Edendum: So because I believe fundamentally that a vast and eternal soul cannot be minimized or made "less than" by ANYTHING that is external, even death, I was willing to risk losing my voice. (Anything that is valuable comes from inside. This philophers and poets already know.) So I wanted to be aggressive with my cancer treatment. CUT THAT SHIT OUT!! I am a writer, I don't need a voice to speak. I was even willing to risk the laugh that strangers say is "beautiful". But when I was under anesthesia and naked on the table, the Doctor. Decided at the last moment that he was not. #IWillTakeTheWin #CancerIsARollerCoaster #ChemoAndRadiationItIs #BeABasicBitch #ILookTired #CarcerIsNoJoke #IgetToKeepMyVoice #WhereHeMarkedTheIncision #TheBestInTheField #IAlwaysPrayThatGodMakeHisLessonsObvious #PrettFuckingObvious #ThankGod #Blessings #ThanksToThoseWhoHaveOfferedSupport #Grateful #FallRisk #DontFall #DontBreak #BeBeautiful #LoveLife #IShavedMyBeardForThis https://www.instagram.com/p/BuvIWIgHkw5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=3shdtt2077h7
