checking the gallery and seeing!

Today:

Its been almost a whole year since i last made a post here, and in a burst of need for motivation and accountability i decided to reopen this and see how far can we go. I started working out and then quit due to poor scheaduling, couldtn recover but we are working on that, the weather is warming up too. Last year a tried many different things, and for once i think i strayed a bit from kpop as my main fandom. Got some equivalent of a job promotion but from there my scheadule hasnt been propperly arranged. Started some drawing courses, finished none. i read some books too. Started playing board games and now i go out with some friends every few weeks. it was pretty eventful for me but its hard to fully grasp reign on it myself. theres many things i fear, many i want to do. i think the herdest thing here is that i need to constantly exert big amounts of energy and power to keep the ball rolling otherwise it gets messy really quick, specially me who has the tendencies to overthink a lot. I started playing videogames again. so my msot recent obsession is persona 5. i started reading blue period again. its wonderful in so many ways, i fully recommend it to anyone who likes art, and as i begin again i have to step down on my goals to fully set them down propperly so thats why my goals today are tiny, and im building a new PC

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For today:

Going to sleep before 1am

WORK. WORK WORK (+ 40 professional)

Open list of PC components, revise it for at least 10 minutes

Save Data:

The Creator: +0xp

The Adventurer + 0xp

The Android: +0xp

The Monster: +0xp

The Professional + 40xp

Media:

Blue Period (Manga)

Nana (Anime)

Blue Eye Samurai (Series)

The Monster of Old Seoul (Drama)

Persona 5 (Game)

Genshin Impact (Game)

Report Notes:

now playing:

An App i downloaded that has been surprisingly working swiftly in helping me leave my phone, it should track studying but im tracking anything heh. and some of the cooldown time on the weekend, where i got my ass handed on Hades. but the truth is i played like 15mins and then dipped and started playing Horizon Zero Dawn!

Today:

i decided to start going for walks, its good for my health and it leads me to start work fully awake. and i spend too much time sit in the computer so yeah. i went for a walk early-ish, and then im working rn, but im on break talking with my supervisor about how to tackle the next issues. some wp speed optimization work. so its gonna be a busy day. but its cool. oh i should be pulling gacha today wish me RNG luck. and also depending on how things go i might choose what to do to cool down today.

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For today:

walk (?

WORK. WORK WORK + 30 professional

genshin dailies

Yesterday Stats report:

The Creator: +0xp

The Android: +0xp

The Monster: +0xp

The Professional +0xp

we are back to zeros this week!~ lets get some EXP!

now playing:

Some practices and a snippet of the sky from my walk today!

Today:

so i did take that walk i mentioned, added some stretching, i suppose i will have to start waking up earlier and going to sleep before 2:30 am heh. it was nice and i got some info on the use of the public gym areas. i bought some dumbells too and they should be arriving either today or tomorrow, ill see how that pans out.

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For today:

Take a Walk! (we did some streching tho!)

WORK. WORK WORK (+ 30 professional)

SPEED OPT work

Genshin dailies

Art Book reading and sketching

Yesterday Stats report:

The Creator: +10xp

The Adventurer + 5xp

The Android: +5xp

The Monster: +5xp

The Professional + 30xp

report notes:

i restarted one of the JS challenges from an old bootcamp, heh

now playing:

Some pictures of presents i received on my birthday, my mom does crafts and sewing and got me some cute bt21 plushies, and one of my favourite spreads of my new art book, its about light and color in painting, my favourite thing so far its the focus on the technical aspect and functioning of reality. oh and that its full of dinosaurs

Keeps me going today:

Ok, Show up. ok maybe if we add some videogame features it will be fun, i will sketch them, and develop them later

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For today:

Digital drawing challenge 50 [+50 art]

Work (in progress) -start next task- [+15 professional]

Revise Art and color Book [+5 art]

Start a New FrontendMentor Challenge [+10 programming]

Yesterday Stats report:

The Artist: -0+

The Android: +50xp

The Monster: +20xp

now playing:

Hey! My favourite artist released an album and its been on loop for the week. while the week was busy, today was even busier since the christmas deep cleaning at home started and today we spend maybe 4 to 5 hours cleaning just the book shelves and the living room. then i took while to watch some of the Artist's review on the album creation, it was really an enjoyable experience, he gets clearly excited when he talks.

ok but back in course its like 11 pm! i wanna do ONE more thing before this ends.

