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The quiet hum of the hotel room did little to soothe Scullyās restless mind as the morning light, pale and unforgiving, seeped through the curtains. Her hand automatically reached for the toothbrush, but her thoughts were already miles away, replaying the chaotic ballet of the previous night. The memory of Mulderās body, heavy and warm over hers, still hummed in her veins, a stark contrast to the sterile gleam of the bathroom mirror. His breath on her cheek, the unexpected weight of him, the raw awareness that had flared between them, it all pressed in on her, leaving her breathless even now.
Then there was Danny Potts. His words, delivered with such a gentle certainty, echoed in her head: "That man is in love with you. I ought to know, Iāve been in love with you since I was twelve." The declaration had stunned her, not just for its content, but for its effortless insight into something she had rigorously, stubbornly, refused to acknowledge.
No. Itās not going to happen. Itās never going to happen, she told herself, her reflection staring back, a mask of fierce denial. She gripped her hair, flipping it aggressively, the sudden movement a physical manifestation of her emotional turmoil. She couldnāt take this limbo anymore, this agonizing space between them where everything was felt but nothing was spoken. Yes, she loved him. A truth so profound, so woven into the fabric of her being, it felt like she had always, always had this connection with him. He was the other half of her, the perfect complement to her logic, the wild counterpart to her reason.
But nothing, absolutely nothing, was straightforward with them. Her dominant left hemisphere, the part of her brain that craved order and predictability, screamed for logic and reason. They would never get along. They already spent way too much time together, their lives intertwined in every conceivable way. If they dared to cross that line, to delve into something more, they would bicker. They would argue. They would eventually, inevitably, end up hating each other. The thought was a cold, hard stone in her stomach, heavy enough to outweigh the burgeoning hope in her heart.
A soft, insistent knock on the adjoining room door jolted her from her turbulent thoughts. She walked over, pulling it open. Mulder stood there, dressed in a crisp gray Armani suit, looking impossibly sharp, better than any human being had a right to at this ungodly hour.
āReady to go?ā he asked, his voice low, a velvet murmur that sent an unexpected shiver down her spine. His eyes, deep and searching, held hers for a moment too long, a silent question passing between them. Scully sighed, a sound caught between resignation and something akin to quiet acceptance. She offered him a half smile, a silent admission of defeat, and nodded.
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The hum of the rental car was the only sound breaking the silence between them. Mulder gripped the steering wheel, his gaze fixed on the road, but his mind was entirely on the woman beside him. One of his favorite things on earth was making Scully laugh; even a mere giggle was a massive win. To hear the genuine, unburdened sound of her laughter was, for him, as a burst of celestial fire, piercing the gloom of his soul, a brief, intoxicating draught of nectar from the gods themselves. Honestly, he thought to himself if this is what being in love does to a person, I think I'll stick to global conspiracies. Much less dramatic.
So he launched into niche questions, delving into the philosophical absurdities he knew sometimes caught her off guard. āScully,ā he began, āif a tree falls in the forest and an alien is there to observe it, but the alienās perception is based on vibrational frequencies rather than sound waves, does the tree still make a āthudā?ā
Nada. Not even a flicker of amusement.
He switched to jokes, then puns, each one falling flat in the charged silence. Nothing was working. Her profile remained impassive, her gaze fixed on the passing scenery. He sighed, deflating slightly. There was only one way to break this impenetrable silence.
āScully,ā he said, his voice softer than he intended. āIām sorry. About last night.ā
That did it. Her head whipped around so fast her hair momentarily obscured her face, her eyes wide with surprise, a sudden vulnerability in their depths. āApologize for what, Mulder?ā
He scrambled, his mind racing. This was a high stakes question. If he got it wrong, sheād freeze him out, perhaps for weeks. Was there more than one thing he should be apologizing for? He did a quick, frantic inventory of his misdeeds.
āIām sorry for my obnoxious behavior to Puppy,ā he blurted out, then quickly corrected, āI mean, Potts.ā
Scully shook her head, a slow, deliberate movement that sent her hair swaying across her face like a curtain. A small, almost imperceptible smile touched her lips, gone before he could be sure it was real. She turned her attention to the hospital entrance now visible in the distance.
āAlright, Mulder. About these four incidents, and Pottsās neurological findingsā¦ā she began, her voice all business, pulling him back to the familiar ground of the case.
