focusing on good stuff when everything seems to turn to shit is hard af. i’m currently stuck in my flat because the lock from the front door is fucking broken and i’m afraid i won’t be able to go home if i get out. the landlord doesn’t seem to care one bit, he supposedly gave my infos to his repair person who’s gonna contact me later. that shit has been going on for almost a week now and i just broke down while reading the last email, called my mum and sobbed like a baby. but, you know, everything will be fine. it sucks but there are worst things in life. also there’s some pretty good shit ahead. i have a lot of concerts coming soon, i’m gonna go back to uni and meet new people, i’m seeing taylor swift in less than a month, it’s gonna be fucking awesome. it’s all about balance i guess? but also right now, it fucking sucks. but it’s gonna ok, i think?