For today:

cleaning

digital drawing workout 39

tranquilstudy

Day 28: Do you enjoy spooky season? What things do you like or dislike about it?

i think i dont particularly mind it, but thats because i think i have never particularly celebrated it much.

but decorating was always fun in class!

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lunluns autumn study challenge

Day 28: Share a playlist you listen to while studying

heh: here is it

currently listening to:

tranquilstudy

Day 6: Do you find yourself procrastinating? What are you procrastinating right now? Be honest haha oh yes im a huge procastinator, id blame it on me being constantly anxious, but it bites me in the bile after a while. im procastinating digital paintings and some program installation. asking about documents and not going to lie, 2 or three courses.

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lunluns autumn study challenge

Day 6: Are there other languages you learn besides your native langauge? If so, which ones? english!

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For today:

JS arrange notes and organize glossary

Digital drawing 26

yesterday report:

JS NOTES

++i retouched my hair (sorta)

now playing:

guess whose motivational pikachu isnt working?

For today:

Refine the blog

correct other pages

correct article pages

Digital Drawing Workout 34

open:

start frontend mentor challenge

anatomy practice

one chapter of Blue period manga 32

if finished:

play Hades or Play Pokemon White

tranquilstudy

Day 19: How do you calm your nerves during exam season?

try breathing but it doesnt work at all. i just bear it

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lunluns autumn study challenge

Day 19: How was your day? You can talk about anything; vent or share a moment. I personally am willing to hear!

Nikis high school in Jakarta hits all the sore spots from back in high school, despite me well.... not living in jakarta lol or had any experience with romance . its carthatic. right now its 11:30 and im arming myself for when dad comes to the room to work. its sorta exhausting living here. there too much shouting and no privacy or personal space. i also need a chat with the tax people soon... i dont want to, im lonely and feel a bit too close to a failure. i have a couple of tasks at work to finish today but all i want to write is a fanfic where the main characters play videogames together. its too fucking hot outside 30 degrees celsius on a november. i need to use less social media, ill cut twitter from my laptop bcs a friend texts me on the phone and our different timezones make us never talk well, talking about chats i got into one and they are nice but they are so many i cannot tell anyone appart, but they are sweet. i miss drawing things i liked. i wonder what will happen if i drop everything just to draw pokemon, talking about pokemon txt loves pokemon, that makes them feel even more like that one comic that ended up with "maybe 20 years old me likes pokemon battles too" i should probably play pokemon., white is halfway through

my motivation right now its Taehyun shaped and he asks me if i will let the noise beat me so easily without putting up a fight, what will i do if i dont face my dreams now? its also shaped like Kai saying that videogames and cool stories are great. He doesnt say anything else. because i want to make videogames and any person who stands and appreaciates the work people like me dreams of is exciting.

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yesterday report:

sketch the blog (OK I GOTTA)

Digital Drawing Workout 33

sketch scheadule i need to restablish goals

now playing

"did you hear amanda is going back to colorado, its 2013 and the end of my life~"

Some pictures i took when i went for a walk yesterday afternoon, i think i will start taking walks and adding some excersizing to my routine, i need to try and be more healthy.

Today:

I played some and i was able to do more than what i planned to so it panned out well! if i wake up early tomorrow, i will take some pics of my walk. i ordered some small weights online. Right now im feeling the thrill of having something to do tomorrow, and the anxiety of upcoming work, and things that i havent done yet.

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For today:

Take a Walk! (we did some streching tho!)

WORK. WORK WORK (+ 30 professional)

Genshin dailies

Art Book reading and sketching

Yesterday Stats report:

The Creator: +10xp

The Adventurer + 5xp

The Android: +5xp

The Monster: +5xp

The Professional + 30xp

report notes:

i restarted one of the JS challenges from an old bootcamp, heh

now playing: