous, but the lack of touch and the lust had completely taken over you, you knew what you wanted, and it was him. You kiss him firmly, pushing him back onto the bed. Instantly, Choso picked your legs up and placed them on either side of him, positioning you in his lap as he kissed you back. All he could seem to do was touch you, exploring your body, hands groping everything he touched.Â
Out of his mind, horny, he brought your hips down to grind against his, feeling his dick rub against you through his pants, making you moan softly. He was becoming hungry, hands climbing up your dress to unclip your bra, bringing your clothed nipple into his mouth. Indulging in the little moans he pulled out of you was nice, but Choso was fucking selfish. He wasted no time flipping you over so your back lay against the bed, opening your thighs to position himself between them. That little black dress? Choso had stripped it from you, along with that bra, somewhere on the floor of his room. Now, Choso wasnât a virgin, but the way he stared at your topless body would make it seem like heâs never seen a pair of tits before.
âYouâre so damn pretty.â
He brought his shirt over his head, discarding it and his jeans, thinking your panties should go too, but you looked damn good in that thong. So, why not have a little fun? Choso pulled up your panty line, making your thong outline your pussy, soaked lips spilling out the sides, but not quite enough that you were fully exposed. Rubbing your clit through the fabric, you were getting so wet that your thong was soaked in your pre-cum. Wished he had a photographic memory, because he was in love with the sight he got to see when he decided to be nice and finally strip you of your panties. You were on full display to him, and like a siren, you brought your fingers down to spread your lips for him, inviting him to touch you in some way. He had something way better than that; trust. Cause at this point, he was flipping you on top of him, bringing your hips up to him so he could taste his your pussy on his face. You hesitated at first, scared you were gonna suffocate him, but with one look at his face, you knew he didnât give a fuck. He brought your hips down so your pussy landed on his tongue, then it was go time. Sucking, licking, kissing, he was doing everything he could, addicted to your taste and scent. God, your pussy was delicious. He almost damned Yuuji and Mai for taking this long to introduce you to him. For taking so long to let him date you. For taking so long to let him please you.Â
âChoso, fuck!â
He was feining for it, the way you were moaning his name like a prayer, and his mouth was something to believe in. Thatâs why you started gripping his headboard, shamelessly grinding your pussy across his face as you feel your orgasm approaching. You look down at him with those pretty doe eyes, and when they meet his, he starts licking your clit, flapping his tongue as he drew circles around it. Every cycle, every rotation, it was too much.
âI-I-â
You didnât have to finish that sentence. Knew the second he felt your pussy spasm against his tongue, cumming in his mouth as he continued pleasing you, gripping your hips so you couldnât move as you rode out your high. Finally, when you started whimpering from overstimulation, he decided to let you go, but you werenât getting off that easy. Within seconds, Choso had you on your back, legs wide open, as he slid his dick inside your pussy.
The next time we hang out, I will redeem myself.
You honestly didnât know you could cum that hard, let alone moan that loudly; so grateful the room next to them was vacant. But it wasnât until Choso started fucking you slowly that you were losing yourself. He wanted to give you some time to adjust, but you were just so damn sexy, pretty face with an even prettier-
âMore, please.â
He was hearing things, for sure. There was no way you were begging him to fuck you, but he fuckinâ liked it.
âMore what? Tell me.â
âFuck me, Choso.â
He didnât have time to tease you anymore; his dick was aching so bad it could shatter. So, he gave you exactly what you wanted. At first, he kept a steady pace, gripping the sides of your pillow as his hips made you arch your back into him, but fuck, he needed wanted more.Â
âIâm gonna fuck you a little faster now, that okay?â
âYes, baby, just give it to me.â
Jesus, you were just trying to drive him insane. That pretty voice of yours calling him baby, he was already grateful you agreed to go on that date with him, but he didnât expect this to happen (he was hoping heâd fuck you after the second or third date). He sat back on his legs as he lifted your hips to take him deeper, making you repeatedly groan his name. But, nothing could prepare you for how he began fucking you, fast and deep; he fucked you like he needed you, like he fuckinâ craved you. He couldnât keep your name out of his mouth when he felt your pussy pulling him back in again every time he fell back to fuck you deeper. He started daydreaming about you a bit, what your next date would be like, seeing you every day, walking you to class, and then fucking you after you two completed classwork. The sound of your juices spilling out of your pussy onto his dick snapped him out of it, relishing in the sounds of your wetness and the claps of your ass every time he brought your body onto his. You felt so damn good, bringing your fingers up to touch his chest as he looked you in the eyes. And every time you looked away, he brought a hand up to put your eyes back on his. Because he needed to see how his dick made you feel and show you how good your pussy was taking it.Â
âI gotta cum baby, need you to cum for me first.â
He pulled out, laying down to eat your pussy again, rutting his dick into his sheets. And when he made you cum for the second time, he slipped back inside, feeling your pussy pulsing with the waves of your orgasm. He came to the sounds of you squealing his name, your pussy milking him for all heâs worth.
