Weāve a datacube that is being analyzed, and Cekke sounded hopeful that it might give us a clue as to where mom is. Itās the only clue we really have, though I went out on my own. When I found out that Mom was Whispers, it only made sense that Vilaas was too, and so I got a note to him. If it gets the OOW involved, Sheiraās going to be pissed and I might very well end up in more trouble than I can spit at. Itās worth the risk though, because they have resources we do not and right now, fuck risk. Fuck Payton. Iām getting mom back. Vilaas is with us anyway, so technically, I didnāt break any rules, and since no one else knows heās OoW too, Iām counting on him to be subtle enough that whatever Whispers does goes unnoticed.
Truth is, though. I donāt care. I just want her home and I will never stop until she is. I just wish the others would get up off their asses and look for her. Why are we waiting? Why arenāt we doing something more than just looking at a cube? Do they even care?
Sheira says were expendable- she said I should have chosen for the spy to live and let Greenie die. Fuck Sheira. Fuck KTās reputation. The thing about being a gang, and especially about being a family is that youāve got each others back. You stick for each other no matter what. I got Greenie back even though I knew she took pleasure in my momās hurting. I knew it was probably her fault that mom got taken. Iād heard that much over the comms. I knew all that and I -still- chose her, because thatās what you fucking do. You stick for your own.
If and when mom and me get out of this, weāre going to have to have a serious look at just what sort of group weāre part of.