To go on an adventure within the next few hours

For Greg to come home so I can satisfy my WingStop cravings

To eat Chipotle

To lose the pounds that I worked so hard to gain so I can fucking fit back into my costumes

To stop being so difficult and confusing and indecisive

To go get a massage

To see Jenna again, blagh end of the week come soon!

To go through with my plans with Quynh, Tess, and Tina.

To not have to dye my blue hair

To go back to work

To buy the guitar I've been dying for

To buy my own car

To design ideas for my possible wrist tattoo (I'm artistically challenged =.=;)

To have one more day with SIO

To sing in an a cappella group again

To take dance classes

To clean my room

To go surfing

To go swimming

To find a boy to cuddle with and stuffs (Okay that was terribly cliche, sorry)

To get fit

To try to sing in the whistle range again

To go back to the times of The Wiz

Got home super early/late

LOL what a close call

And then AShi called around 10:30 asking to come practice piano

So I sat there till about 12, listening to him reacquaint himself with the piano. 

Met up with BDu and JHodges at Jamba BOGO<3

And then we all went to Chipotle yummmmmm

And then we separated, BDu and I went to go pick up BWalsh and then we went back home and watched Up.

Then I dropped them off at Verde and went home and napped.

Convinced AShi to nap with the promise of waking him up.

6 calls and like 3 hours later, he finally gets up forreals.

During that time, BDu and BWalsh came back and brought CChai with them :3

So we redyed my blue and then tried to cover Dare You to Move. Well, we planned to practice, the actual recording is a work in progress LOLOLOL.

Wow I've missed them so so so so so much.

Nothing beats the feeling of being around some of your oldest and closest friends again. 

I love my new friends to death and I wouldn't give them up for the world, but there have been countless times where I would pause and think, "If ______ had been here, they would have loved that." or something similar.

Missed Tuesday pizza night so that was a bit weird, but it's okay. I got to hang out with some of my favorite people(:

All over pretty good day. 

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i love switchfoot.

So my awful Thursday leaked over to my Friday and my mom and I just got into huge fight.

And on Saturday was a VLYT performance but I wasn't at all up to performing because I was just so off and not happy.

Karen came over and we made videos and she completely cheered me up so much compared to how I felt when I had woken up that day.

And then we went and picked up Brian for movie night after face timing with him. And he gave me my birthday present late and all. But it was BEAUTIFUL. The Hunger Games BRACELET<3 and TWO Tangled Blankets<3

And then movie night of course made me feel overall pretty good because they never fail to make me smile. There were some awkward moments and tense situations but it's okay. We had good laughs and I love my movie night family.

Sunday was a long practice day and it was so cold and we were barefoot and I wanted to cry. On the bright side, lunch was good because I got to spend it with my girls, Christina and Victoria.

I went home, got sushi, watched Once Upon a Time and PANAM, just snuggled in my blankets.

On Monday I went out to lunch with my family and ran into Nicole, Christine, and Tarick.

Got a $13 Columbia Fleece jacket at Sports Authority.

Went to Valley Fair and found out that it costs $40 to resize me ring....FUCK THAT.

Got all my contacts transferred to my new phone YAY!!!

And went to the Disney Store (Of course) I picked up Lion King colored pencils for Brian because I was gonna help him with his egg drop and felt like he might have needed something to color with....and it was Lion King(:

And then online I ordered a $13 singing Pocahontas doll (Originally $30 WAUUU) and Brian's late christmas gift. (Finally got free shipping LOL)

Concluded my 3 day weekend with Alcatraz (AUGH SO GOOD) and steak and the best french bread I've ever tasted in my life.

Then today was a long day. I haven't been to physics since last wednesday....and I probably won't go tomorrow cuz I'm taking my driving test again tomorrow.....fuck my life...I have a test on Friday.

Read through was thoroughly amusing.

Napped when I got home.

Ate dinner.

Sort of watched Glee? More like watched the singing scenes.

Sort of watched New Girl (Still love the douche bag jar concept)

Amongst other things

But right now I just keep thinking about how I can't watch a movie with everyone AGAIN this Saturday because I'm going to SF all day/night.

And I really really really really miss everyone =/

I also miss being able to eat without making sure that what I'm eating will make me healthier or more normal.

I hate eating McDonalds and feeling so accomplished, only to get on the scale and see that I'm getting worse.

Chris, Alex, and Alexus brought my McDonalds today because I was dying during lunch but had the workshop to do. So after dance, I just sat down and ate.

And then I missed all of the singing.

The Vocal Director contacted me wondering where I was and I felt so touched(: Because I had the feeling that she wasn't liking me very much this year. But the fact that she checked up on me and wanted to make sure that I was still auditioning meant a whole lot to me, even though it probably wouldn't mean much to others.

I'm just so tired now. Not enough food=no energy=restless nights=sleep in class=get raped during finals because you're not awake half of the time=parents commit murder=death.