My heart, it can't rest 'til then.
That was the best sex the two of you had ever had. It left you both panting, backs on the bed, mind hazy. Choso looked over at you, watching your tits rise and fall with every breath you took; he had to look away before he fucked you again, not that he wouldnât mind. You looked up at him with those pretty doe eyes, and he swore he would melt. He brought you up to him, kissing you softly as he pulled a blanket over the two of you. You laid your head on his chest, following with his arm wrapping around your back and waist.
âSo, wanna go on another date?â
Oh, I can't wait to see you again.
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choso and you
You and Choso had already been in an on-and-off relationship. It wasnât meant to work out from the beginning, your schedules constantly colliding, your lives never aligning in the way they should have. The pent-up emotions between the two of you kept boiling over, massive fights stretching on for weeks, leaving silence so heavy it almost had weight. Your maturity levels were different. Choso had his own way of handling things while you tried to talk, to make him understand, to get your point across without the walls between you crumbling. The constant pushing away left you spiraling into bad habits, slipping into anxiety whenever you even thought about telling him something, terrified of his reaction. You were walking on eggshells every day, never knowing which word would trigger an explosion.
That night you sat on the couch, your hands clenched in your lap, knees pulled to your chest. The city outside your window glowed and flickered, lights blurring together with the tears you refused to let fall. You thought of all the times you had tried to reach him, of how your words had fallen like soft rain on concrete, absorbed by nothing. You wanted to be seen, truly seen, but he always seemed just out of reach.
You typed a message, deleted it, typed another, and deleted that one too. Your phone felt heavier in your hand than it had ever done before. You couldnât tell if it was fear or hope keeping your fingers frozen over the keyboard. When you finally pressed send, it felt like tossing a paper boat into a stormy river and praying it would reach him safely.
âI canât keep walking on eggshells Choso I want to be honest with you even if it hurtsâ
The reply came almost immediately, then the constant spam calls, the texts that were sweet, threatening, then sweet again.
âyou canât do this to meâ
âyouâre not gonna leave me not like this, not everâ
âdonât do this to me babyâ
ây r u tweaked out brahâ
3 missed calls from âmy love đâ
5+ MESSAGES
3 missed callsâ
You shut off your phone. You were already so exhausted. You hated the way he acted whenever it came down to things like that, when youâd beg for change and there would be none from his end. It was only a matter of time before it all blew over, and that time was now. So why did it feel like your chest had been hollowed out, like a piece of your soul had been ripped from your body without your permission. Why did it leave you feeling so guilty, so heavy, almost like you had done something wrong even though you hadnât?
You curled up on the edge of your bed, knees pressed to your chest, staring at the ceiling like it held the answers. The room was quiet except for the faint hum of the heater, and it felt suffocating. The breakup hadnât been dramatic, there hadnât even been yelling. It had been that quiet, inevitable slide into words that didnât need to be said anymore. Youâd both known it had to end the moment the test came up, the moment real life pushed in and reminded you that love alone wasnât enough to fix schedules, immaturity, distance, or stubbornness.
You wondered if he felt it too, the absence of you in his day-to-day, the way your space would now echo with nothing. Did he feel the weight of it, the emptiness of the routine you once occupied? Or did he already shrug it off, moving like he always did, like it wasnât a fracture in his world?
Your mind replayed every fight, every time you tried to explain your side, every time you begged for him to meet you halfway. You had wanted so badly to hold onto him, to fix him, to fix both of you. But love had limits, and sometimes wanting wasnât enough.
You lay there, staring at the blank ceiling, and realized how deeply you had internalized it. It wasnât just the breakup; it was the finality of it. The way your life would move forward without his laugh in the mornings, without the quiet understanding in the middle of chaos, without the moments that had made you feel, however fleetingly, like you belonged together.
