.firsts
starter for @chaewonrk !
eric sits with his knees curled to his chest on the couch beside chaewon, his attention split between the cartoon playing on his laptop on the coffee table and the conversation theyâre having, as he canât simply sit and watch a tv show without doing something else at the same time. heâs mindlessly chewing on gummy candy, head leant against the back of the couch. the conversation, somehow, had shifted to kisses, and what kissing is like, and when they had their first kisses.Â
âiâve... never kissed anyone.â eric admits, his cheeks reddening slightly. sure, itâs not something really to be embarrassed about (even if some people would say it very much is at his big age), but he canât help but be a little shy about it. heâs nineteen (nearly twenty, heâd say) and yet heâs never even had his first kiss. most people have at least had their first kiss before theyâve graduated high school, and here eric having absolutely zero experience in anything romantic.Â
itâs not like he never wanted to kiss anyone, or sought out the opportunity, heâd just, somehow, never managed to be in the right situation to kiss someone, or be kissed himself. no one has ever had a crush on him, to his knowledge at least, and everyone heâd ever had a crush on was far out of his league, so kissing them was very much out of the question.Â
ânot that i havenât wanted to, obviously. i just... donât think anyone has ever liked me enough to want to kiss me.â









