My time with you was actually the most fun ivāe ever had. I remember our day at the beach, and i hope you do as well. You were the reason i had theĀ courageĀ to go in the water, and even do it a second time. Well⦠to be honest, the biggest reason as to why i did that was⦠i just wanted you to be proud of me.
I hope you were, you will probably beĀ disappointingĀ at me due to what iām about to do to myself. You are my mother and i donāt ever want anybody to think that you werenāt. So if anyone asks āwhat was your relationship with Rivorā, donāt think twice, slap them if you have to.
I know i promised that i would let you train me and not have to go to that club anymore, but.. iām sorry. This is the reason as to why iām leaving⦠i canāt do good things.
But you WILL keep that necklace, please. It will probably be the only thing you will remember me by. I left a video tape in the camera⦠i tried to record my voice but⦠iām not sure how to use it. I might have been able to record a little bit, just so you wonāt forget my voice.
Iām sorry we couldnāt get closer as mother and son⦠the way i always wantedā¦