You didnât cry. Not yet. You just felt the emptiness settle in your chest, heavy and slow, like a shadow that refused to leave. And even though you knew it was over, even though you knew this was the right thing, your mind whispered all the same: maybe if I had tried harder, maybe if I had been better, maybe⌠maybe we wouldnât have ended up here.
But damn, was that really it?
a/n ; i was obsessed with choso before i became committed to nanami again đ°
a/n: This is my first time writing and I donât know what Iâm doing bare with me.
Tired!choso x yapper!reader (fluff with a little twist at the end.)
Word count:440
When Choso gets home from work youâll always yap about your day no matter what heâs doing when he gets back.
Taking a shower? You're right there talking away. Getting changed? Still talking. And he loves it. It doesnât matter what heâs doing, but today was different?
When Choso walks through the door of your shared apartment, heâs immediately greeted by you âHi baby!â kissing him, and of course he kisses you back. After you finally stop kissing him and he takes a minute to breathe.
âWell hello to you too. Iâm gonna go take a shower, okay love?â He starts walking to the bathroom and of course you follow him blabbering about your day âSo I was cleaning the kitchen today and I found a huge spider in the cabinet and the-(insert more yapping).â
Choso makes it to the bathroom with you right behind him still talking, responding with some âmhmâsâ âReally?âsâ and âOh wowâsâ. He starts the shower and starts undressing then gets in. Once heâs in the shower you sit on the counter, wondering why he hasnât been really responding. Like he is but no full sentences. Your thoughts are interrupted by your oh so lovely boyfriend. âHoney, can you grab me some clothes please?â You're quick to respond, âOf course, Choââ âThank you.â âYou're welcome.â
You walk to the bedroom and grab him the first thing you can find. His favorite black hoodie along with some grey sweats. (Yes the grey sweats.) You put them on the counter and five minutes later he comes out of the shower.Â
Towel wrapped around his waist, wet hair clinging to his shoulders.Â
Fuck he looks yummy you think to yourself.
 âGo wait in the bedroom, baby.â So of course you wait in the bedroom because who are you to question him when he looks like that?
He comes into the room dressed in the clothes you gave him. He picks you up, lays you both on the bed, and pulls you onto his chest. And what do you do?⌠Start yapping. Again.
He tolerates it for a bit but soon after youâre interrupted again by his voice. âI love you but Iâm tired and I wanna sleep. Okay?â You're quick to shut up and then you both fall asleep peacefully.Â
Until the morning when you feel something press against you. Oh my, is this morning wood?
âHey, whatâs with the long face?â he asks, tilting his head to look at you. The ever-present cockiness in his tone is muted, replaced by genuine curiosity.
You shrug, but your body betrays you. Your gaze flickers to his hand resting on the couch, the faintest twitch in your fingers as if youâre debating reaching out.
Gojo notices, of courseâhe notices everything. âAh, I see,â he says softly, his tone warm, the smirk fading into something softer. âCâmere.â
Before you can protest, heâs pulling you into his lap, his arms circling you with an ease that feels natural, like heâs been waiting for this moment. His infinity is off, and you feel the heat of his skin, the strength in his hold, the steady rhythm of his heartbeat.
âYou couldâve just said you needed this,â he murmurs against your temple, his fingers tracing soothing patterns along your back.
You melt into him, letting yourself relax for the first time in what feels like ages. âDidnât want to bother you,â you mumble, your voice muffled against his chest.
He chuckles, the sound low and comforting. âBother me? Sweetheart, you couldnât bother me if you tried.â
His touch is endlessâgentle squeezes, soft caresses, his hand slipping into your hair to scratch lightly at your scalp. Heâs uncharacteristically quiet, letting you soak in the comfort, letting you take what you need.
âFeel better?â he asks after a while, his voice a soft hum in your ear.
You nod, not trusting your voice, and his grin returns, boyish and proud. âGood. Because youâre not getting up anytime soon.â
GETO SUGURU
The hall was dimly lit, the air thick with reverence and tension as Suguru addressed his followers. His voice carried an air of authority and calm, his words weaving a narrative that captivated everyone in the roomâexcept for you.
You sat at the edge of the gathering, tucked into the shadows, your arms crossed tightly over your chest. It wasnât the first time youâd attended one of these meetings, but tonight, something inside you felt particularly heavy. You hadnât seen much of Suguru lately, his time consumed by his plans and responsibilities, and the ache of longing had been growing sharper by the day.
