#chloferatu

Yet, just 48 hours ago I was sobbing to myself on the highway, driving to a good place but in that moment feeling so overwhelmed with dread for the future and feeling utterly worthless due to all of the rejection I had been facing again and again. And I wanted to increase my speed and run off the highway. I luckily had the emotional training to push those thoughts away. But I really just want to say that with my current immense joy, a blink of an eye ago I considered ending it all.

Baby syndrome. Diagnosed.

“I'm just going to get myself worked up by saying this but I'll say it anyway, it was hard to get you out of my mind last night. I don't know what it was but I couldn't stop thinking about us being together again. So there. Goodnight.