want to be pinned down and groped and felt up while being teased for getting turned on about it

sigh. feral tops using it/it's cause theyre nothing more than animals made to breed

thinking about groping them in public... feeling them up in a bar, thinking abt putting a hand on their waist while we're walking in the park and it looks soooo innocuous but we both know im toying at the chastity belt under their clothes.... yk how it is

can i get called a good girl by someone who acknowledges that i am not a girl but also knows how hot "good girl" is or is that too much to ask

it never really seperates into clean labels like service top or pleasure dom or obedient submissive because it's less about playing a specific role and more about being Useful. about wanting nothing more than to please, to do a good job, and that sounds kinda inherently submissive but it's more just. i want to do what you want. I'll treat you as sweet as you like, as mean as you like, whenever, however you like, and I'll be happy if I can help. if I can provide and Service. if i can be useful in shifting into the matching puzzle piece, if i can be the clay and the silicone mold at the same time, if i can give you exactly what you want. and you can thank me and tell me im doing a good job but if you tell me that you know i would do a good job at changing based on what you want. if you acknowledge that deep down it's not about making you feel good or taking pleasure for myself or even just fun. if you show to me that you know me well enough to know that i crave being useful more than anything else. that i need it to survive. if you peel apart the skin and tell me you know that the fruit is sweet, but you also know that there's rot at the core. well i might just cry a bit and wish i could ever have someone who would treat me like a tool for anything they needed

like i am mostly a dom but i am a dogboy at heart. yes i do use pup/pups pronouns. yes i like making pretty girls cry. these things all coexist

thinking about being bent over their lap to be spanked and fingered till my brain melts

sticking my fingers in their mouth would fix me