#chickenchan

I was debating whether I should write a new year resolution right now; but instead of that.. I'll write a Thank You note to each and every one of you.

..I'll do it in alphabetical order.

ANDRIC LEUNG - I'm glad I have met a guy like you. I know there have been times where I can be a bitch and really immature. I'm sorry for revealing the worst side of me. I'm sorry that I am still being really selfish and all that. I have been told to give you at least one chance, but I can't. I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I will be heartbroken even just after a couple of months. I'm afraid of love. I'm afraid of my heartbroken. I'm afraid of the future. I don't know how long we will last. To be honest, there are many times I want to say yes, but I can't. You're one of the only few guys I can trust. You're one of the few guys that I can talk to comfortably, vent to, show my worst side, etc. I'm afraid that after the relationship is over, I will lose someone like you. I'm afraid I'll never be able to find someone like you in the future. Therefore, I hope we can still maintain this friendship as long as we can. I'm sorry for all my mistakes, selfish thoughts, immaturity, etc. But I'm also thankful that you respect my decision; but then waiting for me is really not worth it. There are many other girls out there whom are better than me. I have too many flaws, and I don't know if I'll ever be able to reduce them. Thanks for being by my side and cheering me up when I needed you. ♥

ANNA ZHU - I'm really glad I met a friend like you; someone whom I have met since 2002-2003. I know after all the years we separated, and decided to be friends wasn't going to be an easy task, but somehow we managed to be friends again; and even after graduating from elementary school, we still kept in contact and tried hanging out with each other. Proving our friendship became stronger. I know there are many times that you feel annoyed when I fan girl or vent to you about my problems. I have been trying to not share the useless, retarded ones with you (>.<;). Thanks for actually being by my side when I have had the stupid mental breakdowns throughout the year. I know you have the evil, blunt, honest, straight-forward side of you; though that's not the only side of you, you also have the sweet and the side where you share deep, thoughtful opinions, ideas, etc. I truly appreciate both sides of you, and I hope we can build an even stronger friendship. ♥

BRIAN ORANTES - I know it seems like there is a distant between you, Klenalynn and me; yet you still text, message me from time to time. I am really sorry for creating that "wall" between us. I know I have said we should chill soon so many times. I'm sorry for not being able to attend to pretty much every event/hang out. I'm really glad that I have met a friend like you; Someone who is sweet, caring, honest, and helpful. ♥

COLLEEN VUONG - I know this year, me and you haven't really kept in contact; which is one of my biggest regrets. You were, and still are one of my longest, childhood friend. Someone I can trust, someone I can depend on, someone I can vent to no matter what. I know back in elementary we have went through ups and downs, as if we were on a super long roller coaster ride. But I'm really glad in the last year of elementary, you still gave me a chance; being your friend. I know I have said this countless of times, but I really hope our group can hang soon. I know it's hard for someone who has work and someone who has to study 10x harder than us ordinary students to hang. Our schedules are all packed at different times, but I seriously hope there will be time where all of us are free, and we can chill, and share our problems together.. as childhood (best) friends. ♥

DOROTHY YEUNG - I know we haven't been talking much this year; but I would like to thank you for being my friend. I know we haven't really hung out much either, but I hope in the future, during (all) the other holidays, our whole group can hang out together. I know there are other things you have to do and worry about, therefore it's hard for all of us to attend to one event where our whole group will be there. I hope we can get closer, and hang out even more in the future! ♥

DUNCAN LEE - I know throughout the two years, we haven't really talked to each other but recently I'm glad you decided to talk to me again. I'm glad you ignored the past, and have moved on. I'm happy seeing you able to forget what has happened, yet I still feel bad. I'm sorry for being so careless and immature back then. Hopefully we can chill more, and share our problems together. ♥

EMILY ZHOU - Thanks for being by my side, talking to me when I needed you. Thanks for hanging out with me, inviting me over when I was going through the times where I wanted to run away from home. Thanks for being by my side, and still smiling even though you have your own problems. I know I have vented to you too much, and that it feels like I'm not giving you a chance to share your problems; which I'm truly sorry for. I know I have said we should chill soon, but then both of our schedules are packed, and busy at different times; and I even promised to chill with you before winter break starts. I'm sorry that hasn't happened. But I hope it will happen soon. Thanks for being by my side, smiling no matter what. Thanks for keeping in contact with me; despite we don't have any classes together this year. Hopefully we can be able to chill SOON! ♥

JADON CHAN - I love how we first met. You thought I was some quiet chick who would never talk (goes out to pretty much everyone), and I thought you were someone who would be very cold-hearted, and hard to get along with.. Even though everyone else's first impression of you were basically thinking you were high. I know you have forgave me for my past two mistakes, but to be honest, I still feel bad about them. It still bothers me for being such a bitch to you and your boyfriend, even though you guys don't deserve it. I shouldn't have been so sensitive and angry that day, and let it out on you two. I know I was pretty awkward on Wednesday.. but I tried my best to forget about what happened, and tried to be nicer.. and less awkward. Hopefully we can build a strong friendship again. Fatass #1 & Ex-Fatass #2 should reunite soon.. Since we have only hung out once, excluding that party. ♥

JESSICA YEUNG -  To be honest, I really love how we first met. I love how you didn't mind Tim was my ex, yet you didn't mind that me and him kept in contact. Since then, I knew you were different from any other chick. I knew you were the nice, kind, caring, honest, chicks out there. You were different from your appearance. I know you already know this since I've told you before, I thought you were going to be one of those people who judge by their appearances, and who are super hard to get along with; but you have proved me wrong. I'm glad I was introduced to be your friend. I really miss the times when we would act like crazy women on the street. Remember that time how we were randomly shouting on the streets and singing, yet some random creeper still came up and talked to us? LOL.. Anyway, thanks for being by my side, talking to me when I have had countless numbers of mental breakdowns. Thanks for trying your best to keep my mind off my problems, and helping me think positively. Hopefully we can build a stronger friendship, and relationship.. 老公仔. ♥

