i've seen your post about katseye members seeing transmasc/non-binary reader's top surgery scars for the first time and it was very good, i was wondering if you could to the same for le sserafim members (except eunchae ofc). and i really love your content đź’—
of course! i'm sorry this took so long to get to, but I hope you enjoy it!
content / warnings: brief mentions of dysphoria (sakura), suggestive content (yunjin)
chaewon would see them first when the two of you snuck out one night to go swimming. she invited you along on a trip to the states, but she was so busy you hardly got to spend any time with her. so when she asked you to go swimming in the hotel's pool, your answer was an immediate yes, despite how risky it was. when she slipped out of her pajamas, down to her underwear, you couldn't look away from her. it takes her teasing you to snap out of it, but when you do, you get out of the gym shorts and old shirt you had made your pajamas, stripping down to the boxers you had on. you can tell she didn't expect it, but it's also very clear that she didn't mind the sight either. when you get in the water, she stays close to you, enjoying the way your body feels against yours. when her hands touch your chest, she notices the way you tense, but when she goes to pull away you cover her hands, keeping them there. you're comfortable with her, and it shows, and it makes her pull you into a soft kiss, one that shows that she knows you're comfortable with her too.
admittedly, sakura saw you shirtless for the first time on accident. it wasn't often you wore a shirt at home, when you were alone and could just exist. you were on the couch in a pair of sweatpants, playing some shooter game with some friends, and you hadn't anticipated sakura using the key you'd given her to stop by. your headset kept you from hearing her coming in, so you didn't see her until it was too late. you jumped when you saw her, and after seeing her staring at you, the fear that settled in your gut was immediate. you left the game quickly, and grabbed the throw you had on your couch to cover up. it was almost as if she could sense the panic building in you, because she was quickly next to you, sitting beside you and taking your hand, telling you that it was okay, to breathe with her. you listened, and when you calmed, she asked you what was wrong. when you mentioned her staring, she flushed a little, and she gave a genuine apology, following it up with "it wasn't bad staring, you're . . . really nice to look at". when you asked her if you really were, she just nodded, squeezing your hand. that she didn't push for you to lower the blanket helped, that she gave you the space to do that yourself if you wanted meant a lot, and though you didn't right away, eventually you asked her if she'd be comfortable with it, and she was on your lap the second it was gone, pressing soft kisses down your neck, down your chest, until she reached your scars and kissed along them, telling you how handsome you were, how much she loved you in between each kiss.
you hadn't meant for it to happen this way. when you came over with your laptop to get some work done as she focused on making some new music, the last thing you had expected was for the sight of you so focused to turn yunjin on. maybe you should have, because anytime you were in your glasses, she was kissing you as long as she was able to. so maybe it shouldn't have been surprising when she'd muttered a quick "screw this" before putting her laptop on her nightstand, taking yours and shutting it and putting it to the side as well, before she was on your lap and pulling you into a kiss far needier than you'd been given by her. you agreed with her, screw your work. your hands were on her in an instant, you were kissing her back just as desperately, letting her control the pace you two went at. apparently, it was fast, because as soon as she felt your hands on her thighs, she was pulling back just enough to get her shirt off. she was kissing you again before you could really stare, but letting your hands roam her body, squeezing her hips and brushing over her chest, fingers trailing down her sides and along her waistband, it was more than enough. until she was asking you – more like begging you to touch her. and really, you couldn't say no to that. so you rolled her over so she was lying back, and as you sat up, you pulled your shirt off as well, tossing it to the side. that seemed to put a pause in her desperation, because suddenly, she wasn't so focused on laying back for you. instead, her hands rested on your hips, fingertips trailing up your body, until she got to your chest. you let her touch, goosebumps covering your skin as she did. once she got to your face, her hands cupped your cheeks in them, pulling you back down into another kiss.
she was laying on her bed when it happened. you had gone out on a snack run for the two of you, and came back with bags full and two boba teas in your hands. when she saw you, she smiled, beginning to get up to help you, but you hadn't seen the shoes in your way. when you tripped over them, you managed to catch yourself, but the teas weren't so lucky, and as one crashed to the floor, the other was squeezed too hard in your hand, splashing it all over yourself. you met her wide eyes, and after a moment, the two of you both broke into uncontrollable laughter. it wasn't long before she was helping you with the bags, and by the time the two of you had cleaned up, your shirt was still soaked. "we can wash that, if you want," she had offered, motioning to your shirt. it took you a second to decide, weighing out the options, and it was easy to decide cuddling in a sticky shirt would be too gross. so you nodded a little, pulling it over your head and folding it enough that she wouldn't touch the spots covered in tea. it dawned on you then, that she hadn't seen you so bare before, because she was staring, but it was clear that she didn't mind the view by the way she bit down on her lip. and when she spoke next, cheeks flushed, you couldn't help but laugh. "we should spill things on you more often."