It worked! A wave of relief washed over him, so potent he nearly sagged.
When Mulder cut the engine, she turned to him, her hand reaching out to grasp his. Her touch was firm, serious, yet a spark of warmth ignited where their skin met. āPottsā¦ā she started, her gaze intense, a silent warning in her eyes.
Mulder quickly cut her off, a reassuring smile on his face, determined to smooth things over. āDonāt worry. Iāll be on my best behavior.ā He squeezed her hand, a silent promise.
Scully squeezed his hand in return, her half smile deepening into something more genuine, a hint of the playful teasing he cherished. āYeah,ā she said, her eyes twinkling as she held his gaze, a quiet challenge in their depths, ābut you need to be on my best behavior.ā
He grinned, a genuine, easy smile that reached his eyes, feeling a lightness he hadnāt realized heād lost. āDeal,ā he confirmed, squeezing her hand in return, the fleeting intimacy a secret language between them.
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They stepped off the elevator into the hushed quiet of Dr. Pottsās office suite, the early morning light filtering softly through the blinds. Their footsteps echoed faintly on the polished floors as they searched for him. As they rounded the corner into the main consultation area, Scully stopped.
Her eyes widened, taking in the sight before them: a large, gleaming table laden with an extravagant spread of breakfast delights. There were baskets overflowing with every imaginable bakery itemāflaky croissants, glistening danishes, muffins studded with berries. Platters held perfectly sliced fruit, alongside bowls of yogurt and granola. A gleaming coffee urn steamed invitingly next to an array of exotic smoothie options, vibrant colors promising a burst of flavor.
Potts emerged from an inner office, a professional smile already in place, but it brightened considerably when he saw Scully. He gestured grandly to the table, his eyes twinkling. āDana! Agent Mulder.ā He moved towards them, a confident ease in his stride.
Scully, still staring at the culinary abundance, raised an eyebrow. āDr. Potts,ā she began, a hint of amusement in her voice. āAre you expecting guests? Royalty?ā
Potts chuckled, a warm, resonant sound. He paused beside the table, sweeping an arm over the feast, his gaze fixed solely on Scully. āIn a manner of speaking, itās for you, Dana,ā he said, his voice dropping slightly, intimate and earnest. āI thought you might be hungry. And I want to treat you right, because I truly hope youāll come again.ā
Both Mulder and Scully were taken aback, each for their own complicated reasons. Scully felt a strange, almost overwhelming sensation. It had been a long, solitary time since anyone had made such a grand, openly romantic gesture for her. A soft, unexpected warmth bloomed in her chest, quickly followed by a familiar flicker of unease.
Mulder, on the other hand, was hit hard with a visceral pang of jealousy so sharp it stole his breath. He saw the genuine care in Pottsās eyes, the unmasked adoration, and it ignited a fierce, protective instinct he usually kept buried deep. But he had promised Scully he would be on his best behaviorāor rather, her best behavior. He drew a deep breath, forcing a placid expression onto his face.
He stepped forward, his voice remarkably even, a thin veneer over simmering frustration. āWell, Dr. Potts, this is⦠quite the spread. Agent Scully and I were just discussing the metabolic benefits of complex carbohydrates and sustained glucose release for optimal cognitive function. This array certainly provides ample caloric density and a diverse macronutrient profile, essential for maintaining peak investigative stamina.ā He even managed a polite nod toward a towering stack of pancakes, a masterclass in forced civility.
Now it was Pottsās turn to be taken aback. He blinked, clearly thrown by Mulderās sudden, overly formal, and surprisingly scientific assessment of his breakfast offering. The usual Mulder would have scoffed, perhaps made a crack. But Potts was sharp; he saw right through the forced decorum, the thinly veiled possessiveness in Mulder's unusual politeness. A slow, knowing smile spread across Pottsās face. Oh, this was going to be fun. He was going to have a lot of fun testing Mulder today, breaking him today.
Scully, perhaps to diffuse the sudden, heavy silence, reached out and plucked a glistening chocolate danish from a basket. She took a large bite, the pastry flaking deliciously around her lips. Both men were openly staring at her now, one with a subtle admiration that bordered on reverence, the other with a silent, desperate plea in his eyes that she recognized all too well. Scully swallowed quickly, feeling the heat rise in her cheeks, acutely aware of the unresolved tension.
