#celestialamaranth

*tackles you* helloooo!!! i went through your shadow and bone tag this morning & because of that i found out about the digital daggers. *clenches fist* they are everything. e v e r y t h i n g

i SAW THAT sorry it's technically not all of it i didn't tag it consistently back in the day.

ϟ : 5 movies you love

LOL UM I DON'T WATCH THAT MANY MOVIES AT ALL BUT:

Lego Movie

The LOTR Trilogy (shh I'm counting it as one)

August Rush

Grand Budapest Hotel (I wanna watch it again)

IDK PROBABLY SOME MARVEL MOVIE OR PACIFIC RIM

✖ : 5 things you hate

Sickness

Fucking ANTIVAXXERS

Ableism

The Public Education System in America

Bare feet. Fuckin gROSS.

æ : tell 5 facts about you

I'm on the spectrum!

Contrary to popular belief, I am NOT as innocent as I seem

I literally can't straight up lie to someone, I am the fucking WORST liar

The most hamsters I've had at one time is 40

I'm maybe a little bit too deep in my books whOOPS

☮ : 5 things that make you happy

Okay, I'm gonna go beyond the obvious "big" things, and go with the less obvious, maybe silly little things that make me happy:

Elves/literally anything "elven"

Crocheted dolls

Pockets

The smell of oak

° - ever were close to death?

Don't think so, nah :o

☣ - phobias?

I have an intense fear of vomiting that triggers my OCD like nobody's bizz. :c

☠ - fears?

Sickness, abandonment, and really, really deep water

♒ - fave animes?

Probably Azumanga Daioh and Persona 4 currently?? Idk I need to watch more lol

❦-.fave characters?

LOL DO OCS COUNT um I guesssssSSSSS Fenris, Merrill, Cole, Hawke...lmao I haven't really been into much else other than Dragon Age lately so I can't even think of anything else

✿ - fave kind of clothing?

2, 4, and 13 I have already answered in previous posts ^3^

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

OH GOD UM I don't even know but I guess like the ones that I've been listening to the most in the past few weeks...

"A Wolf Descends Upon the Spanish Sahara" by Fair to Midland

"Ruthless Gravity" by Craig Armstrong (it's a REALLY weird song and I hated it at first but there's something about it that I like now...)

"Heart On" by Celldweller

"Animus Vox" by The Glitch Mob

"All the Same" by The Sick Puppies

Yeah they're all relatively "new" songs to me which explains why I wanna listen to them because new songs always get me B)

20. Do you like your neighbors?

Yeah, I mean. The ones that I know. They're alright. There's only really 2 houses on my street that I'm particularly fond of. But I guess it also depends on what you consider to be a neighbor, because there are some people that live close to me as well, but not on my street. Idk, some people don't consider those to be "neighbors."

21. What are you bad habits?

NAAAAAIL BITIIIIIING omg so freakin' bad

and apologizing

and belittling myself

22. Where would you like to travel?

A few places, but, I'll give you my top 5, not necessarily in order:

Scotland

Ireland

Literally anywhere in Scandinavia

New Zealand

Japan

Canada

Hungary

23. Do you have trust issues?

Surprisingly, no! I am sometimes a bit wary though, when it comes to certain...archetypes, so to speak.

26. What do you do when you wake up?

Prepare my meds, brush my teeth, and go to the bathroom. Usually in that order. And then I go on the computer for a while and sometimes forget to eat breakfast until later in the morning. Oops.

46. What are you paranoid about?

LITERALLY EVERYTHING I HAVE AN ANXIETY DISORDER Mostly being annoying to people. I have a constant fear that everyone just...hates me or something, or thinks I'm ungodly annoying. So I'm always paranoid about that.

47. Have you ever been high?

#420BLAZEIT Nah, drugs aren't really my thing. You'd think I would like marijuana because I'm all "nature-y," but I sorta have a permanent aversion to it because of a certain occurrence that I will only refer to as the "Peter Pan Incident." It didn't actually have anything to do with marijuana itself, but it brings back uh...weird memories. xD

48. Have you ever been drunk?