Your gaze followed him as he moved through the room, his commanding presence impossible to ignore. You couldnât help but fidget, your fingers gripping the fabric of your sleeves as the longing for his touch gnawed at you.
Finally, Suguruâs sharp eyes caught yours from across the hall. His words didnât falter, but there was a flicker of recognition in his gaze. A subtle tilt of his head signaled for you to follow him as he finished addressing the room.
You slipped out quietly, your heart pounding, and found him waiting in a quiet corridor outside. He leaned against the wall, his arms crossed, a knowing smirk playing at his lips.
âYou looked like you were about to burst in there,â he teased, his tone soft but amused.
You bit your lip, suddenly self-conscious. âI didnât want to interruptâŚâ
Suguru stepped closer, his voice dropping to something warmer, more intimate. âYou donât have to wait for me, you know. If you need something, you can come to me.â
âI justâŚâ You hesitated, feeling foolish now that you were face-to-face with him. âI missed you.â
His expression softened, the smirk fading as his hands came to rest gently on your shoulders. âIs that all?â he murmured, his voice laced with tenderness.
You nodded, your voice barely above a whisper. âI just wanted to be close to you.â
Suguru sighed, his thumb brushing along your jaw as he pulled you into his arms. His embrace was steady and grounding, his scent and warmth enveloping you like a shield against the world. âYou couldâve told me sooner,â he murmured, his lips grazing the top of your head.
âI didnât want to distract you,â you admitted, your voice muffled against his chest.
Suguru chuckled softly, the vibrations of his laughter soothing against your skin. âDistract me? Youâre the only thing I want to be distracted by.â
He held you for a long moment, his hands tracing soothing patterns on your back. When he finally pulled back, it was only to cup your face in his hands, his gaze meeting yours with quiet intensity.
âStay with me,â he said simply. âYou donât have to sit on the sidelines. Youâre my priority, always.â
His words made your heart swell, and you nodded, leaning into his touch. Whatever weight youâd been carrying melted away in his arms, replaced by the certainty of his care.
NANAMI KENTO
Nanami had always been the picture of diligence. His desk was a battlefield of neatly organized papers and his fingers never paused as they flew across his keyboard. You understood his work ethicâit was part of what made him the man you lovedâbut tonight, it was harder to ignore the ache in your chest.
Curled up on the couch nearby, youâd tried distracting yourself: scrolling through your phone, reading a book, even watching TV. None of it helped. Your eyes kept drifting to him, his brow furrowed in concentration, his tie slightly loosened but still clinging to his work mode.
âEverything okay?â he asked without looking up, his voice calm but tinged with concern.
You startled, not realizing youâd been staring. âYeah. Just⌠bored.â
He hummed softly, a noncommittal sound, as he adjusted his glasses and refocused on his screen.
You hated interrupting him when he was so clearly swamped, but the longing for his touch was growing unbearable. Finally, you stood and padded over to him, your presence so close finally making him glance up.
âKentoâŚâ you murmured, your voice quieter than usual.
His gaze softened immediately, his work forgotten for the moment as he turned his chair to face you. âWhatâs wrong?â
âI justâŚâ You hesitated, feeling silly now that you were standing there. âI miss you.â
Nanami sighed, not in frustration, but in understanding. He reached out, gently pulling you closer by your wrist until you stood between his knees. âIâm sorry,â he said, his voice low and steady. âI know Iâve been busy lately.â
You shook your head. âItâs okay. I know youâre working hard, but⌠I just wantedâŚâ
âMe,â he finished for you, his lips quirking in the faintest smile. He tugged you into his lap, his arms circling your waist as if to anchor you there. The tension in your body melted away the second his warmth enveloped you.
âYou donât have to ask, you know,â he murmured, pressing a soft kiss to your temple. âIâll always make time for you.â
Your fingers clutched at his shirt, your voice muffled against his chest. âBut you were busyââ
âAnd youâre more important,â he interrupted, his hand gently stroking your back. âThe work will still be here in the morning. Right now, youâre what matters.â
You stayed like that for a while, his steady heartbeat grounding you, his touch easing every anxious knot inside you. When he finally returned to his desk, it was only after youâd fallen asleep in his arms, your body finally at peace.
TOJI FUSHIGURO
Toji wasnât exactly the cuddly type. He had a roughness to him, the kind of man who didnât waste words or time on things he deemed unnecessary. But he wasnât blind to youânot to the way youâd been quieter than usual, your hands fidgeting with the hem of your shirt as you sat across the room.
