Hi guys! I'm sorry for the delay in getting back to these messages. If you missed my latest updates I'll leave links to them here and here so you can read exactly why I've been out of the loop for a while. I hope to be back to work on this blog soon. I have two more tests this month but then I'll be done until October. I moved them up from my original dates in September so I can have a bit of a break. Also, this way, once I go back home I can stay there for longer than a few weeks. It made more sense to do it this way. It's been a bit since I last wrote something and I'm honestly afraid that when I do it's going to be subpar but I'll try my best. I miss writing for you guys. I need to get back to it. I still have requests in my inbox and I have heaps of commissions so I really want to get back on track. I don't know when or how I'm going to do it, but I'm thinking about opening my inbox at some point to clear out the really old requests and offer everyone who is still around a chance to send in something fresh. I just want to figure out a way to keep the requests that were sent in by those who still read my content to make things as fair as possible. However, that feels like way too much to take on right now because my focus is somewhere else at the moment. Anyway, here are my replies to your messages! I'll put the anons under a cut so this post doesn't get super long and eat your dash. I love you guys. I hope everyone is doing fucking amazing. <3
iwatobiswimbros said: although it's awful that you're still going through this, i'm glad you we know the name of what's been putting you through hell! i'm sending positive light your way sweet one🌻let's get through this together💪💜💜💜💜
iwatobiswimbros said: i've always known how talented you are but while reading one of your scenarios i had a moment...i was just so impressed at how much detail and care goes into every piece! like WOW you are just so great at setting the scene, expressing feelings, etc and i just ugh i am so thankful for your writing and the amount of time and effort you put into it despite all the external issues you have to go through💜sending love an treats to you💞🍫
Thank you so much. For both your compliments and your concern. You’ve been by my side for a long time now and I appreciate you being there for me. Your compassion and positivity mean a lot and your messages always make me smile. It’s really nice to hear how much you like my writing, especially when I’m not in the greatest of places. It makes it all feel worth it! <3
vball-baes-bball-babes said: ✿ Send this to 10 other bloggers that you think are wonderful. Keep the game going, make someone smile! ✿
toppklassic4 said: ✿ Send this to 10 other bloggers that you think are wonderful. Keep the game going, make someone smile! ✿
Thank you both! I think you’re both wonderful too! <3
chibi-lioness said: Hey, uhm, I just wanted to say that I hope things get better soon.
Thank you so much, Chibi. It means a lot.
Anonymous said: Bro your writing is amazing!!!(๑♡∀♡๑) You have all the characters on point. Your truly talented! Thank you for all your hard work. I hope your having an amazing day. ( ´♡` )
Thanks, homie! You’re welcome and you too!
Anonymous said: thank you for working so hard! please rest for as long as you need ive been following you for a really long time now and i love your works!! i hope you feel better <33
No problem! I’m so happy to hear that you like them! Thank you very much.
Anonymous said: You have nothing to apologize for. The stories and the time that you've given to us, to this blog, have already been more than anyone could ask for. I am glad you don't want to give up on this blog, but I will be wishing you the best and that you and your doctors find the best course of action for your health. My thoughts are with your family and I hope your uncle finds peace. Take care of yourself Kai.
This message meant a lot to me. Thank you for your understanding and your well wishes. I will do my best! <3
Anonymous said: Please take care of yourself and dont worry about the lack of activness. You health should be your first priority and please only come back when you're feeling well . You don't have to reply to this message either i just wanted you to know that we all want you to be healthy and happy. 😊
I’m doing all that I can to make that happen. I know you said that I didn’t have to reply but these kinds of messages mean a lot to me, so thank you. <3
Anonymous said: Take your time, darling, don’t push yourself! You’re doing great and we’re all rooting for you!!
Anonymous said: I'm keeping you and your family in my thoughts. I hope everything works out
Anonymous said: I wish you and your family good us followers love you very much and hope for the best 💜
Thank you guys! I really appreciate it. Love you! <333
Anonymous said: hey, kai! i just read your update and honestly? i don't know what i can say to comfort you that won't sound like empty words so i just want you to know that me and the rest of your followers are rooting for you!! sending you lots of love and good vibes and i hope things take a turn for the better soon. love you! <3
Hi! Your message and the ones I’ve received like this never sound like empty words. It makes me happy, knowing that you even took the time to send something in to me. Thank you so much! Love you too!
Anonymous said: ok, i really dont get how so many people can be awful to you when youve been nothing but nice! i've commissioned you multiple times and youre seriously so kind and sweet. how the hell can some people say these terrible things?? im so sorry life is tough and you dont deserve an inch of it. im glad you keep anon on though, there's more people who love you than the few stupid trolls who try to get you down
I will never turn off anon. If I can handle what’s been happening in my life, real life drama, then I can handle the trolls. You’re right. I want my followers to be able to reach out to me comfortably. Thank you for your kind words! <3
Anonymous said: i dont get why people would get mad about racism when the only offensive thing about your writing is that you've never written anything involving lobsters...where are the lobsters?? ?
Hahaha! I’m sorry! I’ll have to try to fit lobsters in a story somewhere down the line. x’D
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teotangerine said: oh Kai you have been waiting for so long!! I hope you find your answers soon so your mind can be at ease, one problem at a time!! You are ridiculously strong and kind and I wish you find peace soon cause you deserve it. Your daily reblogs make me reread your stories again and again and again and I'm never bored with them. Hope you find your motivation to write again, but if not, that's ok, your priority should be you and your mental and physical health!! Best of luck ^^
I know! Thank you, love! I'm happy to hear that you still enjoy them! There's so many old stories that I would rewrite if I had a chance. I am probably too hard on myself but I'm always sure I could have done better. I will definitely be writing again! I miss it! Thanks again! Wishing you the best!
tinybabyhalfghouldidnothingwrong said: You better not come back here until you want to we will be patient and wait and I’ll fight anyone who isn’t
You are precious and I hope that you're doing well because you deserve all the best that life has to offer!
30inlovewiththecoco1 said: I hope you get better! I really do ❤❤❤
Thank you, lovely. I do too. Here's to hoping! <3
chibi-lioness said: Get some rest and don't worry. Just get better, okay?
I'm certainly trying! Thank you, sweets. <3
Anonymous said: you have always been and still are my favourite blog 😊😊 i just wanted to say thanks again for the beautiful and heartfelt writing.
Thank you so much! That's so sweet! You're welcome! I hope that I can keep the stories coming!
Anonymous said: Kai you were in my dream!!!! You probably don’t know who this is but you looked like “pxpi” from Instagram and we were FaceTiming and somehow sharing the same cake??? Idk it was weirddddd
That's awesome lol! It sounds weird but nothing near as strange as the dream I have. I didn't know who that was but I looked them up and I can honestly say that we bear no resemblance to each other. XD
Anonymous said: May I request Kai x reader? JK LMAO just wanted to say I love your writing and I’ve been following this blog on and off for about? 2 years? I hope things are doing well on your end and you’re feeling a lil better!!! Much love!! And I was wondering if you listened to any kpop? Maybe you would be interested in a group called “Vixx.” Their first song has a very strong bdsm and female dom concept LOL. Hope u have a good day!! ?
You are adorable! Thank you so much. Your support means the world to me. I'm working on it everyday. I'm just hoping that I find something that makes things a little easier. I'm not the biggest fan of Kpop but I'll check them out. I don't love pop in general since I'm big into grunge and industrial music but I'm not opposed to trying new things. Thanks for the recommendation. You too, love!