#chippedcupwrites

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I want to give a final shoutout to @chippedcupwrites for not only winning this year's Showdown, but also creating all the lovely gifs that decorated every post throughout the event.

Thank you for answering my call for a gif-maker, for donating your time and talents to this year's Showdown. I feel like I didn't acknowledge your contribution enough during the event, so here are some extra thanks to make up for it.

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Hi, thank you so much for the ask! 😊❤️✨ So I have both "forget" and "try" (tried, actually BUT)

His hands never leaving her waist, Jaime took a careful step backward. Cersei echoed the footsteps, trusting him. They took another step, and another one, and before she even knew it, they were pacing half-way through the room. They stood there, with Jaime swaying her hips. It felt good, as if she could forget the pain for a moment.

She tried to push again twice, thrice, but it felt fruitless. The child refused to move down, stuck in there.

Hey! It's good to hear from you! It's been an odd little occurrence getting back on here. I'm both thrilled and nervous to write again, but it is a very natural feeling to be back here. 

I'm ready to make all the mistakes and just enjoy the flow of writing as these characters. :)

For me to see someone from the past trying to communicate with me is never creepy, but I understand what you mean. As I've been trying to come in contact with someone I once roleplayed with even further back and I admit it has been weird and discouraging to try and find someone you barely know.

Either way, it's nice to see the messages, and yes I'm trying to slowly push back into writing. It's something I've struggled with because of depression on top of everything else in my life.

Some people just end up in situations that stop them from creating...and it sucks; But I can say I do remember you, just not to the capacity I wish I did. I had a battle with migraines last year that went on for six months.

Sadly, I've had some memory loss; and I didn't realize it until I was staring at a former coworker that I worked with for three years and couldn't remember their name.

Since then I'm still not sure of everything I can or can't remember but I'm fully aware that I have had brain damage, and it's been rough to accept. Though, I don't see anyone as a failure for stopping something because we all eventually will come back to the things we enjoy in our own times.