#chilli!!

being bitter !! becoming a moko apple !! becoming unripe !! no, you may not eat me, i'm not for you !!

love spamming "have as nice of a life as you can manage." i dont think people know that if j say this to you, thats my way of saying "i never want to interact with you again. have a nice life, but do it as far away from me as possible."

have you heard, my dorkish demeanor has people swooning

showering has become somewhat of a harrowing chore that i only do 2-3 times a week because of exhaustion and the winter blues hitting me. i use wet wipes and deodorant to still stay (somewhat) clean, but boy oh boy when it gets to the end of the week and i take a shower...best feeling ever. i dont have to rush to get in or to get out. i can just let my body get acclimated to the feeling. i can actually scrub every part of my body instead of hapazardly rubbing a bar of soap across me. i use all the nice soaps and foams rather than keeping them for "a special occasion" and overall its just a nice experience.