May 24, 2021
half my brain is saying we should spin things (”what sort of things?” “oh just things”) the other half is like god fucking damn it you are already so late updating this witcher fic you should WRITE ! which is true. but i dont... wanna ...
#the problem with writing is that if im not in the right mood then it ends up garbage. which is not necessarily a problem#except in the case of this specific fic which i said was basically already done when i started publishing chapters#in my defense ....... at the time it WAS basically done but ive since deleted literally 25k and am rewriting it#except for how im. not. rewriting it.#its been almost two months since i updated it RIP#i like where its going but im just . not in the zone anymore#hence all of these problems#but yeah i also really would like to spin but i seem to have run out of all my readily spinnable roving#and im way too drunk to fuck around with a blending board#so ........#i guess theres a little bit of finn in a box somewhere that i could probably spin ? but i was having a much more enjoyable time#with a drop spindle with that#and im not sure im coordinated enough atm for a drop spindle ...#choices choices ..#god its almost 2am#im . not looking forward to work tomorrow
