#choisulli

You've been great throughout this battle. Your smile, your genuine happiness, I will missing it everyday.

Thank you for introducing me to Kpop World. For stanning SHINee and f(x). For loving all of your music (f(x)) and your songs. I feel connected listening to it.

My baby Giant, how I wish I could turn back time. I want to hug and tell you that you did a great job in this earth. You've been my inspiration in facing this cruel society.

Despite of your strong willpower, you had a fragile heart and society keeps on disappointing you. You fought, but no one listens. You cried, but no one's there. I'm sorry my baby I failed you as a fan.

I will be missing you very much, my baby. It's hard to accept this but I'll be forever grateful meeting you, loving and stanning you. I salute you every time, my baby.

Hoping that there's no more pain left. Hoping that you're happy wherever you are right now. Hoping that I'll be able to see your smile even just in my dreams.

Goodnight my baby giant, my baby girl, my peach ❤

💋 Edits of Sulli; 23-30/∞

2012 - a year that I met you. I believe it is not a mere coincidence but a destiny that I'll be your fan. You are the reason I enter the Kpop world. You introduced me to big names such as SHINee, Super Junior and Girls Generation, above all of it, you made me to know that f(x) exists. A group full of talented and multilingual members. Ah, that was a full of blast and everything is new to me. Thank you for that, Sulli.

I stream, listen, and download f(x)'s songs. It was one of my cherished moments of my life. Watching all of your variety shows either as a group or individual. I can't ever get tired of it. Thank you for that, Sulli.

When you left f(x), I was devastated. However, my love for you never changed. I support you to all of your endeavors, and so as the girls (f(x)). My love for you and the girls is beyond that even myself can't control it. Everytime I encounter your name and the girls to korean sites or korean media outlets, I can't contain how happy and proud I am. I am very proud 'cause I stan you and the girls.

And now, 5 days since you left me - since you left us, I still can't believe it. You rests for good. You bid your final goodbye on this earth. Until now, I keep on synchronizing my thoughts, I keep on questioning myself whether it was true or not? Or am I still dreaming? I can't blame you for what you've done because society is really fucked up. Society and fucked up people ruined and disappoints you. The pain, the wounds, the agony, keep on hunting you every day and I'm sorry we failed you, too. Thinking that I did my part through liking your posts on your SNS, commenting that you did well, watching everytime you doing an IG live, and defending you from your basher is enough, but it didn't.

You've been doing a facade smile to us. You wanted to hide the pain you've been feeling. I am sorry. Truly sorry, my Sulli. If I could turn back time wherein the cruelty of society is not rampant, I would want that you'd be there.

You are so precious. The world don't deserve you. We don't deserve you. A beautiful soul, a pure and genuine flower, you've been a huge part in me.

I love you.

Forever.

Always.

My baby Ssul.

You did well. 💖

💋 Edits of Sulli; 15-22/∞