‘ i want to be able to love someone else, but you stretch your arms & spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else. ’
HEART SHIFTS FROM THROAT TOGULLET — brows furrowing and eyes narrowing trying to make sense of the emotionthe other boy’s words incites. His collective bones trying to tremble and themuscles desperate to restrain them in their place. A slight riot hidden behindvacuous orbs; the darkness in them so profound if one would have dared to lookin the first few minutes of silence that lingered after Theo’s admittance.
Finally, he gains his motorskills back, one step in front of the other.
HIS CONFUSION A MORE WILD SPECTACLE UP CLOSE as hands wrappedaround the smaller blonde’s wrists, bringing his hands to rest on him. His ownanchor in the moment; tethering himself to the feel of his skin, to the loudand constant rhythm of his heart beat rather than the drumming of his own rage.He’d run away from him before. Pulled and picked at his defenses to bring himout of the locked away prison he’d hidden himself away. Too afraid of what thedarkness in him would find when brought to light. He’d pushed and needled athim.
He should have expected this.
Jonathan did nothing withoutobsession and want and need at the very base of it.
Worst of all, he didn’t getattached simply to be discarded. He didn’t latch on to him of all people to notbe wanted back as definitively as he had decided on him. He was his.
“ If you thought, at any point from here and onward, that you get a choice on this anymore: you’re severely wrong. You’re mine now and you don’t get to want anyone else. Ever. “
GRAVE SUGGESTION EDITION . @cheirismos . closed.