KLENALYNN WACCHAN - I know at first we didn't have a good impression of each other; but I'm glad that you still decided to talk to me, and we happened to get closer right away (LOL). To be honest, I actually miss having math with you and Brian. English with you, Marife, and Veronica.. and you guys threatening to throw me out the window if I don't participate in class (=.=;). Hopefully me, you, and Brian can hang out soon~! ♥

LILY HUANG - I know we have officially/actually met couple months ago, and gotten closer since then. I'm truly thankful for meeting someone who is gullible yet cute, sweet, and honest. I know I'm not that close with you, and that we don't know much about each other. But I want to say thanks for being my friend, and still worried about me couple months ago when I was going through all the problems; even though we weren't really friends yet. ♥

MICHELLE NGUYEN - Probably thinking I forgot about you? Hm. Well thanks for being by my side, listening to pretty much all my problems, giving me your feedback, opinions, thoughts, etc. I know recently I've been a little emotional, again; but thanks for trying your best to cheer me up, and encouraging me to start taking the initiative and think positively. I am really thankful I have met someone like you whom I can call my twin. I know we both find it creepy, yet at the same time I find it cool how we share the same shoe size, around the same height, same size tops (not sure about pants), and we go through the same problems within the same period of time. I know you are super busy, and there are times I want to be away from home and decide to chill with you; and you say you can't, then I feel all upset and sensitive and then you give in. I'm sorry for being so immature, thoughtless, and a bitch. I'm thankful that you still put up with me, despite my stupidity and immaturity. I know you have gone through all the ups and downs and I couldn't do much about it.. which I am truly sorry for. Hopefully we can chill soon so I can get my cupcakes (LOL, jk). I like how we chill more when we're busier, than during winter break.. LOL ♥

RASHMI PARHAR - Hehe, recent news I've heard from you is just saoo cute. ♥ I'm really happy for you babe. Every time I think of you and this boy, there's always a smile on my face. Hehe, but I still don't fully approve of him until I meet this boy [ >:) ]. Anyway, back to topic; I'm really thankful you were the first person to talk to me when I moved to Moberly. I know we have only been friends for one year, and then we separated; just like me, Anna, and Colleen. Until grade 7, we all reunited in our last year of elementary; which I thought was awesome. I'm glad even in grade seven, after being separated for five years, we were still able to talk. I'm glad you were still as nice since I first met you. I'm glad you haven't changed one bit. <I guess you were born to be a perfectionist. hehe. :P Other than that, I'm glad I met someone like you; who is sweet, honest, nice, caring at all times, and that you secretly have an evil and perverted side. We have all taught you well [ ;) ]. Anyway, I'm glad you found someone special. I hope one day all four of us, plus your boyfraaan can hang out soon! :D ♥

TIA JOE - I am really glad I have met someone who is so innocent yet secretly more perverted than all of us. I'm glad I have met someone who is so pure, nice, sweet, and kind. I honestly love how you were so nice, and talked to me on the first day we met; though I was pretty awkward (LOL). I know we have only hung out a few times, and I hope we will hang out even more. It's a shame we haven't hung out during winter break, except for that party.. but I was in such a bad mood that day (</3). But I love how every time I see you, my mood upgrades; all because of your cuteness. Hehe. "Mr. Chan, may I go pee?" -says it in a cutesy, high pitch voice- (LOL :P). Hopefully we can hang out even more in the future! ♥

TIMOTHY LEE - I'm glad you are one of my childhood friend whom I have met for ten and a half years (LOL.. o.o;). I'm glad after all the ups and downs we have gone through since childhood, we have erased it few minutes later. I remember when we were kids, we would go over to each other houses, and play the most stupid but fun games (LOL). Lego was the shit back then, wasn't it? I remember we used to fight for the stupidest things ever. I remember we fought over one piece of lego (LOLOL). I know I'm always mean and evil to you; but I'm truly glad and proud to admit you're one of my childhood friend because you're not like those other guys who are “大男人, ” full of pride, confidence, jerks, asswhipes, and the ones who think way too highly of themselves. Thanks for being by my side when I've had countless numbers of mental breakdowns. Thanks for also being by my side despite my stupidity and immaturity.. and my 4 dimensional personality. (=.=;) <the only time I will admit it. Thanks for being my friend, childhood friend. ♥

VICKY HUANG - I am really glad I have met someone like you. As Jadon has mentioned, you are our “开心果”. If someone messes with you, that means they're messing with us (goes out to everyone else as well). I'm not sure if you were like the others who witnessed me crying, but I've seen you comforting other people crying; which was really sweet how you just threw your lunch onto the ground and went to go hug/pat the one who was crying. I'm really proud to be your friend. Someone who is funny, sweet, cute, and innocent. Even though you may be funny and innocent, you can also be secretly perverted and evil; in a good way. It's a shame that we haven't had any classes together, except Mandarin 10 together. Sigh.. and we didn't really talk to each other in that class because we sat so far away. But I still remember right when I walked into that room on the first day, you automatically said hi to me when I sat down. That was really nice of you. I love how we don't have many classes together, but we still talk and hang out more often than usual. I love how sometimes you talk to me at night (sounds dirty), but there are times when I feel upset when you don't. (LOL.. omg, I sound like those desperate, annoying girlfriends ROFL). Anyway, I will always have a woman crush on you. Just for you baby ;) ♥