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Title: Deconstruction

Character(s) Involved: Cassidy Carmichael & Emory Light

Trigger Warning(s): Needleplay and bloodplay

Summary: As his game with Sebastian Steele slowly draws to a close, Emory Light sees in Cassidy Carmichael an opportunity in adding another casualty onto his list 

It has been said that the trouble of the mind poses a far greater challenge in its mitigation than that of the body, and a proverbial case in point has presented itself with one Cassidy Carmichael.  Deep-seated challenges with parental figures, abated and exacerbated by their absence during the visitor weekend, served a rather useful purpose for a ready agreement to put the needleplay kit to use.

Seemingly innocent words, expressed in light conversation that most would enjoy, are carefully placed for the purpose to trigger, to further unhinge the young man who is already impacted by the sense of uncertainty and doubt.  Needles piercing skin, lining up in a neat series of rows, marking their path from rib to rib, aggravating the nerves at where they are the most sensitive as Emory Light meticulously administer an impromptu ritual at the oddly apt setting of the BDSM Room.

Pain for pain.  

For every one application of the needle to the participant is two that are applied to Emory.  Slate blue eyes remain unaffected by the pinprick of the sharp metal points, methodical and steady in his movement from beginning to end.  Every now and then, an intentional flick of the wrist sends a needle or two rolling away from their brethren, causing the temporary disarray that brands itself into Cassidy Carmichael's line of sight.

Needle work completed and removed, physical ache and tension are relieved by the firm pressure of hands against sore muscles while acupuncture needles find their way into the appropriate pressure points, aided by the light electric current as Emory utilizes the tried and true practice, and with its conclusion also marks the stopping point of the session.

Escorting Cassidy Carmichael back to his domicile, the man's state of mind is observed and taken note of.  The intended damage has been done, and with it, the catalyst that should have the effect of unraveling the troubled mind, causing certain degree of chaos for the participant as well as those around him.

Hey, Cas.  I swear, dogs are people magnets

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Title: Please Reply

Author(s): AJ

Character(s) Involved: Cassidy Carmichael

Word Count: 383

Trigger Warning(s): None

Summary: Cassidy discusses sex with his parents like it’s nbd, and once again pleads for a reply he knows he won’t get.

Other: Meme Week 21’s response in the form of a letter home

Dear Mom and Dad,

I think maybe I wrote the address down wrong last time — even though I checked it three times, like always — because I think that even though I know you said you don’t want to hear from me, this is different, isn’t it? This is a letter. That was a letter. You’d write back to a letter, wouldn’t you?

I just really miss you both and I want to talk to you. Nobody knows more about being claimed and happy than the two of you, and I’m scared. I’m so scared. I thought things would be different here, that I’d finally be able to find someone who wants me, but the longer I’m here the more certain I am that I’m going to become a slave and then I’ll never see either of you again.

I’m on level two now. That sounds good doesn’t it? It doesn’t feel good. I didn’t earn any of them in the normal way. The normal way is sex. I don’t know if you know that, I didn’t when I arrived. Some people seemed bothered by that, but I wasn’t. Sex is confusing to me, but it seems intriguing, at least, and I want to be a good submissive so I’m trying..

I didn’t think it would be this hard. I didn’t know anything about sex, not really. So I’ve been researching kinks. It’s very interesting and very informative and there are quite a lot of them I think I’d really like (like being a kitty and wearing panties). And even though it’s really very hard sometimes, I’m trying to talk to people, and I’ve made some friends — which is much better than at the Academy, right?

But even though I’m trying, I’m on level two and I still don’t know what it feels like to be kissed. (I think probably a bit like cuddling, which Isabel showed me, but maybe even nicer.) You said that I’d be better, that I’d be normal once I had a Dominant, but I don’t think I can have a Dominant unless I’m normal… So I’m scared.

Please write me back. I’ll check the address nine times this time, just to be sure. I don’t want to never talk to you again.

I promise I’m trying.

Take someone from your “top 4 fans list” (located on your activity page) and tell us about them from your POV. 

Word Count: 387

Oh, I’m not sure that I’m qualified to be writing about other people… But I suppose I can tell you what I think — I just can’t promise it’s accurate.

Isabel - Isabel is very sweet. I’m pleased that we’re friends now, and I’m glad she knows how to properly handle a book, because I think it might strain our friendship if I couldn’t let her look at my books — though she’s so kind she might not mind. I don’t think she completely understands everything I say, but she tries to and she doesn’t get upset with me when she doesn’t understand. She tries really hard to help me feel better, which nobody has done before. I think she’s sad about somthing, or maybe scared, I’m not sure which, but I wish I knew what it was so I could try to help fix it. I hope I can be as good a friend to her as she is to me, because she deserves it.

Luca - Luca isn’t like anyone I’ve met before. He’s very kind to me, but I don’t know if he’s very kind in general. He’s easy to talk to because he’s very straightforward and makes a lot of sense. I think he sees how much is wrong with me, more than most people do and that scares me a little, but he doesn’t seem to mind or really think there’s much /wrong/ at all. I think, maybe, it’s because he’s a little bit like me. What he said about being a monster, well, I don’t believe he is one, but I think maybe other people do and I know how that feels, when everybody thinks you’re broken. He isn’t though, not really, he’s just different and I don’t think that’s a bad thing.

Kyt - No. I don’t want to talk about her.