#cause it doesn't

so if you don't already know, I'm making concepts for my own pantheon based in a fictional place called Fheninqya, it's the fheninqyn pantheon and I'm making a language for it and a culture

Fheninqya is supposed to feel like the perfect world and so everything is equal, there's no labels for literally anything so adhd? nah, anxiety, nah, phobia? nah, lgbtqia+? nah, poc? nah, literally anything and you are perfectly normal

and this goes for gender too! each god, in English, either uses Lord, Lady, or Liege to determine which pronouns would be appropriate for a translation into a gendered language, and yes each god has specified pronouns, but they always have the pronoun that usually matches the title. so lord = he/him lady = she/her liege = they/them. some use neos, some use it/its, idek, it's what they use, the point is their most preferred pronouns is what influences their title

and i had to find a way around the gender stuff when translating to other language like English and French which have many gendered things like in French car is voiture but it is feminine so you would say la voiture and it means the car. also in English, there are genders and pronouns and so much stuff too confusing for me to remember every single neo and stuffs and so Fheninqyn isn't gendered but that makes it hard for translations, hence me solving the problem with the titles and here's how it works in Fheninqyn:

Qeen = Lord = he/him and male gendered terms

Qeer = Lady = she/her and female gendered terms

Qeet = Liege = they/them and neutral gendered terms

they are all pronounced like "keep" but replace the p with whatever is at the end of the title

and in English the lord and lady and liege goes before the name but in Fheninqya names are very important so it's name, title

for example: Aonktorrh Qeet, Aidryqe Qeer, Celfhatrœff Qeen

yay language things

this could be what happened before my last last post the one where the sun started to rise :)

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OK. Idk if I've ever said it expressly or what, but I haven't played 3rd Impact. I started at it on the app store for five minutes before thinking "meh" and moving on. So the impact of this was kinda lessened when I had to look up what the hell a Himeko was. So apologizes if I'm not as serious about this

And here is the other post.

Anyway.

I think it's pretty universal in the whole fandom that we're pretty pissed that Chaddick's gone.

SoMAn wHat DId ThE KNigHts dO TO yOU?!?!?!

But I'm also pissed that Lancelot's gone too. (Don't know if this is universal or not)

I just don't get why Soman decided to kill him off. But since Soman loves to remind us that he could kill of anyone, that might just be it but sTILL...

I've always thought that Chaddick is, at least, a lot more rational than Tedros. He could have kept him on his toes without Tedros throwing much of a fit. Just look at their first year together. Chaddick understood why Tedros pursued Sophie but he also knows that it would lead to nothing but trouble. And he was right. (AWwP aside, of course, his only rational scene was when he listened to Agatha whens she arrived at the School for Boys). I wanted to get to know him and TEDROS JUST REALLY NEEDED HIM JUST WHY SOMAN?!?!?!?

Admittedly, I also wanted some scenes with him and Agatha. I think it would have been cute and Agatha needs more guy friends. Honestly, Soman, give this girl some guy friends c'mon.

And then Lancelot....SOMAN CHILL

And again, Tedros loses another paternal male figure in his life. Yes, just what the boy needs. I also feel bad for Gwen. I feel bad for this whole family really.

His last heartfelt scene with Tedros really got to me. Lance considers Teddy his own. Why did Soman not expand on this instead of making it into a medium for angst. Does Soman think that we don't want to read about this?! CAUSE I SURE AS HELL WANTED TO READ ABOUT IT

I wanted to read the softer moments. Tedros needed to spend at least 5 years on his own, in a castle with treacherous people, and no one to turn to cause all the adults were thinking what they thought was good for him instead of actually doing good for him.

And when the boy finally gets his family back, THE AUTHOR DECIDES "NAH BOI" jUSt