#cheesylol

I hate how often I blame things on myself. Although I’m a stronger person, I can still feel insecure, everyone does. I swear growing up, I’ve never felt like I was good enough for anything or anyone. I always felt like there was just something wrong with me. But I’ve learned to be happy and love myself, I don’t bash on myself like pick at things in the mirror kind of thing.. But I just always wanted to feel like I was worthy enough. And man you can’t please everyone, but these are my inner feelings that only tumblr, and the people I trust the most, know.. But mostly I keep it to myself. This is the only place I let it out if I don’t want to talk to anyone. But dear me, please don’t think you’re not good enough and know that you always try to do so much for everyone, no matter how many people want to stomp on you, just know you didn’t deserve that many pain. You may not be a perfect person, but you never intend any harm. Things may have been rough, but just know you’ve always been a beautiful person in and out, humble and always trying to spread love. And although nasty things have turned you bitter in some moments, just know to not let it take over your heart. You’re worth much larger than that and can do much more with your precious time. And got a lot of potential within yourself. Follow your dreams and heart, and God will help you along the way if you just believe and trust within him and yourself.