He leaned back on the couch, one arm draped lazily over the backrest, his sharp green eyes watching you like a hawk. âAlright, spit it out,â he said, his deep voice breaking the silence.
You blinked at him, startled. âWhat?â
âYouâve been staring holes into the floor for the past ten minutes,â he pointed out, gesturing toward you with a flick of his hand. âWhatâs going on?â
You hesitated, your fingers tightening their grip on your shirt. âItâs nothing.â
âBullshit,â he said bluntly, sitting up. âCâmere.â
Your eyes widened. âWhat?â
âYou heard me.â He patted the spot next to him on the couch, his expression firm but not unkind.
You hesitated for a moment before shuffling over. The second you were close enough, Toji grabbed your wrist, tugging you onto his lap with ease. His arms wrapped around you, firm and grounding, his warmth seeping into your skin as you froze.
âThere,â he muttered, his chin resting on your shoulder. âThis what youâve been sulking about?â
âI wasnât sulking,â you mumbled, your voice muffled as you buried your face in his chest.
He huffed a quiet laugh, his hand moving to rub slow circles on your back. âSure you werenât. You couldâve just said you needed some attention.â
Your cheeks burned, but the steady weight of his touch was enough to melt away the embarrassment. âI didnât want to bother you,â you admitted softly.
Toji scoffed, his grip tightening just enough to make you feel secure. âYouâre not a bother, idiot. If you need something, just ask.â
His tone was gruff, but the way his hand slipped into your hair, tugging gently, betrayed the tenderness he tried to hide. âYouâre mine,â he added, his voice low against your ear. âThat means you get what you need. Got it?â
You nodded, your body relaxing fully against his. He didnât let go for a long time, his quiet presence saying more than any words ever could.
SUKUNA RYOMEN
The great Ryomen Sukuna was not known for softness. He was a figure of terror, a shadow cast over the land, feared by commoners and rulers alike. Yet here you were, curled up in the corner of his grand chamber, feeling the weight of your own solitude pressing down on you.
You didnât dare interrupt him as he sat across the room, his powerful frame draped in ornate robes, one arm resting casually on the arm of his throne-like seat. His eyes, crimson and sharp, scanned the scroll in his hand. The flickering lantern light accentuated the demonic markings on his skin, making him seem even more untouchable.
Still, you couldnât stop your gaze from drifting toward him. Sukuna noticed, of course. He always noticed.
âWhat is it?â His voice, deep and commanding, shattered the silence. He didnât even look up.
Your breath hitched, and you shook your head quickly. âN-Nothing, my lord.â
He clicked his tongue, setting the scroll aside with a deliberate slowness. His eyes pinned you in place. âYouâre a terrible liar,â he said, his tone dangerously calm. âCome here.â
Your heart pounded as you rose and approached him, each step hesitant. When you were close enough, Sukuna leaned forward, his clawed hand reaching out to tilt your chin up. His gaze bored into yours, his lips curling into a faint smirk.
âYouâve been restless,â he said, his thumb brushing along your jaw. âOut with it.â
Your throat felt tight, but the warmth of his touch emboldened you. âI⌠I justâŚâ You faltered, looking away. âI miss your touch.â
His smirk widened, a glimmer of amusement in his eyes. âIs that so?â
You flushed, the weight of his gaze making you want to shrink away. But before you could retreat, Sukuna pulled you onto his lap with a startling ease. His arms, deceptively strong and unyielding, wrapped around you, holding you in place.
âYouâre lucky Iâm in a good mood,â he murmured, his lips brushing the shell of your ear. âDo you think just anyone can ask for this from me?â
You shook your head quickly, your hands clutching the fabric of his robes. âNo, my lord.â
His chest rumbled with a low chuckle as he pressed you closer, one of his hands stroking down your back with a surprising gentleness. âGood. Remember that.â
Despite his usual harsh demeanor, Sukunaâs touch was steady and deliberate. He didnât speak much after that, letting you soak in the rare moment of affection. His chin rested atop your head, his fingers idly tracing patterns on your back.
âDonât make me ask next time,â he said after a while, his voice softer but still laced with authority. âIf you want something, take it. Understand?â
âYes, my lord,â you whispered, the ache in your chest finally easing as his warmth surrounded you.
MEGUMI FUSHIGURO
Megumi wasnât the most physically affectionate person, but he always seemed to notice when something was off about you. Tonight was no exception.