She cleared her throat, pulling herself back to the reason they were there. āRight,ā she said, wiping a crumb from her lip. āDr. Potts, you mentioned more data on the neurological symptoms. Where should we begin?ā
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Five hours later, Mulder was dying a slow, agonizing death by a thousand paper cuts of charm. The relentless hum of the hospital room, coupled with Pottsās unwavering focus on Scully, had become a special kind of torture. It had been like this all day: Potts constantly vying for Scullyās attention, the unending stream of flattery, the way he leaned in, nodding so attentively at everything she said, as if her every utterance was a revelation etched in stone. Mulder had finally had it. He was ready to pull out a white flag and wave it.
He pushed back from the table, not even bothering to interrupt their ongoing, intense discussion of patient vitals. He simply tuned them out completely, the droning rhythm of Pottsās voice and Scullyās methodical questions fading into a meaningless buzz. He reached for the stack of patient files, ignoring the conversation that continued to flow over his head. He skimmed, then read, then re read, looking for anything, any pattern, any anomaly that might pull him from this purgatory. His eyes darted across dates, times, fragmented symptoms, geographic coordinates.
Then, a flicker. Not a pattern, not yet. More of a resonance, a faint echo of something heād encountered before, buried deep in the archives of his mind. A subtle correlation between the missing time incidents and localized, low frequency atmospheric disturbances, readings that would typically be dismissed as background noise. It was a long shot, a wild theory, but it sparked a familiar thrill, a sense of purpose that cut through his earlier frustration.
āScully,ā Mulder interrupted, his voice sharp, cutting through Pottsās detailed medical explanation of a patient's aphasia. He pushed a file across the table. āThese atmospheric readings, correlated with the disappearance times. Theyāre too consistent to be coincidental. What if the āshimmerā isnāt just some optical anomaly, but a localized temporal distortion, possibly a byproduct of an unknown energy source?ā
Potts scoffed, a dismissive sound, his face already contorted in objection. āAgent Mulder, thatās highly speculative and entirely without scientific precedent here. Weāre dealing with neurological trauma, not science fiction.ā
Scully turned to Mulder, then back to Potts, her expression one of quiet determination. āPerhaps, Dr. Potts, but on the X Files, we have found that many cases go beyond what can be conventionally imagined. That is no reason to dismiss the extraordinary.ā She paused, her eyes meeting Mulderās, a silent acknowledgment passing between them. A shared history, a shared understanding etched in their very bones. āIn fact,ā she continued, her voice steady, āon our very first case together, Mulder and I experienced a loss of time. Nine minutes.ā In her mind, she replayed that bewildering moment, how in the terrifying void of lost time, they had paradoxically found each other, truly found each other.
Mulder and Potts both looked at her, stunned, for wildly different reasons. Pottsās jaw hung slightly ajar, his disbelief evident. He saw her as utterly irrational, bordering on delusion, his scientific mind unable to reconcile her words. Mulder, however, was struck by a different kind of shock. He was stunned, not by the revelation itself, but by her willingness to admit it, here, now, to Potts, and most importantly, to herself. It was a concession, a raw, undeniable truth she rarely spoke aloud.
Potts recovered, a harsh scoff escaping him in a mix of defense and frustration. āAgent Scully, with all due respect, that sounds like pure conjecture! We have patients with real, measurable symptoms, not⦠nine minutes of lost time!ā
Mulder started to interject, a sharp retort forming on his tongue, but he knew Scully well enough to let her handle this on her own. He watched, a quiet pride swelling in his chest, as she stood her ground.
Scullyās gaze was firm, unwavering as she looked at Potts. āDr. Potts, Agent Mulder and I are going now. We need to follow up on Mulderās lead.ā She stood, moving with a decisive grace that brooked no argument, and walked towards the office door.
Mulder leaned in towards Potts, a sly, fox like smile playing on his lips. He lowered his voice to a conspiratorial whisper, his eyes gleaming with a victory that had two distinct meanings. āThatās my girl.ā
Scully turned just outside the doorway, her voice clear, pulling Mulder back into their orbit, back to where he belonged. āAre you coming?ā
Mulder straightened, his smile widening as he met Scullyās gaze, then turned proudly back to Potts, a quiet challenge in his tone that left no room for doubt. āI am right behind you.ā And he was, always, because she always had his back too.