#castershot

I LITERALLY HAVE TWO SAILOR MOON BLOGS YOU CAN’T DENY ME SHIT

who thought of those urls tho

A cloak over a golden head of hair, casting blue eyes back and forth as she walked amongst the people. She tried to avoid any busy pockets of bodies          there was no telling WHAT could be waiting among them. She had to exercise extreme CAUTION or she might find her blood spilled upon the ground. Someone was out for her life, who, she couldn’t be sure but whoever they were had the necessary resources to hire assassins of all kinds and if Peach wasn’t careful, she’d run right into one.

She swallowed thickly, stopping in front of the storefront. She couldn’t go official, she needed to keep this under the radar and if the kind elderly woman she had paused to help was to be trusted then perhaps he could help her. She knocked on the door before entering.  ❛ Hello ? ❜ Peach drew back the cloak to reveal yellow hair and a beautiful countenance.

re: WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU   // from: @castershot

     》》   T R A N S M I S S I O N  -  S T A R T    //

      . ¸ . ✩   ‘ So what do you DO, Mr. Starwind ? ’ She’s on her second pint of icecream, eating with a ferocity of several invasive plant species, bare feet propped up on the navigator’s headrest. Meaning she’s one sharp turn away from tumbling to the floor, but the girl with her wide eyes and happy smile seems utterly unconcerned.

In fact she is unconcerned about most things. The fancy ball gown she was found in traded for a basic skin suit it is hard to believe she isn’t just a normal part of the scenery. For her anyway. Twirling her spoon like a scepter she points the tip at Gene’s chest, a carefree and sugar-blissed grin on her face. ‘ Not that it matters much to me, but I figure if I’m going to be here I might as well help. ’ She says, eating another giant spoonful without the slightest inclination of getting up from HIS chair. ‘ Unless you’re a pirate, then I’ll have to not work at all out of moral obligation. ’

‘ Or the job’s too hard. I don’t really know much about all this space stuff. ’ Another spoonful, her blonde pigtail ribboning into her lap with a contemplative head tilt, spoon pulled out of her mouth with a satisfying POP. ‘ And we’re definitely going to need more icecream. ’

    i feel like this post has probably been a long time coming. i don’t generally like digging into my feelings - whether positive or negative because...well i’m weird lmao. but tonight, i’m digging into the trashcan that is my feelings(tm) to show appreciate to someone who deserves it.

intro.

 i generally don’t like being redundant so i won’t go into how our friendship started but i will reaffirm something you said before which is that i appreciate that our friendship felt natural. it wasn’t forced, we didn’t instantly become ‘friends’ - if anything it was the opposite. we were in some of the same circles and had a mutual respect for each other before we really started writing together in like late 2018/ early 2019. i probably don’t say it off enough but it makes me so happy that we’re friends now. like, really, really happy. i appreciate you lot even if i don’t talk to you constantly. so much so that internally, i keep a specific list of relationships that i’m very determined not to fuck up(tm) and my friendship with you is one of them. ( and no, i’m joking/memeing for once. i’m dead serious ). i won’t get too deep into main but there have been rare times where i’ve gotten more...personal(tm) i guess about my struggles, self-isolation being one of the biggest, so it’s nice to know i have a friend i can just...share stupid stuff with or whatever whenever i’m feeling lonely.

writing.

     for starters, you’re...probably the best writing partner i’ve ever had? i don’t really throw out compliments to people easily so this isn’t something i say lightly. in your words we just ‘vibe’. like i probably could talk constantly about our muses, dynamics, plot more, etc. but i do partially hold myself back because i don’t want to come off annoying ( which i know is dumb!!! b/c you’ve said it wouldn’t be annoying but!!! i’m an insecure lil shit man. it’s hard. i’m working on it lol ). anyway, the point is that i enjoy writing that builds towards something and i feel like every one of our dynamics is like that. i know you’ve gone into your feelings about being slow and it’s like...whatever to me lol. life > roleplay. plus, i’m cool with waiting because i know the payoff for whatever you write will be worth it. also you constantly indulge me in my bullshit. exhibit a and b:

HEHE

but seriously you’re great. whenever i come up to you with ‘i want to write this dynamic/ship/whatever’, you’re always open to and ready to give 100% no matter what. again, it’s something i appreciate and don’t take for granted at all. writing with you has pushed me to be a better writer, to challenge myself, and to get out of my comfort zone. i’ve been writing on tumblr since 2013 and didn’t actually start writing ships until 2018. i don’t really have experience with it like a lot of other people do but it’s never really been hard because there’s no pressure to be writing with each other all the time and whatnot. also anyone who can get me to actually write smut is well...they’re worth keeping around because i hate it!!! but also found it weirdly fun too lmao.  

me, first writing smut for kas:

me, writing more smut later.

    we call that growth kids. anyway, you’re also an extremely talented writer. you always put so much thought into your blogs, nothing feels half-assed and i commend you for that. there is always a passion for whatever character you choose to write - and it makes me even more interested even if i’m completely unfamiliar with who they are / what series they come from ( ex. gene ). you’ve also influenced my blogs  - both directly and indirectly. for instance, guess who encouraged me to make aeri.s brown when i was on the fence? you! you’ve always been so supportive of me and i feel like i wouldn’t be the same writer i am know without having had the opportunity to write with you.

friendship.

   i’ve already told you’re a good person - probably too good for a lot of people on this site - and i mean that. truly. you do so much for a lot of people here - whether it’s making blogs for your friends or offering to make themes for free ( and honestly, the price of your commissions should be appreciated because the amount of effort and work put into this is realistically worth more ). i can’t speak for anyone but myself but i just want to say that it’s a noticed and appreciated. always. you care and you give a shit about your friends wholeheartedly and it’s great? you’re fucking great kas. ( god, i hate getting sappy but i’ve come this far so i can’t stop now i guess ). but like seriously, you’re a special person who deserves the world.i can’t believe i’m admitting this shit but i really almost cried a bit today when i thought about how you actually listened to songs / playlists i send you for our ships. in the grand scheme of things, this is not a big deal at all but it is important to me in a way i can’t properly articulate(tm). 

    i feel like...i’ve always been ignored / easily replaceable by friends so someone just...giving a shit for once, no matter how small, is nice. i’ve always gotten that sense of ‘i care’ from you. you’ve always made an effort to reach out when you didn’t have to, do nice things for me which you didn’t have, and matched my energy - whether it’s writing, venting, or just casually talking - which again, i appreciate more than you know.

conclusion.

anyway, i feel like this post still doesn’t fully cover exactly what i want to say but that’s probably just because i’m bad at expressing myself lol. but just know that i do really love writing with you and cherish all of our ships so much!!!  our friendship means a lot to me and i’m grateful that i got to meet you on here. love you 3000 @castershot​.  ❤