You sat across the room from him, your knees pulled to your chest, absently scrolling through your phone. The usual comfort of being in his presence wasnât enough to ease the restless ache gnawing at you. You wanted to be close to himâneeded it, evenâbut asking for affection didnât come naturally to you.
âHey,â Megumi called softly, his voice pulling you from your thoughts. âYouâve been quiet.â
You looked up to find his dark eyes already on you, his head tilted slightly in concern.
âIâm fine,â you said quickly, waving him off.
He frowned. âYouâre a terrible liar.â Setting aside the book heâd been reading, he got up and walked over to sit beside you on the couch. âWhatâs wrong?â
You hesitated, your fingers twisting the hem of your shirt. âItâs nothing, really. Just⌠tired.â
Megumi gave you a long, searching look. Then, with a sigh, he reached out and took your hand, his grip gentle but firm. âIf somethingâs bothering you, you can tell me. You donât have to keep it to yourself.â
The warmth of his hand against yours made your chest tighten. âI just⌠I miss you,â you admitted quietly, your voice barely above a whisper.
His expression softened, the faintest blush dusting his cheeks. âIâm right here.â
You shook your head. âI mean⌠I miss you. Your touch.â
Megumi blinked, momentarily caught off guard, but he recovered quickly. Without a word, he shifted closer, his arm wrapping around your shoulders and pulling you against him. His touch was a little stiff at first, as if he wasnât sure he was doing it right, but the weight of his arm felt grounding, comforting.
âYou couldâve just said so,â he muttered, his voice low but tender.
You buried your face in his chest, your hands clutching his shirt as you soaked in the warmth and steadiness of him. âDidnât want to bother you,â you mumbled.
âYouâre not a bother,â he said firmly, his fingers brushing softly against your arm. âIf you need something, just tell me. Iâll always make time for you.â
His words made your heart swell, and you relaxed fully into his embrace. He didnât say much else, but his actions spoke louder than wordsâthe way he held you, his fingers idly tracing patterns on your back, his quiet presence making you feel safe.
âFeel better?â he asked after a while, his voice barely above a whisper.
You nodded, your voice soft against his chest. âYeah. Thanks, Megumi.â
He hummed in response, resting his chin lightly on your head. âAnytime.â
YUJI ITADORI
The sound of rapid button-mashing and dramatic game effects filled the room as Yuji leaned forward on the couch, fully immersed in his game. His bright smile and occasional triumphant cheers were endearing, but tonight, they did little to soothe the aching need for his attention that had been building inside you.
You sat nearby, curled up with a blanket, stealing glances at him. His brows were furrowed in concentration, his tongue poking out slightly as he maneuvered his character through the game.
âAlmost got it!â he exclaimed, the excitement in his voice pulling a faint smile from you despite your restlessness.
You fidgeted with the edge of the blanket, debating whether or not to speak up. Finally, unable to bear it any longer, you let out a quiet sigh.
âYujiâŚâ
âHm?â he replied absentmindedly, his eyes glued to the screen.
You hesitated, your voice quieter. âCan you take a break for a second?â
That got his attention. He paused the game and turned to you, concern flashing across his face. âWhatâs up? You okay?â
âIâm fine,â you said quickly, though your fidgeting betrayed you. âI just⌠I miss you.â
Yuji blinked, clearly caught off guard. Then, without hesitation, he scooted over and reached for your hand. âYou miss me? Iâm right here,â he said with a grin, though the warmth in his eyes softened his teasing tone.
You shook your head, looking down at your hands. âNot like that. I mean⌠I miss being close to you.â
Understanding dawned on his face, and his grin turned sheepish. âOh. Why didnât you just say so?â
Without another word, he grabbed your blanket and pulled you into his lap, wrapping both arms around you like it was the most natural thing in the world. His warmth was immediate, and you relaxed into his embrace, resting your head against his chest.
âYou shouldâve told me sooner,â he murmured, pressing a soft kiss to the top of your head. âI donât mind pausing the game for you. Youâre way more important.â
âYouâre really okay with this?â you asked, your voice barely above a whisper.
âOf course I am!â he said, his tone full of conviction. âCâmon, Iâm the master of multitasking.â He reached for the controller again, balancing it in one hand while keeping his other arm securely around you. âSee? Now I get to game and cuddle you. Win-win.â
You laughed softly, the ache in your chest fading as his goofy but affectionate energy wrapped around you as much as his arms did.