#catarooni

i am so scared you have no fucking idea ava is my best friend and she doesn’t get her schedule until August 1st and she needs to get it so I can see if I have classes with her kat too and I’m terrified because if I don’t have classes with ava or kat i don’t know what I’ll do I’m shaking so bad they’re my best friends in the whole world and if i lose them I’ll have nobody I want to have French with ava because that’s how it was last year and the year before I don’t want anything to change I’m crying now I can’t cry I hate myself I need to go to sleep I hate change so much I hate it I hate change a lot it scares the shit out of me I can’t do this I can’t do it anymore