#cathlemore

I'm sorry for not replying to any messages lately, I've been going through some stuff and I feel like there is just so much that I need to get done at home. I'm slowly getting things organized and clean again. When a spout of depression hits nothing gets done around here and it just turns into a big mess and I feel like when I clean and organize everything a little at a time I'm also getting my thoughts organized and put back together. I love you all and I hope you are doing well. I'm sorry cath for not being there for you and not visiting. I'm also sorry to you ark for falling off the face of the communicative earth. I'll get better soon.

collinsville was filled with silent hill-esque fog. Driving home, not fun.

I was having a nightmare with like scary faces and shit. And like. There was fire in the background and all of a sudden smokey the bear shows up in front of the flames going "only you can prevent wildfires" while pointing like in the commercial amd I lost it and work up giggling like an idiot.