#casper.intro

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casper was never good with emotions even from a young age he struggled regulating them and understanding them, he couldn't understand why he'd feel angry for no reason or sad the next. it eventually got to a point he just shut them down all together

that was when he was a teenager and it made his life hell of a lot worse for it, starting fights randomly, never crying or grieving especially after his best friend had passed in a drunk driving accident that he was involved in when he was in high school

his 'grieving' happened in drinking and refused to go to therapy because he deemed he didn't really "need it"

things seemed to flip for him though when he met clarice and for the first time ever fell in love with someone

he'd have girlfriends in the past, even a boyfriend at one point, but he never really felt anything for them not the way he did clarice so he proposed to her

because of these 'new' feelings (at least to him) he was having a hard time actually commiting to the marriage part of the proposal and after her mom had passed it really only solidified those feelings so after he kept coming up with an excuse after excuse she broke things off with him

for the first time again there was a new feeling and he hated this one, leaving dallas for a while (a few years to be exact) to try and make them go away